"I will get married in three months, I hope you can come"
"Marry someone else, do I agree?" He snatched me in the corner of alcohol and
"Do you don't agree? Then do you marry me?" My eyes turned red and tears rolled in my eyes.
He said nothing. I know, I always know. He doesn't want to marry me.
I pushed his hand away and he slid down on the ground weakly.
01 Revenge
"A Li, don't treat me like this." He looked at me with sadness. I haven't seen him so fragile in a long time. The last time was when Li Yunyi broke up with him three years ago.
I turned around and left.
I wasted too much time on him.
He never regarded me as a complete person, only treat me as his belonging, his canary.
Yes, he is my financial backer. He has been my financial backer for three years and also regarded me as a substitute for three years.
What is this now? Falling in love with a stand-in? Or don’t like the feeling of being betrayed?
I smiled bitterly.
After all, evil will be punished.
Li Yunyi is coming back, I am like a clown who plays Li Yunyi.
is also time to exit this stage.
I don’t know if he has ever loved me. As Liman, I don’t know if he is so affectionate, he grabbed my waist and called Ali or Ayi.
I took advantage of the situation and climbed onto his bed while Li Yunyi went abroad, shamelessly pestered him, saying that he loved him, begging him to give me a little love.
is my delusion that even if I sign a maintenance contract with him, as long as I am by his side, he will fall in love with me sooner or later.
But I didn't think about it. Since I climbed onto his bed, I lost my self-esteem, didn't love myself, and was ashamed of him.
Since accepting the maintenance agreement, I was no longer the Li Man before.
is no longer the childhood friend, nor the Li Man who was a classmate for several years.
The maintenance contract expires, and he wants to renew the contract for me.
I can't say it, that's it.
"Li Man, are you sure you don't sign? Don't regret it"
He thought I was getting angry with him.
Yes, so what if you get angry? He has never coaxed me, and I never dare to get angry.
"Li Man, aren't you short of money? Or are you interested in other financial owners?"
"You think it clear, no one can give you so much money except me."
Yes, my family went bankrupt, my father was so anxious that his myocardial infarction, and he went that night. I had no mother since I was a child, so I tried my best to hold on to him.
I told him that I needed money, and she never asked what my money was to be used for, in his eyes, it was just a transaction.
The transaction of money and color is the same as other women outside him.
He said he was just a show and asked me what was more real.
Yes, I’m making a show every time. I don’t want to play this scene with you anymore, I’m tired.
Lin Ming is three years younger than me. He likes me very much. I finally realized what it feels like to be loved by others.
He said, "Sister, marry me."
I said, "Hello
I happily picked me up and circled. I still remember the scene where he still remembered clearly now.
with pure smile and passionate love.
I also want to be loved by others. Only when I am loved by him do I feel that I am alive.
I know this matter will not be good anymore. Gu Fanghan has always been stubborn and will retaliate against his grudges.
As expected, Lin Ming's company suffered from exclusion in the market.
Lin Ming just graduated from university and led a few college students to form a company with a new scale.
His company gradually got on the right track and finally proposed to me. At that time, I was still with Gu Fanghan, and Gu Fanghan never took such a little kid seriously.
He didn't expect that, I agreed.
Lin Ming worked overtime in the company for several days in a row, which was his hard work that he could not give up.
I took my lunch box to the company to see him.
I didn't have much contact with his kids. I thought I would be scolded or kicked out by his kids.
But this is not the case. Although they had a little fatigue on their faces, they did not look down on them or disgust.
"Sister-in-law is here? Come in quickly, Brother Lin was talking about you just now." A little fat man enthusiastically opened the door to welcome me in.
"Thank you, I didn't eat, I ordered takeaway for you, it'll be here soon." Lin Ming was very nice to me, and I also want to be better for him, and his friends.
They scattered, leaving enough personal space for me and Lin Ming.
Lin Ming held me in his arms, buried his head on my shoulders, and smelled the fragrance of my hair.
"Sorry"
I feel a little guilty. I have long thought of this consequence, but I can't bear to let him go, I can't bear to leave my life.
He rubbed my hair and was very doting. "Silly Manman, you didn't feel sorry for me."
" It's because I don't have enough ability, and I also made you worry for me."
"Don't worry about Manman, believe me."
After leaving his company, I walked alone on the road.
I began to regret it in my heart. I shouldn’t have hurt him. He is so kind to me, but because I greedy for his gentleness, I hurt him nothing. I am such a bad woman.
A message sounded, it was Gu Fanghan
"Yujing Villa, come here"
I looked at this message and sneered, but it was still the case.
I flipped up and I would send the same message almost every few days or a week.
is cold and has no feelings. I am like a robot without feelings and does not need care.
"Do you want your little boyfriend to go bankrupt?"
My reason tells me that this is an opportunity to get out of his palm.
But my emotions tell me that I should not bet on Lin Ming’s company.
I went anyway.
But what I don’t know is that the moment I entered the villa, a photo was sent to Lin Ming’s mobile phone.
02 Madman
He held a cigarette at his fingertips and sat on the sofa, the sofa we had intimate countless times.
The loneliness of the day when he was drunk was gone was gone, and he turned back to the rational and terrifying Gu Fanghan.
"How can you let me go?"
He sneered, "Want to marry him? Yes."
I stared at his eyes tightly, "Where are the conditions?"
He pressed the cigarette on his finger into the ashtray and said maliciously, "Simple, sleep with me"
"How is it? It's very cost-effective"
I gritted my teeth and tried hard to endure myself and slap him.
"Impossible"
"It's not that I haven't slept, why are you pretentious now?"
"What, I'm guarding your boyfriend?" He looked at me with a sarcastic look on his face.
"I haven't been on you, what are you pretending now?" His eyes looked at me from top to bottom, as if he was looking at a product.
I couldn't bear it anymore, so I slapped him when I went up.
His face turned aside, and then he reached out and touched the corner of his mouth.
He stood up angrily, "Li Man! Do you really think I have to do with you?"
"I am really blind and I will fall in love with you." After that, I turned around and left.
High heels make a crisp sound when stepping on the floor.
"Li Man!"
paused for a moment, and then left.
As soon as I left the villa, I saw Lin Ming guarding the door and looking at me worriedly.
"Has he taken you what?"
I shook my head and told him not to worry.
He hugged me tightly and asked me to stay away from him. He was a crazy person.
Yeah, he is just a lunatic.
I sat in the passenger seat and looked at the trees passing by outside the window, my mind unconsciously emptying.
How could we become like this? Time can make two people unrecognizable.
The password for entering the villa just now was my birthday. I changed it when I pestered him, but I haven't changed it now. I don't know if it's because he forgot it or it doesn't feel worth mentioning.
It can't be him who loves me.
Lin Ming sent me home and went to the company non-stop
I fell into the sofa and slowly closed my eyes, as if I was back in my dreams when I was a child.
We grew up together and can be regarded as childhood sweethearts. I always follow him and call him Brother Fang Han.
When I was eight years old, he was sixteen. I watched him climb from the inconspicuous illegitimate child of the Gu family step by step to the highest position.
I have seen him live like an ant, and he has also seen him at a glorious time.
When I was eight years old, I saw him being beaten by the children of the Gu family. The children punched and kicked him. He bent his body and hugged his head and kept silent.
"What are you doing?!"
When I was a child, I heard a lot of stories about the prince's dragon quarrel, and my heart was filled with a sense of justice.
When they saw me coming out to stop me, they scattered. I have always been the most eye-catching one in the crowd. They all called me the little princess.
Dad said that was complimenting me because our family is very rich and I didn’t have to pay attention to them.
I nodded. At that time, I realized that people who are good to me have some ideas for me, but Gu Fanghan is different.
I went to help him, but he pushed him down. Then he stood up and looked at me fiercely and left.
I don't understand, I obviously helped him.
Later I began to pay attention to him. He was always the isolated one in the crowd, and everyone liked to bully him.
But when I was a child, I just liked his unruly look and felt cool, so I became his follower.
Later, he gradually began to pay attention to my feelings and began to make me happy. At that time, he was really my favorite little brother.
I think we are good friends, but it didn't take long to spread the rumors that I like him. I don't know who it was from.
I was fourteen that year, he was twenty-two
After hearing this rumor, I ran to ask him blankly, what is like, do you like me
He rubbed my head and said he liked it with a smile. I looked up at him, and his eyes were shining light.
I smiled and told him that I like him too.
At that time, I didn’t know that my liking for him was like my brother.
But later he fell deeper and deeper
Since the rumors that I liked him, he began to be gradually entrusted by the family.
was also the year when he said he liked me, and he was with Li Yunyi.
I went to his company to find him secretly, and I saw them kissing with my own eyes.
I didn't call him, and I ran back secretly. After I went back, Sisi told me that the people I loved would kiss together.
Sei asked me why I asked that, and I lied to her that I saw it on TV.
It turns out that the girl with long hair is Fang Han’s girlfriend. After
, I still ran to find him, but I never called him Brother Fang Han anymore. I started calling him with the first and last name.
He said gentlely, our A Li grew up,
He didn't look like this when he was a child. He always liked to stare at people viciously behind his back. Later, he became more and more gentle, and I slowly fell into his tenderness.
I don’t know that a person’s changes can be so big.
He would gently pick up food for me, comb my hair, remember all the things I like and don’t like; accompany me to the mall, gently ask me if I’m tired, and when I’m tired, I kneel down and pinch my feet, and carry me on my back...
He is so gentle, gentle as if tailor-made for me, making me unable to extricate myself.
03 Breakup
It was two years later when I saw that long-haired girl again.
saw them hugging each other intimately. On the sofa in Gu Fanghan's office, I watched him take off her clothes, look at him feeling uncontrollable, and listened to him calling the girl's name.
Ayi, Yiyi, they are so close.
I thought they had broken up long ago.
It turns out that they are still together
I was sixteen years old that year, and Gu Fanghan became my sexual enlightenment teacher.
