As a prodigal son, I was not blamed by my parents, but my conscience was a little bit unbearable. That was the money my parents earned from getting up early and working late, and I was reimbursed by a wrong decision.
The guilt in my heart did not make me give up on myself. I think it was because my experience was not enough, which made my vision not high enough. The less contact level has given me some limitations in my thoughts and a sense of vain, so I decided to go to work.
Speaking of working, I remember my master once said to me, and he said, "Little kid, working will not make you starve to death, but you will never be rich in your life. If you want to live the life you want, you can only do it through continuous learning and precipitation, and then make a big career."
I remember when my master said this, I was shocked and sighed that a person who had not graduated from elementary school actually said such nutritious words. Now I understand that he summarized his experience based on his own life.
People are alive and always have desires. When they are not satisfied, you will review the path you have walked, constantly summarize and find the reasons for the mistakes.
Especially for people like us who are born in the dust, looking up at the stars not only requires great courage, but also requires continuous accumulation of knowledge and experience, taking every step and taking steady steps, so that you can have a chance of rising.
sent my master a large bag of dried Dendrobium officinale flowers and homemade Dendrobium tea. I had a reunion dinner with my family, and I started looking for a job again.
Before leaving, my mother smiled and said, "Learn from others well outside. There are three cobblers, one of which is Zhuge Liang . You must learn humbly from others. Don't worry at home. We are going to build a new house for you and wait for you to get married!"
Hearing the marriage, I quickly ran away. There was a voice in my heart, I am still young! Then what about getting married? It's a thousand miles away from me.
This time I went out was not aimless. A relative was in a landscaping company in City A. It was a new company that was just established and was vigorously recruiting people. There are many positions in
, including professional pruning, transportation, market-oriented business, design, various flower and tree planting, and even watering. Each position is divided into different full-time positions.
I don’t plan to do it for a long time, so I went to the logistics department. The logistics department means to cooperate with full-time staff wherever there is a need. Anyway, there are all kinds of messy things. Almost everyone in the
logistics team is like me, and they are the temporary workers. The contract is signed once a year. There is nothing except group accident insurance, and the workload is very large. However, the benefits are good, and there is a public travel every year.
When I went to the company, the company happened to take a big order, one million and a half years of contract, and one sign is a five-year contract. At the same time, in order to welcome new employees to join, the company bought a cow and three sheep to celebrate the banquet.
The next day, each of them took their own duties. The logistics team had five formal employees, one manager and four group leaders. Our temporary workers were divided into four groups.
The first day of formal work is to understand and disassemble and install various machinery. I have the foundation of organic repair, and I am quick to get started with those machinery, lawn mower , green forest machine, small rotary tiller , and pesticide sprayer. Under the guidance of the squad leader, I learned that part of our future work is to repair and care of these mechanical equipment to ensure the normal operation of others.
The next day was the understanding of various flowers, trees and pesticides. The Logistics Department manages the tools and pesticides needed for transplanting and maintenance of various flowers, trees, and we also have the main responsibility for the maintenance. For example, the spraying of pesticides and the transplanting of flowers, trees, are all carried by professionals with us. There are other complex and meticulous and meticulous tasks such as seedling bed construction, arable land, humus collection, etc.
The following days are living in an orderly manner, and I am busy every day. The happiest job I have is to go out to collect humus soil. Every time I drive a long way to the mountains, even to extremely remote mountainous areas, truly stay away from the crowds and integrate close to nature.
This made me wonder if I was alone in managing Dendrobium officinale for the three years I got used to loneliness and then had the sequelae of withdrawal.
But fortunately, I met many people and many flowers and plants I didn’t know before, making my withdrawn world seem to have some unusual excitement.
I used to be unable to understand why my dad likes to spend his energy on those flowers and plants so much. He even buys different flowers and plants when he sees them meticulously, and is more intimate than me.
When I have been in contact with these flowers and plants, I realize that every flower and leaf are the world’s true words, because every leaf and every flower are real life. When we carefully raise and accompany it and see it thriving with our own eyes, the satisfaction full of hope is really enjoyable and fulfilling. Many times, I am silently proud in my heart. I have participated in the bright blooms of some new life.
The most important thing is that this job has taught me three things: patience, care and perseverance. Many things in life require them. We must withstand the tests and trials of time and difficulties in order to persevere and forge ahead.
At the end of the first year, the company kept its promise, paid and worked hard to drive, took us to Wenshan Prefecture, Yunnan, and the Lijiang trip I once dreamed of, saw the night of the thousand acres of lotus pond, ate crayfish, enjoyed the ice and snow of thousands of peaks, and drank snow beer .
At the end of the second year, I went to Emei and Guizhou Huangguoshu Waterfall , one of the four famous Buddhist mountains in Sichuan, worshiped the Bodhisattva, ate cold-eating rabbit , and enjoyed the beautiful scenery and ate bobo sugar .
In two years, I have learned a lot of useful knowledge and seen a lot of different fireworks. I have also felt my own insignificance, and at the same time I have experienced the heaviness of life and the breadth of nature.
Someone once said that the process of life is a process of experience and cultivation. I think it should be a kind of reflection and transcendence, constantly melting oneself and constantly surpassing oneself. Every flower and every leaf I saw in two years is an evidence reflecting the traces of my life.
In fact, the new understanding of thought is not the biggest change in the past two years. The biggest change in the past two years is that at the end of the first year, I got married in a flash.
Hehe, yes, a flash marriage, a marriage that I still don’t know how to judge. Let’s talk about it separately in the next chapter, from blind dates to marriage.
