"Educated Youth Past" First Love (2)

(B)


Cheng Yanjun


(Continued from last issue)


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this year , Hulunbuir Grassland’s winter is extremely cold, starting from the beginning of October, it snows every few days. If this scenario continues, there may be a white disaster this year, no wonder the herdsmen are worried. .

   A cold wind blew, I couldn't help but shiver , so I closed the bullpen door and walked quickly back to the yurt.

   I only stayed outside for more than an hour, and the yurt was almost close to zero again. I hurriedly took back a few pieces of dried cow dung from the outside, threw it into the stove, and used a few dry branches to hold the fire. As the flame roared in the hearth , the bag immediately warmed up again. After drinking two bowls of hot tea, I sweated a little bit on my body, so,I also took off the cotton Mongolian robe, and only wore the red sweater my mother knitted for me. The sweater was woven a little thinner, and it was tightly wrapped around my youthful body, and the strong breasts pushed the sweater out of two hills, making myself feel embarrassed. Seeing the red sweater, I remembered that it was time to write a letter to my mother. I don't know what's going on with my father, but his health has not been very good.

   Just as I was lying on the bed and writing a letter intently, there was another dog barking outside. It should be Aunt Tanhua who is back. I quickly got up and ran out without even wearing the Mongolian robe. I almost ran into the person who pushed in.

   "You, why are you here again?" When I saw that the person was Dorji, I couldn't help but step back again and again.

 Dorji didn't answer, but his eyes fixed on my chest. I hurriedly turned around, picked up the cotton Mongolian robe and just wanted to put it on, but I didn't expect to be hugged by Dolji from behind.

   "What are you doing, let go, come here!" I was terrified by this sudden incident, and I screamed while struggling.

   Doerji released his hand and said shamelessly: "What are you shouting, play with you."

"While putting on my Mongolian robe, I moved towards the door.

 Dorji actually sat down slowly,Lifting my head and looking at me sideways, I suddenly felt a gloomy chill forcing me, and I couldn't help but shiver.

   After a while, Dolji said in a weird manner: "I am here to deliver the news to you today. If you want to listen, just sit down. If you don't care about your father's life and death, then I will leave."

   "What's wrong with my father? What does it have to do with you?" After hearing his words, I took my feet back.

   "It has nothing to do with me, it has a lot to do with you." This guy turned his head and glanced at the unfinished letter on the bed. "Will you write to your father?" I'm afraid he won't be able to receive it."

   "What nonsense are you talking about?" Dolji's words made my heart tighten, "Just tell me what happened to my father?" _span5

   "What's wrong? I got caught." This guy looked gloating.

   "You talk nonsense, you lie!"

   "I lied to someone? Look at this piece of paper full of black words." He lifted it in front of me and shook it. "This is a case report issued by the Office of Qiwasu. Your father is on the list as the backbone of the Insider Party."

   "This is impossible.This is framed. "I yelled to him madly.

   "Your mood is understandable, but the truth is ruthless. "Dorji saw that I was messed up at this time, and immediately changed his face, and said without a smile, "Although I can't control your father's affairs, I can still take charge of your affairs. That sentence, as a classmate, I will care about you and protect you. As long as we two..." As he said, he slowly moved up again.

   "You are shameless! "I turned around and picked up the scissors for the needlework for Aunt Tanhua from the bed. "If you dare to be rude, I will fight you hard." "

   Seeing my anger, Daoerji was so frightened at first, and then he yelled at me violently, "Okay, you're great. ? Let me tell you that as the daughter of a backbone member of the Inner Party, you must be suspected of major fleeing and treason. Tonight, the team is holding a fight meeting. I officially inform you that you must attend and prepare to be reviewed by the task force. "This guy looked furious and depraved, like a mad dog biting people. He kicked the door open, and when he went out, he turned his head and said to me fiercely: "Do you dare to participate in the fight tonight... Hey, I Let me tell you, Bayar, who retired from the wrestling team of the autonomous region, was taken away by us.

  Dorji has been walking for a long time. I still sit on the side of the bed dumbly. I think what happened just now is just a nightmare. I closed my eyes desperately for a long time and I was afraid to open it. A nightmare will become a reality. However, I understand in my heart that a disaster has inevitably come.



What happened to ? Is a member of the Communist Party,It is a national cadre, why suddenly became an insider party? . How could his father's body stand to be gripped? Mom can't be in a hurry yet. The most frightening thing was the fight in the team tonight. When I thought that I would be humiliated in front of the whole team with a few men twisting his arms and squeezing his head, I trembled with fear. I am also an educated youth who went to the countryside to jump in the queue. Can I get along with the fugitive group? Is it true that an individual who has a bad heart can really cover the sky with one hand? Could it be that no one in the team can be fair to me? Yes, the party branch secretary Bao Bao Richao was labelled as an insider party a few days ago, and Bayar, a demobilized soldier, was arrested by the insider party the next day because he defended the secretary at the meeting. . Besides, I have just gone to the countryside for less than half a year. Apart from Aunt Danhua, who would dare to speak for me at this time? What should I do? Can anyone help me? At this moment, I feel so lonely and helpless, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered. I'm less than twenty years old, and I've never connected the word "death" to me before, but now I thought of death in my mind. Instead of being framed and insulted, it is better to prove your innocence with death. I turned around, trying to take out the silk belt pressed there under the quilt, but saw the unfinished letter to my mother. Suddenly, I felt my heart hurt like a knife cut, tears gushing out like a river that opened a gate. I'm dead. Doesn't mom feel bad about it? Who else can dad count on? My God, God, save me. I fell on the bed and howled heartbreakingly.

   Danhua Auntie finally came back. I threw my head into her arms as if I had met my mother, and almost passed out crying. Aunt Tanhua didn't say a word, she just hugged me tightly and stroked my head with her hand from time to time. I don’t know how long it took, and my heart slowly calmed down. I raised my head and just wanted to tell the story to Aunt Danhua, but Auntie covered my mouth with her hand: "Child, I know all about it. I went to the commune to buy it. After I finished the food, I was called to the brigade headquarters. They forced me to expose you."

   "Auntie, do you believe I am an Inner Party? Do you believe I am a Mongolian group?"

   "What do you mean?" The aunt held me tighter.

   "Will the herders believe it?"

   "I think no one will be more and more afraid to tell the truth now. Missing." Aunt Tanhua frowned when she spoke, "But don't worry, child, whoever dares to insult you and bully you, Auntie will fight him desperately."

   "My aunt!" Holding my aunt tightly, tears couldn't stop streaming down.


(To be continued)


Author: Cheng Yanjun, Department of Hulun Buir, Evenki flag Tianjin educated youth.

Source: A wall of sun

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