When I realized what they were doing, I hurriedly ran away so much that I didn't see the look he looked at me.
He had discovered me long ago, or he knew I would come. Even that time.
At that time, he had long controlled the entire company. Even those who bullied him when he was a child died of various accidents, were disabled for life or stayed in a mental hospital for the rest of their lives and could never get out.
After witnessing that scene, I didn't see him for a week, and kept hiding from him
until he stopped me and asked me what was wrong. I was so blushing that I couldn't speak.
When we came back for no reason, we made up for some reason, but there was a thorn in my heart. I dare not ask, or even dare to touch it, and I could only think it did not exist.
until I was bleeding.
I kept telling myself that they would break up and they would break up.
He has kissed me, it must have been a breakup.
Yes, when I was eighteen, the birthday gift he gave me was a kiss.
Just like what I saw when I was fourteen years old, it was affectionate like the prince in a fairy tale, but he was never my prince.
At the age of eighteen, I went to university. We bought a house near the school and lived together like a couple. He would send me to class and teach with me when I was not busy. We were almost inseparable and inseparable.
He never denied that everyone said we were lovers. Even I thought
was just that we had never slept in the same bed, and had never been in a flash.
He has only vaguely said that the most precious thing must be taken out at the most appropriate time to highlight its preciousness.
I thought he was going to be on the day we got married, but I didn’t think he would never think about marrying me.
accident arrived soon, so fast that it caught people off guard.
When I was twenty years old, my family went bankrupt, my father died of illness, and I became an orphan, and everyone was watching my jokes.
The long-haired girl also came to the door and said that I was a mistress and asked me to stay away from Gu Fanghan.
It turns out that they have been together all the time
Then what am I
Is it a mistress?
At that time, I thought we were about to end but I didn’t think it was our story that hadn’t begun.
I wanted to go to Gu Fanghan to ask clearly, but I was stopped at his company's door.
I was unwilling to give up. I blocked at the door of his company for a week and finally saw him.
and the woman in his arms.
Li Yunyi
Gu Fanghan walked past me as if he hadn't seen me.
"Everyone is watching my jokes, are you too? Gu Fanghan"
I only have him a relative left. If even he abandons me
I chased me and grabbed the corner of his clothes tightly.
He didn't push me away, as if he was accused of it. Even that woman just looked at me fiercely and didn't say a word.
I followed him, took his car, went to the bar with him, and saw a completely different person, smoking and drinking, and threw the bottle on the face of bartender with a cold face, just because the bartender bumped into Li Yunyi.
I still followed him blankly, becoming his little follower again as if he was a child.
just followed this for two years.
looked at him and hugging and kissing Li Yunyi on various occasions as if no one was around.
While working part-time to study and help with student loans, he was called to him by phone at any time.
He called me over again, and was still a group of young men and men, but they were all led by him, and he asked me to pour wine for them one by one.
It has been two years since I was used to it. There is no one in the upper circle who doesn’t know me. At the beginning, no one touched me. Gradually, they found that my relationship with Gu Fanghan was not very good, so they started to be frivolous.
The posture of receiving the wine is very old-fashioned. I took the wine to him and secretly took my oil. The environment is very dark and no one can see it except the few people next to me.
At the beginning, it was just some touches that seemed to be there and not to be there, but later it became more and more bold.
I dare not speak out. I don’t know if anyone will vent my anger. I don’t think so, no one will help me.
This time a salty pig hand plated on my waist. I was so scared that I was shocked and the wine bottle fell on the table with a bang.
He also looked up, with a expressionless face. Today he was the only one who did not bring Li Yunyi over.
The owner of the savage hand was also startled, and stood up and slapped me in the face.
My head was buzzing, and my whole face was numb.
Before he could react, he saw that man flew out. Gu Fanghan pressed on him and punched him. He has become very silent and gloomy in the past two years, and he felt that there were few times of such violence.
I stood aside and watched, covering my face as everyone around me went to fight.
He didn't stop until the man was beaten to death.
Later he took him home and gently applied medicine to me like before. I asked him what Li Yunyi was, and he said gloomyly, "I broke up and went abroad."
I nodded, thinking no wonder I was so angry today
He asked me what time it was, and I shook my head. I can't count
I didn't say anything, but he seemed to know everything.
04 Kissing
He said he would stay in the villa for a few days.
I woke up in the middle of the night but found that he was drinking heavily, one bottle after another, and the ground was full of empty bottles.
Because of breaking up?
I walked over to persuade him, but he directly pulled him into his arms.
He gently called me Ali, just like two years ago.
His eyes were a little confused, but when I heard him call me, I always felt like I was called Ayi.
That night I went to his bed and flipped with him
He hugged me and slept all night. His arms were so warm, as if it had driven away the cold of the past two years.
I don't seem to be alone again.
But he didn't expect that he would throw me a maintenance agreement the next day.
I laughed and tears came out.
He must have blamed me, blamed me for climbing onto his bed while Li Yunyi was away.
A dog barking woke me up. I actually lie on the sofa and slept all night. I opened my misty eyes, rubbed my sore shoulders, and felt indescribable, as uncomfortable as if I had been staying up all night.
I used to love sleeping on the sofa and waiting for Fang Han to come back, just because he would pick me up from the sofa and put me in the bedroom.
That feels very safe. In addition to the smell of wine and perfume, there is also a kind of smell that I like the most.
That's the taste of memory
He is connecting everything that I remember with the rich little princess in the past, and he is also my only relative
At that time, I just felt that no matter what, I couldn't lose him
"Wang Wang Wang"
I looked down at this border herder
It turned out to be hungry
It was given to me by Lin Ming, very smart.
I touched its head and poured it dog food.
Dog food was also prepared by Lin Ming.
Lin Ming taught me that there is not only that man in my life.
Get married for three months, which is actually very hasty.
Actually, this is what I asked. After I was with him, I felt very uneasy every day.
I secretly stayed with him without telling Gu Fanghan
When he was chasing me, I told him that I had a boyfriend, and he said it was okay, you always break up
I didn’t know why he was so sure at that time, just like now I have no idea whether I can get married
Later, the contact with him made me feel his warm love for me again and again.
I don’t know if I love him or not, but I am immersed in his love as if I am addicted.
Until we finished watching the movie that night, we were bathed in the moonlight, and the silver moonlight shone all over.
I looked up and looked into his eyes. Those eyes were clear and transparent, like a charming gem, making people want to cut it out and collect it.
"Let's be together"
He was stunned for a moment, lowered his head and leaned over and held my lips.
The lipstick on his lips was also the information he searched for for several days, studied my preferences, searched through my circle of friends, and selected it in all social circles.
I stood on tiptoe and tried hard to cater to him
His warm bracelets were on my waist, hot lips and tongue, warm love
That was the first kiss between Lin Ming and me
His kiss was as passionate as his person, and until he got home, he was still slightly red and swollen.
And that so-called home was the
html that Gu Fanghan bought for me at that time. I especially liked everything he gave meThe joy lasted for more than a month. I started to buy some items every day to fill my and his home
large to his favorite wallpapers, furniture, architectural styles, small to a pot of small green plants, toothbrushes, slippers
I thought I was finally qualified to be happy
until January later, I found out that he took other women back to our home.
found that he would also hug other women. It turned out that I was not the most special one.
It turned out that as long as I was not Li Yunyi, anyone could
I asked him why, and he said that he was an assistant.
But they are so close, how can I believe that they are just assistants?
The woman rubbed her chest straight and he seemed to be ignorant
I have no doubt that if I hadn't returned that day, she might have taken off her clothes.
Whenever I make myself believe that he loves me, my dreams will be broken by reality immediately
Slowly, countless bees and butterflies appear around him, but I slowly don’t even have the qualification to question me.
He would look at me in disgust, as if I was making trouble, and I didn't dare to ask, nor did I want to ask.
Later I would only wait for him on the sofa, wait until he fell asleep, wait until he took me back
Sometimes when I picked me up, I was not asleep, but I didn’t want to open my eyes, and tears also secretly flowed out of the corners of my eyes, hitting his suit
The phone made a trembling whirring sound. I picked up my phone, it was Lin Ming’s news.
"Have you arrived home?"
and Lin Ming separated from the cinema and drove back by myself.
I dare not let him give it to him, I dare not let him know everything about me
afraid he knows that I am so unbearable
and I am afraid of him. I no longer like me
"Well, I'm here"
"Go to bed early, I will take you to eat that five-star hot pot tomorrow [wink~love]"
I looked at this cute emoticon package and laughed
He can always pull me back to the warm sun when I feel lonely because of this cold reality.
I didn't tell him that I haven't broken up with Gu Fanghan yet.
He didn't ask
I don't know why I didn't ask
Maybe I think I should have broken up and mentioned being with him
Actually, it's not. Being with him is just an impulse
but I don't regret
I'm waiting for a chance to break up with Gu Fanghan
He is a stubborn person, and if you can't get it, you will ruin
I am very scared
This time I kept sitting on the sofa waiting for him, my mind was very clear
I woke up until two o'clock in the night and was still energetic
" Didi "
I heard the sound of him locking the car
The room was quiet, and my nervous saliva was very loud
He came in and saw me awake and was surprised.
He came over and hugged me with the blanket
"Why haven't you been asleep yet?" The night color covered him with a mask called warmth
He was never gentle, the sinister and cold blood is him
"Let's break up"
05 I was wronged
I never mentioned breaking up to him. He raised me more and more like a canary
It seems that if I left the bird cage, I would die immediately
He was calm and seemed to me asking him what food he had eaten today
"Don't make trouble"
"I didn't make trouble"
"Let's break up"
He let go of me, stood up and looked down at me from above, and his cold eyes pierced my life.
"Do you think you are still the tall lady? Huh?"
His warm fingers tightly pinched my chin
"Is everything you give to you now?"
"You have to sleep on the street without me, do you know?"
He stared at me at the corner of his eyes, his eyes instantly filled with red blood, and he shouted at me irritably
I looked at him calmly and went crazy
"No, you can't sleep on the street, do you know how many people covet your face, do you have this figure?"
