43-year-old woman dictated: I have fed a dog with my more than ten years of youth

caption: This article comes from a life case, the name is pseudonym

I am 43 years old today, and my daughter is 13 years old. She has one who drives more than 1 million cars, eats more than 2,000 yuan for a meal, and owns three The dad of a high-end building, but we live in the worst "slum" in the city, and we plan carefully for one meal and one dish every day.

My whole life was ruined in the hands of a man. Some people said I deserved it, some said I was a scumbag, some sympathized with me, and some others spurned me... I lived to be the biggest joke.

As soon as I graduated from junior high school, I became involved in society. I like to make friends. At that time, my father was the head of the town’s agricultural machinery station, and my mother opened a food wholesale department, where my sister helped take care of it.

I worked as a vagrant for several years. When I was 22 years old, I wanted to open a restaurant on a whim. My parents couldn't stand my rumors, and I was given 50,000 yuan. I chose one that was left vacant for a long time. The house facing the street cost 30,000 yuan to renovate, and the rest were equipped with kitchenware, tables, chairs and benches. The restaurant quickly got up, because I usually have many friends and my father is a small official in the town. There are really a lot of people eating, and the business is gradually on the right track.

I met Li Shuang, the nemesis of my life, who was 5 years older than me and got married and had a 3-year-old son. But he chased me like a demon, and took the guests to the restaurant every day. In the later stage, 40% of the profits were the source of his customers. Although I was a little moved and moved, but I didn't agree. How can I, a big girl, ruin someone else's family.

So I said decisively: "Li Shuang, let me promise you unless you are divorced." I thought he must be reluctant to bear his wife and children.

Within a few days, Li Shuang actually took a divorce certificate and knelt at the door of my house for a short time. As the saying goes, “a man has gold under his knees” can only kneel on his knees to his parents, but he is willing to kneel for me. What is not love? My persistence was finally "lost", and I cried and agreed. However, my nightmare also began.

Later he started to raise a trailer,Out all year round. There is less and less time together. He often thinks I have to cry. At that time, I firmly believed that he loved me. One second apart is tormenting for all of us. So I transferred the hotel and went out with him on a sports car. I remember that one year in Qinghai, because the cargo owner defaulted on the freight, and threatened us both, let us dare to get out of Qinghai, or let us die. The place of burial. The two of us squatted around where the cargo owner often went in and out. The money was almost spent and there was nothing to eat, so I used an electric kettle to cook instant noodles and went to the vegetable market to pick up vegetable leaves that others didn’t want. I ate it for half a month. I vomit when I see instant noodles.

Finally one day I saw the cargo owner. I rushed over like crazy, hugged his thigh, and asked Li Shuang to call the police immediately. Finally, due to the intervention of the police, the freight was finally returned.

Later, I became pregnant, and I wanted to marry Li Shuangcha. He always squeaked and procrastinated. Later, when I got anxious, he told the truth. It turned out that he didn't get a divorce at all. The divorce certificate that year was fake. I felt the world go round and round, but he brazenly said that the person he loves the most is me, and he will take care of the child when he is born, and he will buy me a house. At this time, I had no retreat. On the one hand, I was deeply in love with him. On the other hand, I was pregnant for more than three months, so I believed his nonsense.

When the baby was about to give birth, I returned to my hometown. Crowded in a house less than 40 square meters with my parents. Every day spent in anxiety.

When my amniotic fluid broke and I called him when I saw red, he turned off unexpectedly. Finally, my parents sent me to the hospital. After a day and two nights of tossing, I gave birth to a baby girl. I tore four needles in the lower yin. I will never forget that kind of pain in my life. Now that I think about it, my whole body trembles.

Li Shuang only transferred back 8,000 yuan after learning the news, and only his mother took care of me throughout the confinement. Later, I heard that his real wife had gone to him. The couple let out their previous suspicions and reconciled as before.

I called Li Shuang countless times to come back and buy a house for me, even threatening the child. He finally came back and picked the most broken real estate in the city. I can think of wearing boots in the summer yard, and I can freeze the bed in winter. The daughter's little hands are frozen like water radish, and the room is choked. In this way, he was willing to pay 100,000 yuan, and my parents took the rest.Because of this, my elder sister did not leave me a few, saying that my parents gave me all the pension money, and raising a daughter like me is really better than raising a puppy.

The child grows up day by day. I find a cashier job. It costs 1,800 yuan a month, which is not enough for our wife. Every time he asks him for money, he is impatient. The child wears clothes, shoes and socks. He really buys it online, dance fees, and make-up tuition fees. He connects directly with the teacher. I rarely see cash. I’ll buy some clothes for me if I’m happy.

What am I? In recent years, his business has grown bigger and bigger, and his money has been earning more and more. But he was unwilling to spend any more money on me. At this time, he already had another young and beautiful "Little Si" who bought a car, mink, and Cartier bracelet for the woman. I wanted to pay for social security, and I begged him countless times before he reluctantly paid it to me for a year.

I asked to break up, but he shamelessly asked me to pay him back the 100,000 money he bought the house, and said wildly: "I only need him to set fire all over the city, and I don't need me to carry the lights." People want to enjoy the "blessings of all people" and "both rain and dew." When I want to sleep, I must be on call. When I am bored, I have to disappear. If I disagree, he will take away his daughter, who is my life. I haven't caught anything for most of my life, and my daughter is my only sustenance. How could I give this rogue father, the child will be over with her in this life.

Last year, I gave him a cruel word, and if I entangled me again, I would set his house on fire. Maybe he's tired of playing, maybe he's afraid of driving me in a hurry, and I will retaliate regardless of the consequences. It was promised that the "ugly drama" of the past ten years has only come to an end. My youth is ruined in the hands of this scumbag. Occasionally, he would call and harass me, to come to my house, but I refused. For the first ten years or so, I lived unclearly, unclearly, or unclearly. From now on, I will be an upright person and not depend on any man.

My daughter is already in junior high school, I will train her well, let her be a self-reliant, self-esteem and self-loving girl, she must have a pair of eyes, don't take the detours and wrong paths I have taken...

(The picture comes from the Internet and has nothing to do with this article)

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