"Brother, don't go on a business trip this time, so as not to regret it!"~ Brother told me on the phone. This is not the first time I have been on a business trip in Shenyang, so I regret it if I have anything to do!
Brother opened a small company in the next city. He was the best of our three brothers. In those years, he would stuff the trunk of the car full of his car and give his parents some money. He also helped us two younger brothers to buy a house when they got married, and the whole family was proud of him. But later we felt that the situation had changed a little. He went home less and did not bring his wife and children back. He was not as expensive as before. Occasionally, he could see some worry and asked him if he had any worries. He said no.
One day in 1996, to be precise, it was May 28, I will always remember this day. In the evening, I was preparing my luggage for the next day's business trip, but I suddenly received a call from my brother. I don't know who he heard said I was going on a business trip tomorrow. My brother asked me about my well-being on the phone, and I talked a lot. Later, I couldn't help but say, "Brother, let's talk about it later. I still have a lot of things." Unexpectedly, my brother said, "Brother, don't go on a business trip this time, so I won't regret it!" I said, "Brother, don't worry, it's not the first time I'm on a business trip," so I hung up the phone.
I didn’t expect this phone call to become a farewell forever! When I heard the news that my brother had an accident, it was around 8 o'clock in the evening. I had just arrived in Shenyang to complete the check-in procedures for the hotel, so I explained to the unit and bought a train ticket for the evening to rush home.
Brother was discovered by the hotel cleaner after the accident. After the police entered the room, he found that he had taken two bottles of sleeping pills. The trash can was full of cigarette butts, and the suicide note was placed on the TV cabinet and pressed with a remote control. From his suicide note, he knew that he owed a lot of money, and some creditors even harassed his wife and children, and they couldn't bear the trouble and eventually collapsed. Many people who did business in those years owed each other some triangular debts. Later, Premier Zhu started to clean up triangular debts. It is said that there are many people like Brother who can't hold on.
But what I don’t understand the most is why he didn’t hide such a big thing from his family. We can help him find a way together! I remembered that he helped so much at home when he was in glory, but when we were in the most difficult time, we didn’t even know his situation, and our hearts were bleeding! He also mentioned in his suicide note that he had even arranged the date of his departure. He didn't understand the implicit meaning of his words . I really regret it and felt sorry for him. If he listened to him not going on a business trip, if he could understand the implicit meaning of his words, find him and talk to him, it might be another ending!
"Brother, don't go on a business trip this time, so as not to regret it!" I didn't understand the implicit meaning of my words, which led to my regret and guilt for life!