He reached out and grabbed my neck, "I don't have enough money to give you? Who do you like? How much can he give you? Hum?"
He became more and more crazy, and he pinched my neck hard. I was so pinched that I couldn't even breathe
I tried to hold his hand hard, hoping to get a trace of air
The strength in his hand became smaller and smaller, and the mind was also confused, and his mind slowly stopped awake
Suddenly, he let out his hand, and I fell on the sofa and breathed rapidly
For a while, I came to breathe and found that he was standing and staring at me with a little dazed look.
I thought he was scared
He met my gaze, and his eyes gradually came back to his senses.
He bent down and looked down at me and said gritting his teeth, "Don't want to leave me Liman!"
"You never want to leave me in your life"
I dare not say anything to add fuel to the fire at this time, I am afraid of death
I have to live, I cannot die
"Well"
I am afraid of him, but I still react to everything he gave me.
He ripped my clothes frantically, and couldn't wait to possess me and tag me, as if I would belong to him from the inside out.
While accepting the pleasure he gave me, I dislike myself and disgusted myself
This body was trained by him. He knew all the places that could make me happy and painful.
"Ali, Ali"
"You are mine"
He hit me fiercely again and again
My hands tightly grasped the sofa, closed my eyes, as if I could escape in this way.
"Ali, call me, call me my name"
I closed my mouth and said nothing.
He is becoming more and more fierce, making me defeated
A sound of fragmented sounds came from my mouth
"A Li, call my name"
I was firmly grasped by him, and my consciousness seemed to disappear
"Gu Fanghan ~Gu Fanghan ~"
"Call Fanghan"
I instantly came to my senses. This is what I called him when I was young in those years.
I stopped talking for a moment.
When my family went bankrupt, it was already a thing of the past. He was seriously divided into two people.
Gu Fanghan, who I like, had long disappeared.
The next morning, I woke up in the bed
The location next to me was cold, he had long since left
I looked at my mottled traces
A nausea turned upside down
I ran to the toilet barefoot, and vomited
I spit out and
But nothing
It turned out that evil I am myself
I turned on the shower and stood under the shower and let the cold water drops sprinkle on my body
I rubbed my skin that he had touched me over and over again
There was no clean place, and he touched me everywhere
I was rubbed red by myself. Some places were too hard and blood was wiped out
It seemed that this could cover my broken body.
The more I wash, the dirtier it gets, and it gets dirtier. No, I can't wash it clean. I can't wash it clean. I have no strength all over my body, I lay on the ground, looking at the water outlet on the ground, all the dirty water has been washed away,
Then what about me
What should I do?
I feel like I have lost all my vitality
I feel like I have lost all my vitality
I I can't beat him
If he doesn't let me go, I will never leave him
He won't let me go
I don't know how long I have been in the cold water, but a ringtone seems to stab my head
That's the ringtone I set specifically for Lin Ming
He called me
At this time, it made me feel even more humiliated, making me feel even more dirty
0 Ringtone hangs up again and again
I count how long he can ring
I have always been aware of people
Should I answer
Is it
Is it
Is the ringtone ringing
I think he is worried about me
I got up from the ground and went to get my phone
"Manman?"
I uttered and realized how hoarse my voice was
He was very careful, so careful that he immediately noticed my state
I felt as if he was pretending to be relaxed
"Manman was uncomfortable today?"
"Well" His voice is like him, gentle, considerate and enthusiastic, and there is a bit of the shadow of Gu Fanghan back then.
"Where is it uncomfortable?"
"Have you seen a doctor?"
I listened to him quietly, and said from time to time, wanting his voice to stay in my ears for a longer time
0 "Then let's not go to eat hot pot today, okay?"
He seemed to be coaxing me, just like my father was treating me when I was a child
Nose stuffy, and tears instantly surged out of my eyes. Come on, the tears that I haven't shed yesterday can't control it today.
"Well"
Today's grievances seem to finally have a way to vent
Even if I can't tell it, it doesn't matter
"Why are you crying?"
He is still very sensitive
I quietly cried next to the microphone, and couldn't help sobbing
Obviously he is younger than me, and now he has become my dependence
Obviously Gu Fanghan is not such a person
Why? I did something wrong? Why do I have to bear everything
Shouldn’t I lend a helping hand to him back then?
I regret Gu Fanghan, I regret
What about Lin Ming, do I still have the right to love you?
"Lin Ming, I want to see you"
06 Apologize
"Do you use me to pick you up? Manman?"
I shook my head before I remembered that he couldn't see it, and said in a muffled voice, "I'll go find you"
"Okay, I'll wait for you at home"
His gentle look made me greedy.
I put on my clothes and picked up the key and went out
Speeding up all the way
Thinking that it would be good if I died in a car accident, it would be good to end it like this. It would be good to end it like this
But, Lin Ming was still waiting for me, and I still owe him an apology
If he doesn't forgive me,
He was waiting for me at the door, but I didn't dare to get out of the car.
He stood there and looked at me, with a brown sweater, black trousers, a smile on his face
Seeing that I didn’t get out of the car for a long time, he stretched out his right hand at me
As if saying, Manman, give me your hand
I envy him, envy him for being in the sun since he was born.
I got out of the car and walked towards him step by step
I looked at his hand, and walked faster and faster step by step. Finally, I ran straight up and rushed straight into his arms
"What's wrong? Manman"
I buried it in his chest and took a deep breath. My nose was filled with the smell of the sharp green pine wood on his body, which was so reassuring.
"Sorry"
He pinched my face, full of pampering. "Why did Manman apologize to me?"
My mouth opened and then closed and then opened, but he still didn't say anything.
He touched my head, "Manman doesn't want to say it, don't say it. I'll tell me when Manman wants to say it, okay?"
I feel mixed feelings in my heart
but I still defaulted
I am just a selfish and disgusting coward
I leaned against the wall and watched him cook in the kitchen
He rolled up his sleeves Come on, a piece of slender forearm was revealed
No one has cooked for me yet. Even Gu Fanghan does not have
He also cooks a good dish, which is very suitable for my appetite. Even when I feel depressed, I can always eat half a bowl of
I have lived in his house for a few days and I don’t want to go back. I naively thought that as long as I hide here, I will never receive news from Gu Fanghan again, and I have nothing to do with him.
It was not until I received the call he called me
that I realized that he was just an invisible bomb. I might have exploded
and I would be crushed to pieces.
I haven't been home these days, and he probably is, so is he. He didn't always go back
I still went back
Go back to pack up
He bought all the things in the villa, jewelry, fashion clothing
I didn't spend a penny of the money he gave me over the years, and it was all in the card
I put the card on the table, and the items returned to the original owner
I don't want to have any involvement with him anymore
I only cleaned up two sets of clothes
I changed clothes
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I don't want to have any involvement with him anymore
I only cleaned up two sets of clothes
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"Are you leaving?"
I was so scared that he took two steps back when he suddenly appeared, staring at him cautiously
He looked at me as if he was organizing language, "I'm sorry"
I frowned and tightened, and he wanted to play tricks
"I was so excited last night, sorry"
He walked up to see my neck
I took a few steps back when he was about to raise his legs
" Gu Fanghan It will not be good for you or me to stick around like this."
He took back his foot that he was about to step out, and his tone seemed to have some prayers, "Don't be afraid of me, okay?"
"Gu Fanghan, you are really too much." I felt that at this time he was like a tiger with teeth pulled out, and he dared to hit a snake with the stick, and began to condemn him.
"I'm sorry"
He went back and forth and only apologized, and I heard it more and more irritable
"Have you said enough?!"
He saw that I was a little angry and didn't want to continue arguing with me.
"We are all calm, this is your home, and I will leave."
After saying that, he pushed the door out.
. In this case, he would never let me break up with him.
. There is only things he doesn't want, nothing he can't get
. He started to come back every night after get off work, and his body was clean and stinky. He didn't go to socialize, drink, work overtime, and go on business trips.
. He pretended to be a good man, but he was never
07 End
I started to have a cold war with him, not talking to him, and avoiding him.
Even if I saw him, he still looked cold-faced
I started not home at night, from 8 o'clock to 10 o'clock
Then slowly to twelve o'clock, at 2:4 o'clock in the morning, and finally stopped going back
His phone also hung up
When he first came back late, he would also ask me, "Where are you?"
It turned out that he had been waiting for me
"Is this annoying?"
"But I always came here like this before"
I glanced at him and went back to the bedroom.
Leave him to be silent in place
Slowly, when he went back at three or four, he still saw him waiting for me on the sofa
I woke up as soon as I opened the door , I walked past him without saying a word, as if I didn't see him
He didn't ask him
He thought I was revenge on him, not
just gave him a process of adaptation
I watched him slowly become haggard, and a feeling of pleasure passed through my heart, and there was still some sadness
It lasted for two months, I began to try to stay at night, one day, two days, one week and two weeks, and I never received his call
At this time, I seemed to occupy the upper hand in our relationship, and I could dominate the end of this relationship
During this period, every night without going to stay was with Lin Ming, and our relationship was progressing rapidly
But I became more and more worried, walking on thin ice.
Once Gu Fanghan knew that the reason for my breakup with him was another man, none of us could bear his anger
But if Lin Ming knew that I hadn't broken up with him,
The better he treated me, the more feared I was
Until that night, I was in his arms watching a movie, and he peeled a grape and fed it to my mouth.
is very sweet, so sweet that I think I want to be like this for the rest of my life
"Lin Ming, let's get married"
I am always impulsive, impulsively with him and propose to him
"Really?"
I uttered
He was very excited, and he forgot to wipe the juice on his hands and hugged my face and chewed
"Silly Manman, this is what I should say."
After I proposed to him, we started preparing for the wedding, and the time was set for three months.
He is very busy, busy with the new company
He told me that time is very tight, I am afraid it will be in a hurry, I am afraid of being wronged
I shook my head, no, I have you enough.
