"Xiangxiang" 145

When I heard her say the word "sea", I felt intimidated by her exaggeration and expressed surprise! When she told me, her expression was serious, the corners of her mouth rose, and she shrugged and raised her hand, indicating that she could not speak and could only measure it with her hands. The fall of that hand means that everything is silent. I sensed the intricacies of her laugh. I asked her: "Is there a light in the sea? Do you want to row a boat?" "Anyway, you have to bring tools, that is, a foot boat. I feel hard and wish for you." She was meaningful.

Actually, I probably know what she said about the magnificent scenery, but the metaphor is appropriate, and it is not too suspenseful, because I also probably know the situation. When I first arrived, I went to the depths of the opposite side of the hotel, and that place may be where she said The so-called sea-bound urban village. I think it is quite good there: there are no distinct seasons, there is no need to bring an umbrella when it rains, the wind is blocked, it is naturally cool under the sun, there is fog on top of the fog, there is no sea, there are people like bushes, and there is a forest.

She also told me: "The villages in the city are in the city, and they are all located in the main urban areas. You can go there. They are everywhere. You will know it when you see it. Said to go straight on the opposite road, then turn right, I easily walked into Putou Village. I walked around in circles there, looking up to see where there was a sign with the word Media Company written on it, and spied on the people on both sides of the gate of each building. I also want to go in and knock on every door. When I think like this, I stand in a trance on the middle path of the crowded building; open this door, go up and knock on every house on every floor, knock on every door on the seventh floor, Maybe, maybe - it was Cao Lan who opened the door, and she shouted: "Civilization, look who's here, the one you've been thinking about is here.Sister, you don’t know how much civilization misses you, sorry, I lost the note you gave me, so I can’t contact you, I miss you too, we all miss you, you see, or Those of us, Prince, Li Li, Li Ya. Come on, civilization, why are you still excited..." I fell into my fantasy, and the fantasy was so realistic that I didn't want to pull myself out. If so many years passed, the fruit trees in the sky would be tired of fruit... I I stared at the door in front of me again, reluctant to look away for a long time - as if a year ago, it was summer not long ago... "Wangdi" and my friends; I seemed to call them silently in my heart, a thousand voice Thousands of calls, one after another, every name has it, civilization is always in front, the tone is calm and calm, from the bottom of my heart, with joy, I miss my comfort everywhere; hey... I can't hide my tears in silence .I looked down at the time flies.

An old woman asked me if I was renting a house, I told her I was looking for someone, she turned and walked away, I continued to walk, the more I walked, the more confused, the more I walked, the more I started to blame, what is this place Well, this is the characteristic of the special zone: looking at the window, the people in the iron net are like shackles, they are trapped in the fence, the timid people are trapped under the eaves, and the omnipotent people who are under the pressure are all trapped inside, which makes people feel Depressed. At noon, the crowds of people descending from the sky on the narrow road were so crowded that it made my eyes sore, so I was waiting for a miracle to happen in the crowd of people passing by. The general miracle is such a ghostly appearance, I hope All gods and ghosts came to help arrogantly.

walked out of the shop and walked over to the middle of the shop, following the tail. It turned out that the village was a fish with everything in the net. It was cut into sections, and it was still a fish when it was broken. In that sea area He shook his head and swayed his tail, and the fish chirped. At night, the lights of thousands of houses lit up the fish scales and flickered.When I came back from this day, I always smelled the smell of fish, and the fish spit out firefly-like bubbles in my sleep... Like those colorful clothes floating in the window, burning... Which window in the forest I think will have the figure of the person I'm looking for? If I can turn into a bird, then I can capture the prey from the window like a cage, and I and the prey share tears Wet the ground, the green grass grows here and is lush, and we go out for a walk. Although there are dangers, it is always a desire. These desires are all painted in the palm of the hand. Take a look, look for a search, and wait while waiting.

In this way, on the tenth day, the urban village has been seen, thought and thought. All that is left are the mirages that are frozen in the search. Hope seems to have reached the embers, and my heart is gradually anxious, indicating a long period of sadness, sighing one after another, infinite tenderness also intermittently lost its calm, fanaticism deep in loneliness, no longer dare to say that I will find it, it seems that such a feeling is also lost to the destruction. Under the scorching sun, the scorching enthusiasm of seeking is cold, and I look at the vast sea of ​​people through my blurry eyes.

No one can understand other people's hearts, let alone know who they miss in their hearts and whose kisses they can't forget -- those sweet kisses... Who knows which piece of moonlight they want to keep, it's impossible Knowing who ever caught a star-like love in front of the window under the moon - that's the past that I can't forget.

This night, I came back to the hotel with many doubts. In the mirror is a decadent face with grudges written on it. No wonder myself. God's favor is unfair, it doesn't have me in its eyes, it seems to shatter my thoughts without even looking, leaving me helpless.

Suddenly I saw the Special Economic Zone Evening News on the table, the newspaper, the revelation of finding people, and the thin confidence came back from the edge, and my hope was rekindled. To be continued

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