I want to be with you,
for the rest of my life
However, there is another biggest problem that lies in front of us
Gu Fanghan
I called him and wanted to meet him
He answered the phone but didn't say anything
"Gu Fanghan, I'm going to get married"
There is a silence
A moment later he asked me hoarsely, "Are you going to get married? What about me? Li Man, do you have the heart?"
"I tell you, it's impossible for Li Man! As long as I don't die, you can't marry Ren Who is it? "
He roared on the phone
I calmly hung up the phone, I always faced
But I didn't expect his reaction to be so big
I frowned, thinking that this matter was not easy to deal with
As expected, I was called by a phone call in the middle of the night
He was in a bar, drunk too much
"Marry someone else? Do I agree?" He snatched me in the corner
"Do you disagree? Then do you marry me?" My eyes were red and tears rolled in my eyes.
I have spent many years of youth on you. Now I am going to marry someone else, and you run out to stop
I can’t see his expression clearly in the dim lights. The dark environment also breeds my anger and malice.
"Gu Fanghan, do you just shame me?"
He didn't say anything
I pushed his hand away, and he fell to the ground as if he had lost all his strength.
"I'm leaving, I'll get married in three months, I hope you can come"
Is your sad look moving to yourself? I laughed at him in my heart as he looked at him in a daze, but he obviously didn't love him.
"A Li, don't treat me like this." He is like a homeless stray cat. I feel so comfortable looking at it
Gu Fanghan, you will suffer so much. These are the bitterness I have experienced
08 Interest
Li Yunyi is back
00
She personally sent me an invitation to dinner.
If there is no Gu Fanghan, we can never intersect in our entire life
I know Gu Fanghan will go, but I still went
I want to see his attitude towards Li Yunyi, and whether it will be embarrassing in front of me.
After all, there is quite a difference between Bai Yueguang and a stand-in mistress.
is different from what I thought. They seemed to be sitting close to the whole dinner, and there was no communication in addition to that. Not only did Gu Fanghan not only didn't even look at her, but also added dishes to me throughout the process
and he picked me up and ate it. When I ate Li Yunyi, he glared at me tightly. His eyes seemed to be poisoned
I was getting happier and happier. I looked at her more and more happy
I couldn't stand it anymore? What do these count?
I suddenly felt bored, put down my chopsticks and came out with my handbag
Gu Fanghan also followed me and left the seat
When I opened the car door, he stopped my hand
I turned to look at him, "Li Yunyi is back, why are you still pestering me?"
I am very awkward. Sometimes I want him to taste all the bitterness I have tasted, and sometimes I think forget it, the past is like clouds, and it will be a little bit like he is lost and he looks a little lost. I feel sorry for
but now I just want him to stop pestering me in the future
"I don't love her"
He is a personal saying but he doesn't believe
"What does that have to do with me?"
I broke his hand and he grabbed my car door
"Really"
"I love you all the time!"
He seemed to be explaining to me how pale
I looked up and looked up He never tells lies
He disdains to lie
I was a little panicked and didn't want to get entangled with him anymore
My heart was sore
I simply gave up this car and went to the side of the road to call for a rent
He caught up with me from behind and grabbed my wrist, "Ali, can you believe me?"
I don't want to look back at him
He always knows where my soft heart is, he ate me tightly
He may love me, but this love is too heavy and too depressing. I have wiped out all my
in this love. Just treat it as giving me a whole body.
I pulled out my hand hard and quickly left here
He didn't catch up with
I walked too fast, and the sound of the wind seemed to have passed a whisper in my ears.
"A Li, I love you from beginning to end."
I went to rent, and the master asked me if I was with my boyfriend After arguing
I shook my head, "No, we're almost married."
We are very happy
"Why are you crying, little girl?"
The master tsk his mouth, very confused
I reached out to touch the corner of my eyes, it was wet, it turned out that I was crying
I grinned a smile that was even worse than crying
"Maybe it was crying my lost youth"
I heard the master sitting in front sneer I laughed, as if I couldn't hold it in
I took out a tissue and wiped my face, telling myself that it was over
The phone rang a few times. I thought it was Lin Ming's message
opened and found that it was Gu Fanghan's voice
. Each one was very long, and I sent several messages in a row. Now the chat box is still typing
. My fingers hovered on that voice for a long time
. Finally, I connected my headphones to the headphones. I wanted to hear what he would say
He has never spoken to me so closely, let alone voice
This was something I didn't dare to think about before.
I clicked on the first voice and started to have a long silent time
"Ali, I'm sorry"
Why did he apologize? All this was my own choice
but soon I found out that
is not
I summarized the matter from his words The truth
Many complicated forgotten memories slowly emerged
until they were connected into a big net, putting me tightly in
I was making fists tightly, and my nails seemed to be pinching into my flesh, but they couldn't alleviate my anger
I listened to his voice one by one, looking at his voice bar
He should have been such a person,
You see, he still loves me, because he loves me, did he set me a net of heaven and earth?
is not right. What kind of love does he have? He only has interests in his eyes.
09.net
I met Li Man when I was 16 years old.
. She was wearing a princess dress and looked kind and well-behaved.
. At that time, I was still trampled on the soles of my feet like a stray dog. I was beaten by a group of people
. She stood up and helped me drive away those people
. But what's the use?
. They will come and come more often after they leave, and they will beat me harder next time
. She stretched out a pair of white and tender little hands at me, and she wanted to pull me up.
"I will get married in three months, I hope you can come"
"Marry someone else, do I agree?" He snatched me in the corner of alcohol and
"Do you don't agree? Then do you marry me?" My eyes turned red and tears rolled in my eyes.
He said nothing. I know, I always know. He doesn't want to marry me.
I pushed his hand away and he slid down on the ground weakly.
01 Revenge
"A Li, don't treat me like this." He looked at me with sadness. I haven't seen him so fragile in a long time. The last time was when Li Yunyi broke up with him three years ago.
I turned around and left.
I wasted too much time on him.
He never regarded me as a complete person, only treat me as his belonging, his canary.
Yes, he is my financial backer. He has been my financial backer for three years and also regarded me as a substitute for three years.
What is this now? Falling in love with a stand-in? Or don’t like the feeling of being betrayed?
I smiled bitterly.
After all, evil will be punished.
Li Yunyi is coming back, I am like a clown who plays Li Yunyi.
is also time to exit this stage.
I don’t know if he has ever loved me. As Liman, I don’t know if he is so affectionate, he grabbed my waist and called Ali or Ayi.
I took advantage of the situation and climbed onto his bed while Li Yunyi went abroad, shamelessly pestered him, saying that he loved him, begging him to give me a little love.
is my delusion that even if I sign a maintenance contract with him, as long as I am by his side, he will fall in love with me sooner or later.
But I didn't think about it. Since I climbed onto his bed, I lost my self-esteem, didn't love myself, and was ashamed of him.
Since accepting the maintenance agreement, I was no longer the Li Man before.
is no longer the childhood friend, nor the Li Man who was a classmate for several years.
The maintenance contract expires, and he wants to renew the contract for me.
I can't say it, that's it.
"Li Man, are you sure you don't sign? Don't regret it"
He thought I was getting angry with him.
Yes, so what if you get angry? He has never coaxed me, and I never dare to get angry.
"Li Man, aren't you short of money? Or are you interested in other financial owners?"
"You think it clear, no one can give you so much money except me."
Yes, my family went bankrupt, my father was so anxious that his myocardial infarction, and he went that night. I had no mother since I was a child, so I tried my best to hold on to him.
I told him that I needed money, and she never asked what my money was to be used for, in his eyes, it was just a transaction.
The transaction of money and color is the same as other women outside him.
He said he was just a show and asked me what was more real.
Yes, I’m making a show every time. I don’t want to play this scene with you anymore, I’m tired.
Lin Ming is three years younger than me. He likes me very much. I finally realized what it feels like to be loved by others.
He said, "Sister, marry me."
I said, "Hello
I happily picked me up and circled. I still remember the scene where he still remembered clearly now.
with pure smile and passionate love.
I also want to be loved by others. Only when I am loved by him do I feel that I am alive.
I know this matter will not be good anymore. Gu Fanghan has always been stubborn and will retaliate against his grudges.
As expected, Lin Ming's company suffered from exclusion in the market.
Lin Ming just graduated from university and led a few college students to form a company with a new scale.
His company gradually got on the right track and finally proposed to me. At that time, I was still with Gu Fanghan, and Gu Fanghan never took such a little kid seriously.
He didn't expect that, I agreed.
Lin Ming worked overtime in the company for several days in a row, which was his hard work that he could not give up.
I took my lunch box to the company to see him.
I didn't have much contact with his kids. I thought I would be scolded or kicked out by his kids.
But this is not the case. Although they had a little fatigue on their faces, they did not look down on them or disgust.
"Sister-in-law is here? Come in quickly, Brother Lin was talking about you just now." A little fat man enthusiastically opened the door to welcome me in.
"Thank you, I didn't eat, I ordered takeaway for you, it'll be here soon." Lin Ming was very nice to me, and I also want to be better for him, and his friends.
They scattered, leaving enough personal space for me and Lin Ming.
Lin Ming held me in his arms, buried his head on my shoulders, and smelled the fragrance of my hair.
"Sorry"
I feel a little guilty. I have long thought of this consequence, but I can't bear to let him go, I can't bear to leave my life.
He rubbed my hair and was very doting. "Silly Manman, you didn't feel sorry for me."
" It's because I don't have enough ability, and I also made you worry for me."
"Don't worry about Manman, believe me."
After leaving his company, I walked alone on the road.
I began to regret it in my heart. I shouldn’t have hurt him. He is so kind to me, but because I greedy for his gentleness, I hurt him nothing. I am such a bad woman.
A message sounded, it was Gu Fanghan
"Yujing Villa, come here"
I looked at this message and sneered, but it was still the case.
I flipped up and I would send the same message almost every few days or a week.
is cold and has no feelings. I am like a robot without feelings and does not need care.
"Do you want your little boyfriend to go bankrupt?"
My reason tells me that this is an opportunity to get out of his palm.
But my emotions tell me that I should not bet on Lin Ming’s company.
I went anyway.
But what I don’t know is that the moment I entered the villa, a photo was sent to Lin Ming’s mobile phone.
02 Madman
He held a cigarette at his fingertips and sat on the sofa, the sofa we had intimate countless times.
The loneliness of the day when he was drunk was gone was gone, and he turned back to the rational and terrifying Gu Fanghan.
"How can you let me go?"
He sneered, "Want to marry him? Yes."
I stared at his eyes tightly, "Where are the conditions?"
He pressed the cigarette on his finger into the ashtray and said maliciously, "Simple, sleep with me"
"How is it? It's very cost-effective"
I gritted my teeth and tried hard to endure myself and slap him.
"Impossible"
"It's not that I haven't slept, why are you pretentious now?"
"What, I'm guarding your boyfriend?" He looked at me with a sarcastic look on his face.
"I haven't been on you, what are you pretending now?" His eyes looked at me from top to bottom, as if he was looking at a product.
I couldn't bear it anymore, so I slapped him when I went up.
His face turned aside, and then he reached out and touched the corner of his mouth.
He stood up angrily, "Li Man! Do you really think I have to do with you?"
"I am really blind and I will fall in love with you." After that, I turned around and left.
High heels make a crisp sound when stepping on the floor.
"Li Man!"
paused for a moment, and then left.
As soon as I left the villa, I saw Lin Ming guarding the door and looking at me worriedly.
"Has he taken you what?"
I shook my head and told him not to worry.
He hugged me tightly and asked me to stay away from him. He was a crazy person.
Yeah, he is just a lunatic.
I sat in the passenger seat and looked at the trees passing by outside the window, my mind unconsciously emptying.
How could we become like this? Time can make two people unrecognizable.
The password for entering the villa just now was my birthday. I changed it when I pestered him, but I haven't changed it now. I don't know if it's because he forgot it or it doesn't feel worth mentioning.
It can't be him who loves me.
Lin Ming sent me home and went to the company non-stop
I fell into the sofa and slowly closed my eyes, as if I was back in my dreams when I was a child.
We grew up together and can be regarded as childhood sweethearts. I always follow him and call him Brother Fang Han.
When I was eight years old, he was sixteen. I watched him climb from the inconspicuous illegitimate child of the Gu family step by step to the highest position.
I have seen him live like an ant, and he has also seen him at a glorious time.
When I was eight years old, I saw him being beaten by the children of the Gu family. The children punched and kicked him. He bent his body and hugged his head and kept silent.
"What are you doing?!"
When I was a child, I heard a lot of stories about the prince's dragon quarrel, and my heart was filled with a sense of justice.
When they saw me coming out to stop me, they scattered. I have always been the most eye-catching one in the crowd. They all called me the little princess.
Dad said that was complimenting me because our family is very rich and I didn’t have to pay attention to them.
I nodded. At that time, I realized that people who are good to me have some ideas for me, but Gu Fanghan is different.
I went to help him, but he pushed him down. Then he stood up and looked at me fiercely and left.
I don't understand, I obviously helped him.
Later I began to pay attention to him. He was always the isolated one in the crowd, and everyone liked to bully him.
But when I was a child, I just liked his unruly look and felt cool, so I became his follower.
Later, he gradually began to pay attention to my feelings and began to make me happy. At that time, he was really my favorite little brother.
I think we are good friends, but it didn't take long to spread the rumors that I like him. I don't know who it was from.
I was fourteen that year, he was twenty-two
After hearing this rumor, I ran to ask him blankly, what is like, do you like me
He rubbed my head and said he liked it with a smile. I looked up at him, and his eyes were shining light.
I smiled and told him that I like him too.
At that time, I didn’t know that my liking for him was like my brother.
But later he fell deeper and deeper
Since the rumors that I liked him, he began to be gradually entrusted by the family.
was also the year when he said he liked me, and he was with Li Yunyi.
I went to his company to find him secretly, and I saw them kissing with my own eyes.
I didn't call him, and I ran back secretly. After I went back, Sisi told me that the people I loved would kiss together.
Sei asked me why I asked that, and I lied to her that I saw it on TV.
It turns out that the girl with long hair is Fang Han’s girlfriend. After
, I still ran to find him, but I never called him Brother Fang Han anymore. I started calling him with the first and last name.
He said gentlely, our A Li grew up,
He didn't look like this when he was a child. He always liked to stare at people viciously behind his back. Later, he became more and more gentle, and I slowly fell into his tenderness.
I don’t know that a person’s changes can be so big.
He would gently pick up food for me, comb my hair, remember all the things I like and don’t like; accompany me to the mall, gently ask me if I’m tired, and when I’m tired, I kneel down and pinch my feet, and carry me on my back...
He is so gentle, gentle as if tailor-made for me, making me unable to extricate myself.
03 Breakup
It was two years later when I saw that long-haired girl again.
saw them hugging each other intimately. On the sofa in Gu Fanghan's office, I watched him take off her clothes, look at him feeling uncontrollable, and listened to him calling the girl's name.
Ayi, Yiyi, they are so close.
I thought they had broken up long ago.
It turns out that they are still together
I was sixteen years old that year, and Gu Fanghan became my sexual enlightenment teacher.
When I realized what they were doing, I hurriedly ran away so much that I didn't see the look he looked at me.
He had discovered me long ago, or he knew I would come. Even that time.
At that time, he had long controlled the entire company. Even those who bullied him when he was a child died of various accidents, were disabled for life or stayed in a mental hospital for the rest of their lives and could never get out.
After witnessing that scene, I didn't see him for a week, and kept hiding from him
until he stopped me and asked me what was wrong. I was so blushing that I couldn't speak.
When we came back for no reason, we made up for some reason, but there was a thorn in my heart. I dare not ask, or even dare to touch it, and I could only think it did not exist.
until I was bleeding.
I kept telling myself that they would break up and they would break up.
He has kissed me, it must have been a breakup.
Yes, when I was eighteen, the birthday gift he gave me was a kiss.
Just like what I saw when I was fourteen years old, it was affectionate like the prince in a fairy tale, but he was never my prince.
At the age of eighteen, I went to university. We bought a house near the school and lived together like a couple. He would send me to class and teach with me when I was not busy. We were almost inseparable and inseparable.
He never denied that everyone said we were lovers. Even I thought
was just that we had never slept in the same bed, and had never been in a flash.
He has only vaguely said that the most precious thing must be taken out at the most appropriate time to highlight its preciousness.
I thought he was going to be on the day we got married, but I didn’t think he would never think about marrying me.
accident arrived soon, so fast that it caught people off guard.
When I was twenty years old, my family went bankrupt, my father died of illness, and I became an orphan, and everyone was watching my jokes.
The long-haired girl also came to the door and said that I was a mistress and asked me to stay away from Gu Fanghan.
It turns out that they have been together all the time
Then what am I
Is it a mistress?
At that time, I thought we were about to end but I didn’t think it was our story that hadn’t begun.
I wanted to go to Gu Fanghan to ask clearly, but I was stopped at his company's door.
I was unwilling to give up. I blocked at the door of his company for a week and finally saw him.
and the woman in his arms.
Li Yunyi
Gu Fanghan walked past me as if he hadn't seen me.
"Everyone is watching my jokes, are you too? Gu Fanghan"
I only have him a relative left. If even he abandons me
I chased me and grabbed the corner of his clothes tightly.
He didn't push me away, as if he was accused of it. Even that woman just looked at me fiercely and didn't say a word.
I followed him, took his car, went to the bar with him, and saw a completely different person, smoking and drinking, and threw the bottle on the face of bartender with a cold face, just because the bartender bumped into Li Yunyi.
I still followed him blankly, becoming his little follower again as if he was a child.
just followed this for two years.
looked at him and hugging and kissing Li Yunyi on various occasions as if no one was around.
While working part-time to study and help with student loans, he was called to him by phone at any time.
He called me over again, and was still a group of young men and men, but they were all led by him, and he asked me to pour wine for them one by one.
It has been two years since I was used to it. There is no one in the upper circle who doesn’t know me. At the beginning, no one touched me. Gradually, they found that my relationship with Gu Fanghan was not very good, so they started to be frivolous.
The posture of receiving the wine is very old-fashioned. I took the wine to him and secretly took my oil. The environment is very dark and no one can see it except the few people next to me.
At the beginning, it was just some touches that seemed to be there and not to be there, but later it became more and more bold.
I dare not speak out. I don’t know if anyone will vent my anger. I don’t think so, no one will help me.
This time a salty pig hand plated on my waist. I was so scared that I was shocked and the wine bottle fell on the table with a bang.
He also looked up, with a expressionless face. Today he was the only one who did not bring Li Yunyi over.
The owner of the savage hand was also startled, and stood up and slapped me in the face.
My head was buzzing, and my whole face was numb.
Before he could react, he saw that man flew out. Gu Fanghan pressed on him and punched him. He has become very silent and gloomy in the past two years, and he felt that there were few times of such violence.
I stood aside and watched, covering my face as everyone around me went to fight.
He didn't stop until the man was beaten to death.
Later he took him home and gently applied medicine to me like before. I asked him what Li Yunyi was, and he said gloomyly, "I broke up and went abroad."
I nodded, thinking no wonder I was so angry today
He asked me what time it was, and I shook my head. I can't count
I didn't say anything, but he seemed to know everything.
04 Kissing
He said he would stay in the villa for a few days.
I woke up in the middle of the night but found that he was drinking heavily, one bottle after another, and the ground was full of empty bottles.
Because of breaking up?
I walked over to persuade him, but he directly pulled him into his arms.
He gently called me Ali, just like two years ago.
His eyes were a little confused, but when I heard him call me, I always felt like I was called Ayi.
That night I went to his bed and flipped with him
He hugged me and slept all night. His arms were so warm, as if it had driven away the cold of the past two years.
I don't seem to be alone again.
But he didn't expect that he would throw me a maintenance agreement the next day.
I laughed and tears came out.
He must have blamed me, blamed me for climbing onto his bed while Li Yunyi was away.
A dog barking woke me up. I actually lie on the sofa and slept all night. I opened my misty eyes, rubbed my sore shoulders, and felt indescribable, as uncomfortable as if I had been staying up all night.
I used to love sleeping on the sofa and waiting for Fang Han to come back, just because he would pick me up from the sofa and put me in the bedroom.
That feels very safe. In addition to the smell of wine and perfume, there is also a kind of smell that I like the most.
That's the taste of memory
He is connecting everything that I remember with the rich little princess in the past, and he is also my only relative
At that time, I just felt that no matter what, I couldn't lose him
"Wang Wang Wang"
I looked down at this border herder
It turned out to be hungry
It was given to me by Lin Ming, very smart.
I touched its head and poured it dog food.
Dog food was also prepared by Lin Ming.
Lin Ming taught me that there is not only that man in my life.
Get married for three months, which is actually very hasty.
Actually, this is what I asked. After I was with him, I felt very uneasy every day.
I secretly stayed with him without telling Gu Fanghan
When he was chasing me, I told him that I had a boyfriend, and he said it was okay, you always break up
I didn’t know why he was so sure at that time, just like now I have no idea whether I can get married
Later, the contact with him made me feel his warm love for me again and again.
I don’t know if I love him or not, but I am immersed in his love as if I am addicted.
Until we finished watching the movie that night, we were bathed in the moonlight, and the silver moonlight shone all over.
I looked up and looked into his eyes. Those eyes were clear and transparent, like a charming gem, making people want to cut it out and collect it.
"Let's be together"
He was stunned for a moment, lowered his head and leaned over and held my lips.
The lipstick on his lips was also the information he searched for for several days, studied my preferences, searched through my circle of friends, and selected it in all social circles.
I stood on tiptoe and tried hard to cater to him
His warm bracelets were on my waist, hot lips and tongue, warm love
That was the first kiss between Lin Ming and me
His kiss was as passionate as his person, and until he got home, he was still slightly red and swollen.
And that so-called home was the
html that Gu Fanghan bought for me at that time. I especially liked everything he gave meThe joy lasted for more than a month. I started to buy some items every day to fill my and his home
large to his favorite wallpapers, furniture, architectural styles, small to a pot of small green plants, toothbrushes, slippers
I thought I was finally qualified to be happy
until January later, I found out that he took other women back to our home.
found that he would also hug other women. It turned out that I was not the most special one.
It turned out that as long as I was not Li Yunyi, anyone could
I asked him why, and he said that he was an assistant.
But they are so close, how can I believe that they are just assistants?
The woman rubbed her chest straight and he seemed to be ignorant
I have no doubt that if I hadn't returned that day, she might have taken off her clothes.
Whenever I make myself believe that he loves me, my dreams will be broken by reality immediately
Slowly, countless bees and butterflies appear around him, but I slowly don’t even have the qualification to question me.
He would look at me in disgust, as if I was making trouble, and I didn't dare to ask, nor did I want to ask.
Later I would only wait for him on the sofa, wait until he fell asleep, wait until he took me back
Sometimes when I picked me up, I was not asleep, but I didn’t want to open my eyes, and tears also secretly flowed out of the corners of my eyes, hitting his suit
The phone made a trembling whirring sound. I picked up my phone, it was Lin Ming’s news.
"Have you arrived home?"
and Lin Ming separated from the cinema and drove back by myself.
I dare not let him give it to him, I dare not let him know everything about me
afraid he knows that I am so unbearable
and I am afraid of him. I no longer like me
"Well, I'm here"
"Go to bed early, I will take you to eat that five-star hot pot tomorrow [wink~love]"
I looked at this cute emoticon package and laughed
He can always pull me back to the warm sun when I feel lonely because of this cold reality.
I didn't tell him that I haven't broken up with Gu Fanghan yet.
He didn't ask
I don't know why I didn't ask
Maybe I think I should have broken up and mentioned being with him
Actually, it's not. Being with him is just an impulse
but I don't regret
I'm waiting for a chance to break up with Gu Fanghan
He is a stubborn person, and if you can't get it, you will ruin
I am very scared
This time I kept sitting on the sofa waiting for him, my mind was very clear
I woke up until two o'clock in the night and was still energetic
" Didi "
I heard the sound of him locking the car
The room was quiet, and my nervous saliva was very loud
He came in and saw me awake and was surprised.
He came over and hugged me with the blanket
"Why haven't you been asleep yet?" The night color covered him with a mask called warmth
He was never gentle, the sinister and cold blood is him
"Let's break up"
05 I was wronged
I never mentioned breaking up to him. He raised me more and more like a canary
It seems that if I left the bird cage, I would die immediately
He was calm and seemed to me asking him what food he had eaten today
"Don't make trouble"
"I didn't make trouble"
"Let's break up"
He let go of me, stood up and looked down at me from above, and his cold eyes pierced my life.
"Do you think you are still the tall lady? Huh?"
His warm fingers tightly pinched my chin
"Is everything you give to you now?"
"You have to sleep on the street without me, do you know?"
He stared at me at the corner of his eyes, his eyes instantly filled with red blood, and he shouted at me irritably
I looked at him calmly and went crazy
"No, you can't sleep on the street, do you know how many people covet your face, do you have this figure?"
He reached out and grabbed my neck, "I don't have enough money to give you? Who do you like? How much can he give you? Hum?"
He became more and more crazy, and he pinched my neck hard. I was so pinched that I couldn't even breathe
I tried to hold his hand hard, hoping to get a trace of air
The strength in his hand became smaller and smaller, and the mind was also confused, and his mind slowly stopped awake
Suddenly, he let out his hand, and I fell on the sofa and breathed rapidly
For a while, I came to breathe and found that he was standing and staring at me with a little dazed look.
I thought he was scared
He met my gaze, and his eyes gradually came back to his senses.
He bent down and looked down at me and said gritting his teeth, "Don't want to leave me Liman!"
"You never want to leave me in your life"
I dare not say anything to add fuel to the fire at this time, I am afraid of death
I have to live, I cannot die
"Well"
I am afraid of him, but I still react to everything he gave me.
He ripped my clothes frantically, and couldn't wait to possess me and tag me, as if I would belong to him from the inside out.
While accepting the pleasure he gave me, I dislike myself and disgusted myself
This body was trained by him. He knew all the places that could make me happy and painful.
"Ali, Ali"
"You are mine"
He hit me fiercely again and again
My hands tightly grasped the sofa, closed my eyes, as if I could escape in this way.
"Ali, call me, call me my name"
I closed my mouth and said nothing.
He is becoming more and more fierce, making me defeated
A sound of fragmented sounds came from my mouth
"A Li, call my name"
I was firmly grasped by him, and my consciousness seemed to disappear
"Gu Fanghan ~Gu Fanghan ~"
"Call Fanghan"
I instantly came to my senses. This is what I called him when I was young in those years.
I stopped talking for a moment.
When my family went bankrupt, it was already a thing of the past. He was seriously divided into two people.
Gu Fanghan, who I like, had long disappeared.
The next morning, I woke up in the bed
The location next to me was cold, he had long since left
I looked at my mottled traces
A nausea turned upside down
I ran to the toilet barefoot, and vomited
I spit out and
But nothing
It turned out that evil I am myself
I turned on the shower and stood under the shower and let the cold water drops sprinkle on my body
I rubbed my skin that he had touched me over and over again
There was no clean place, and he touched me everywhere
I was rubbed red by myself. Some places were too hard and blood was wiped out
It seemed that this could cover my broken body.
The more I wash, the dirtier it gets, and it gets dirtier. No, I can't wash it clean. I can't wash it clean. I have no strength all over my body, I lay on the ground, looking at the water outlet on the ground, all the dirty water has been washed away,
Then what about me
What should I do?
I feel like I have lost all my vitality
I feel like I have lost all my vitality
I I can't beat him
If he doesn't let me go, I will never leave him
He won't let me go
I don't know how long I have been in the cold water, but a ringtone seems to stab my head
That's the ringtone I set specifically for Lin Ming
He called me
At this time, it made me feel even more humiliated, making me feel even more dirty
0 Ringtone hangs up again and again
I count how long he can ring
I have always been aware of people
Should I answer
Is it
Is it
Is the ringtone ringing
I think he is worried about me
I got up from the ground and went to get my phone
"Manman?"
I uttered and realized how hoarse my voice was
He was very careful, so careful that he immediately noticed my state
I felt as if he was pretending to be relaxed
"Manman was uncomfortable today?"
"Well" His voice is like him, gentle, considerate and enthusiastic, and there is a bit of the shadow of Gu Fanghan back then.
"Where is it uncomfortable?"
"Have you seen a doctor?"
I listened to him quietly, and said from time to time, wanting his voice to stay in my ears for a longer time
0 "Then let's not go to eat hot pot today, okay?"
He seemed to be coaxing me, just like my father was treating me when I was a child
Nose stuffy, and tears instantly surged out of my eyes. Come on, the tears that I haven't shed yesterday can't control it today.
"Well"
Today's grievances seem to finally have a way to vent
Even if I can't tell it, it doesn't matter
"Why are you crying?"
He is still very sensitive
I quietly cried next to the microphone, and couldn't help sobbing
Obviously he is younger than me, and now he has become my dependence
Obviously Gu Fanghan is not such a person
Why? I did something wrong? Why do I have to bear everything
Shouldn’t I lend a helping hand to him back then?
I regret Gu Fanghan, I regret
What about Lin Ming, do I still have the right to love you?
"Lin Ming, I want to see you"
06 Apologize
"Do you use me to pick you up? Manman?"
I shook my head before I remembered that he couldn't see it, and said in a muffled voice, "I'll go find you"
"Okay, I'll wait for you at home"
His gentle look made me greedy.
I put on my clothes and picked up the key and went out
Speeding up all the way
Thinking that it would be good if I died in a car accident, it would be good to end it like this. It would be good to end it like this
But, Lin Ming was still waiting for me, and I still owe him an apology
If he doesn't forgive me,
He was waiting for me at the door, but I didn't dare to get out of the car.
He stood there and looked at me, with a brown sweater, black trousers, a smile on his face
Seeing that I didn’t get out of the car for a long time, he stretched out his right hand at me
As if saying, Manman, give me your hand
I envy him, envy him for being in the sun since he was born.
I got out of the car and walked towards him step by step
I looked at his hand, and walked faster and faster step by step. Finally, I ran straight up and rushed straight into his arms
"What's wrong? Manman"
I buried it in his chest and took a deep breath. My nose was filled with the smell of the sharp green pine wood on his body, which was so reassuring.
"Sorry"
He pinched my face, full of pampering. "Why did Manman apologize to me?"
My mouth opened and then closed and then opened, but he still didn't say anything.
He touched my head, "Manman doesn't want to say it, don't say it. I'll tell me when Manman wants to say it, okay?"
I feel mixed feelings in my heart
but I still defaulted
I am just a selfish and disgusting coward
I leaned against the wall and watched him cook in the kitchen
He rolled up his sleeves Come on, a piece of slender forearm was revealed
No one has cooked for me yet. Even Gu Fanghan does not have
He also cooks a good dish, which is very suitable for my appetite. Even when I feel depressed, I can always eat half a bowl of
I have lived in his house for a few days and I don’t want to go back. I naively thought that as long as I hide here, I will never receive news from Gu Fanghan again, and I have nothing to do with him.
It was not until I received the call he called me
that I realized that he was just an invisible bomb. I might have exploded
and I would be crushed to pieces.
I haven't been home these days, and he probably is, so is he. He didn't always go back
I still went back
Go back to pack up
He bought all the things in the villa, jewelry, fashion clothing
I didn't spend a penny of the money he gave me over the years, and it was all in the card
I put the card on the table, and the items returned to the original owner
I don't want to have any involvement with him anymore
I only cleaned up two sets of clothes
I changed clothes
0 I put the card on the table, and the items returned to the original owner
I don't want to have any involvement with him anymore
I only cleaned up two sets of clothes
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"Are you leaving?"
I was so scared that he took two steps back when he suddenly appeared, staring at him cautiously
He looked at me as if he was organizing language, "I'm sorry"
I frowned and tightened, and he wanted to play tricks
"I was so excited last night, sorry"
He walked up to see my neck
I took a few steps back when he was about to raise his legs
" Gu Fanghan It will not be good for you or me to stick around like this."
He took back his foot that he was about to step out, and his tone seemed to have some prayers, "Don't be afraid of me, okay?"
"Gu Fanghan, you are really too much." I felt that at this time he was like a tiger with teeth pulled out, and he dared to hit a snake with the stick, and began to condemn him.
"I'm sorry"
He went back and forth and only apologized, and I heard it more and more irritable
"Have you said enough?!"
He saw that I was a little angry and didn't want to continue arguing with me.
"We are all calm, this is your home, and I will leave."
After saying that, he pushed the door out.
. In this case, he would never let me break up with him.
. There is only things he doesn't want, nothing he can't get
. He started to come back every night after get off work, and his body was clean and stinky. He didn't go to socialize, drink, work overtime, and go on business trips.
. He pretended to be a good man, but he was never
07 End
I started to have a cold war with him, not talking to him, and avoiding him.
Even if I saw him, he still looked cold-faced
I started not home at night, from 8 o'clock to 10 o'clock
Then slowly to twelve o'clock, at 2:4 o'clock in the morning, and finally stopped going back
His phone also hung up
When he first came back late, he would also ask me, "Where are you?"
It turned out that he had been waiting for me
"Is this annoying?"
"But I always came here like this before"
I glanced at him and went back to the bedroom.
Leave him to be silent in place
Slowly, when he went back at three or four, he still saw him waiting for me on the sofa
I woke up as soon as I opened the door , I walked past him without saying a word, as if I didn't see him
He didn't ask him
He thought I was revenge on him, not
just gave him a process of adaptation
I watched him slowly become haggard, and a feeling of pleasure passed through my heart, and there was still some sadness
It lasted for two months, I began to try to stay at night, one day, two days, one week and two weeks, and I never received his call
At this time, I seemed to occupy the upper hand in our relationship, and I could dominate the end of this relationship
During this period, every night without going to stay was with Lin Ming, and our relationship was progressing rapidly
But I became more and more worried, walking on thin ice.
Once Gu Fanghan knew that the reason for my breakup with him was another man, none of us could bear his anger
But if Lin Ming knew that I hadn't broken up with him,
The better he treated me, the more feared I was
Until that night, I was in his arms watching a movie, and he peeled a grape and fed it to my mouth.
is very sweet, so sweet that I think I want to be like this for the rest of my life
"Lin Ming, let's get married"
I am always impulsive, impulsively with him and propose to him
"Really?"
I uttered
He was very excited, and he forgot to wipe the juice on his hands and hugged my face and chewed
"Silly Manman, this is what I should say."
After I proposed to him, we started preparing for the wedding, and the time was set for three months.
He is very busy, busy with the new company
He told me that time is very tight, I am afraid it will be in a hurry, I am afraid of being wronged
I shook my head, no, I have you enough.
I want to be with you,
for the rest of my life
However, there is another biggest problem that lies in front of us
Gu Fanghan
I called him and wanted to meet him
He answered the phone but didn't say anything
"Gu Fanghan, I'm going to get married"
There is a silence
A moment later he asked me hoarsely, "Are you going to get married? What about me? Li Man, do you have the heart?"
"I tell you, it's impossible for Li Man! As long as I don't die, you can't marry Ren Who is it? "
He roared on the phone
I calmly hung up the phone, I always faced
But I didn't expect his reaction to be so big
I frowned, thinking that this matter was not easy to deal with
As expected, I was called by a phone call in the middle of the night
He was in a bar, drunk too much
"Marry someone else? Do I agree?" He snatched me in the corner
"Do you disagree? Then do you marry me?" My eyes were red and tears rolled in my eyes.
I have spent many years of youth on you. Now I am going to marry someone else, and you run out to stop
I can’t see his expression clearly in the dim lights. The dark environment also breeds my anger and malice.
"Gu Fanghan, do you just shame me?"
He didn't say anything
I pushed his hand away, and he fell to the ground as if he had lost all his strength.
"I'm leaving, I'll get married in three months, I hope you can come"
Is your sad look moving to yourself? I laughed at him in my heart as he looked at him in a daze, but he obviously didn't love him.
"A Li, don't treat me like this." He is like a homeless stray cat. I feel so comfortable looking at it
Gu Fanghan, you will suffer so much. These are the bitterness I have experienced
08 Interest
Li Yunyi is back
00
She personally sent me an invitation to dinner.
If there is no Gu Fanghan, we can never intersect in our entire life
I know Gu Fanghan will go, but I still went
I want to see his attitude towards Li Yunyi, and whether it will be embarrassing in front of me.
After all, there is quite a difference between Bai Yueguang and a stand-in mistress.
is different from what I thought. They seemed to be sitting close to the whole dinner, and there was no communication in addition to that. Not only did Gu Fanghan not only didn't even look at her, but also added dishes to me throughout the process
and he picked me up and ate it. When I ate Li Yunyi, he glared at me tightly. His eyes seemed to be poisoned
I was getting happier and happier. I looked at her more and more happy
I couldn't stand it anymore? What do these count?
I suddenly felt bored, put down my chopsticks and came out with my handbag
Gu Fanghan also followed me and left the seat
When I opened the car door, he stopped my hand
I turned to look at him, "Li Yunyi is back, why are you still pestering me?"
I am very awkward. Sometimes I want him to taste all the bitterness I have tasted, and sometimes I think forget it, the past is like clouds, and it will be a little bit like he is lost and he looks a little lost. I feel sorry for
but now I just want him to stop pestering me in the future
"I don't love her"
He is a personal saying but he doesn't believe
"What does that have to do with me?"
I broke his hand and he grabbed my car door
"Really"
"I love you all the time!"
He seemed to be explaining to me how pale
I looked up and looked up He never tells lies
He disdains to lie
I was a little panicked and didn't want to get entangled with him anymore
My heart was sore
I simply gave up this car and went to the side of the road to call for a rent
He caught up with me from behind and grabbed my wrist, "Ali, can you believe me?"
I don't want to look back at him
He always knows where my soft heart is, he ate me tightly
He may love me, but this love is too heavy and too depressing. I have wiped out all my
in this love. Just treat it as giving me a whole body.
I pulled out my hand hard and quickly left here
He didn't catch up with
I walked too fast, and the sound of the wind seemed to have passed a whisper in my ears.
"A Li, I love you from beginning to end."
I went to rent, and the master asked me if I was with my boyfriend After arguing
I shook my head, "No, we're almost married."
We are very happy
"Why are you crying, little girl?"
The master tsk his mouth, very confused
I reached out to touch the corner of my eyes, it was wet, it turned out that I was crying
I grinned a smile that was even worse than crying
"Maybe it was crying my lost youth"
I heard the master sitting in front sneer I laughed, as if I couldn't hold it in
I took out a tissue and wiped my face, telling myself that it was over
The phone rang a few times. I thought it was Lin Ming's message
opened and found that it was Gu Fanghan's voice
. Each one was very long, and I sent several messages in a row. Now the chat box is still typing
. My fingers hovered on that voice for a long time
. Finally, I connected my headphones to the headphones. I wanted to hear what he would say
He has never spoken to me so closely, let alone voice
This was something I didn't dare to think about before.
I clicked on the first voice and started to have a long silent time
"Ali, I'm sorry"
Why did he apologize? All this was my own choice
but soon I found out that
is not
I summarized the matter from his words The truth
Many complicated forgotten memories slowly emerged
until they were connected into a big net, putting me tightly in
I was making fists tightly, and my nails seemed to be pinching into my flesh, but they couldn't alleviate my anger
I listened to his voice one by one, looking at his voice bar
He should have been such a person,
You see, he still loves me, because he loves me, did he set me a net of heaven and earth?
is not right. What kind of love does he have? He only has interests in his eyes.
09.net
I met Li Man when I was 16 years old.
. She was wearing a princess dress and looked kind and well-behaved.
. At that time, I was still trampled on the soles of my feet like a stray dog. I was beaten by a group of people
. She stood up and helped me drive away those people
. But what's the use?
. They will come and come more often after they leave, and they will beat me harder next time
. She stretched out a pair of white and tender little hands at me, and she wanted to pull me up.
I glared at her fiercely. Then I ran away in the desert
I hate her, why can she be carefree, wearing clean clothes, and then stretch out her hands to others
hypocrisy, disgusting
I soon found out that I caught her attention
I soon learned the news from the cousins
They never hit me in front of her, I was humiliated by them in various ways
Beating and scolding has been commonplace
Recently, they are getting more and more ruthless because the little girl
They kicked me and scolded me, "Can you also get the green eyes of Miss Li's family?"
"It's just like your mother, who has a beautiful fox face! Bitch!"
I've been used to it after scolding me. Sooner or later, I'll let them taste the humiliation I've suffered now
It's a hundred times the reward
It turns out that little girl is so important
I started to slowly accept her existence
She became my little follower
but it's not enough
I sent a message saying she was pursuing me
She ran stupidly to ask me what I like
She was a little naive, her dad protected her very well, she was very kind and kind Liang was so good that I really wanted to pull her from the sky into the quagmire beside me
See how she rolled in the quagmire
After the rumors spread, I was called by the so-called father to talk to
Soon, with the status of the Li family, he gave me a few projects that are not big or small
I entered the company and started to slowly take over power, and slowly sent those cousins to prison and mental hospital one by one, dead, and disabled
It was also this year, a woman appeared beside me
Li Man didn't like me, I knew clearly
So I used this woman to give Li Man some sense of crisis
Can She is too young and too kind. I accidentally forced her farther and farther.
I dare not act impulsively, I can only make progress in a steady manner. Boil the frog in warm water
I asked back and forth and tested her, and then I realized that she used to like gentle people
I started to learn how to be gentle, and subtly turned into the mold she liked in front of her
Sure enough, she fell in love with this shell I carefully shaped for her
But I looked at her as if she was naive and fell in love and became more angry
She fell in love
She fell in love at all. It was not me that she liked at all
Every time she looked at me with clear eyes, she seemed to be saying, I am not worthy of her
How can I be worthy of her, a lowly illegitimate child,
Only by pulling her into the mud, this is enough to ensure that she will not leave me
I called the woman named Li Yunyi over
Make love in front of her
Now, Li Man, don’t you like me? What should you do
There is something different from what I expected. She ran away and hid for a week
Hey, just like two years ago, I have always chosen to be a turtle
I am a little reluctant to leave, looking at him pitiful
I slowly gave up that idea At that time, a wonderful opportunity was placed in front of me.
. Li's family went bankrupt. She had nothing now.
. There was an opportunity in front of me.
. The opportunity to make her become a dodder flower
. Let her belong only to me from now on
. A few days ago, she was guarding my company's door every day. I looked down at her from the top of the company. At this time, I felt that she liked me.
. She kept guarding me for several days and her mouth was dry. That day, I took Li Yunyi and called Li Man
. Let her follow me. I took her to the bar
. I wanted to show her the real me.
. That was hidden in a frustrating shell. My son, the real me
She followed me pitifully, as if she was back in those years when she was a young follower
I kissed me in front of her and hugged Li Yunyi's waist, and I
I want to see her evil side
How can a good person survive in this society
I am happy to see her bent by life every day
This is the right way, you can only survive by relying on me to cling to me
Soon I found out that she was taken advantage of. I don't know how long this situation lasted
I want to beat that person to death
I also want to Beat myself to death
She can only touch others, whoever touches who dies
I was very guilty that night, I drank a lot of wine
She came out in the middle of the night and saw me drinking, and asked me why
I made a random mistake, saying that Li Yunyi went abroad
She was so stupid, she actually thought I like Li Yunyi
That merciful woman could not compare to her slightest
Soon her little hands were a little restless, I understood what she meant
Her little thoughts were always simple and cute
I wanted her, it was the delicious
I had been looking forward to for a long time
10 Depression
I went home with red eyes and locked myself in the room
I felt so sore and uncomfortable. I don’t know what this is
It sounds nice to say that it was how many years of youth I fed the dog, but
He has been my brother Fang Han since I was eight years old
I can accept that he became bad, but he has a purpose in his approach to me from the beginning.
This means that my whole childhood, youth is all based on his deception of me.
8 to twenty-five years old, for 17 years, how could he
An air conditioner spread from the bottom of his heart and quickly spread throughout his body
When Lin Ming came back, he found that I locked myself in the bedroom
He hugged me who was squatting beside the bed and put his chin on my shoulders, "Are Manman unhappy?"
"Lin Ming, I feel so uncomfortable"
I turned around and hugged him and told him everything
I don't know if I should say it, but if I don't say it, I will keep myself crazy
I can only grab him and pray for his forgiveness.
prayed that he could still hold my hand after seeing me so rotten, saying that Manman is not afraid, I am here
"Lin Ming, I'm sorry, but I really want to marry you"
Don't abandon me, please
I'm shaking like a shaking look
I shouldn't have told him, how could anyone like flowers growing in the corruption soil
"Manman, Manman" He shook my shoulders, trying to get stuck in I pulled out of my own world
"Manman, listen, I like you, don't because of anything you have encountered, I love you Manman"
"I just hate that I didn't meet you earlier"
I heard it, he said he still likes me
I looked at his mouth open and closed, there was only one sentence in my mind circulating
He doesn't dislike me
He pulled me up and helped me to the bed
to give me I wiped my face and applied my eyes
I don’t know when I fell asleep. I vaguely heard the sound of the door closing, and he left
He left! I woke up immediately, I sat up and looked at the door
. I was stunned for a while, then stood up in panic and looked for him in all rooms
. "Lin Ming! Lin Ming, where are you? I'm so afraid of Lin Ming."
has no, I can't find him anywhere. He left
. He really disliked me.
. Tears are almost crying.
0. I don't know if it was Gu Fanghan's betrayal or Lin Ming's abandonment that made me even more uncomfortable
I just felt heartbroken and couldn't breathe
It seems like I was about to suffocate
I'm sorry, I don't blame you, it's all my fault
He is such a good person, I can't deserve him
Do I understand? I understand
I keep enlightening myself in my heart , comfort myself
I noticed the furry touch on my legs, and then came to my senses
Look, the border herder he sent me is still there
This is our border herder
He will definitely come back
I huddled on the sofa as I was waiting for Gu Fanghan to go home
I was very scared, so panicked that my eyes didn't blink Looking at the door
There was a blank in my mind
I don’t know how long it took, but a slight sound came from the door
I was shocked, my blank eyes instantly came back, and I ran down and hugged him
He came back
and was still full of injuries
"Where are you going? I am so scared." My hand held his back tightly and grabbed him tightly.
It seems that I want to inlay myself into his body
He kept comforting me, "Menman, don't be afraid, I'm back, I'm back."
Look, he still loves me, he won't abandon me
Although I told myself again and again, every time he went out, I would just stare at the door in a daze and look at
I know something is wrong, but in order not to worry, I can only hide my unnatural
I only When he is relaxing, it is when he goes home. If he opens the door, I will always follow him, watch him cook, eat, watch him wash dishes, clean, watch him sleep from all the activities he has returned home. He often wakes up in the middle of the night and then approaches his arms, absorbs his temperature before falling asleep again
Later, when I wake up slowly, I always find that he will also wake up, and then he will hold me and caress me. His hands carry a stable force.
As long as he is not in my sight for a moment, I will panic and be at a loss, feeling uncomfortable like crazy
I seem to be addicted to him
I dare not tell him, I can only watch him secretly
I am afraid that he is afraid that he will stay away from me
He will no longer go out to work, he will only take me to handle official duties in the study
Take me with you wherever you go
He seemed to find something wrong with me
He wanted to take me out
I rejected
I heard his conversation with the doctor
It is a female doctor named Si
He wanted to take me to see a psychologist
I smiled and told him, I have no problem
Then his nails pinched his fingertips
Then his nails tightly pinched his fingertips
He didn't force me to
But sometimes I always look at me with heartache
I don't go out anymore, and I also rejected the various reasons he invited me to go out
He started to give me medicine
He thought he made seamless
How could it be? I never let him leave my eyes
But I still took
He mixed it with milk before bed The medicine powder in
is a bit bitter
I drank it under his nose, and then he would smile at me and say, Manman is so good
I took out the bottle of medicine
It said three-ring antidepressant
I shook my hand and gently put it back
How could it be? How could I get depression?
11 Monitoring
Lin Ming regrets
Manman is sick
Part of this is his reason
If he didn't go to Gu Fanghan to settle the score that day,
Manman wouldn't have become like this
That day he heard Manman's words and thought that he would wait for her to sleep before going out. There would be no problem
Who knows that it was the last straw that overwhelmed Manman
Manman never wanted him When he came into contact with the crazy man Gu Fanghan
that day, he was so angry that he went to Gu Fanghan's company angrily without hesitation. He didn't expect that he was stopped at the front desk before he could go up.
The front desk lady also asked him, "Does sir have an appointment?"
"If you don't make an appointment, you can't come in."
"I'll make a fucking appointment!" That was one of Lin Ming's few swear words
After knowing that Gu Fanghan's existence, most of them were dedicated to him.
When he was about to break up, the security guard stopped him.
"Tell Gu Fanghan, if he is a man, come down to see me!"
Gu Fanghan did not come down to see him, but asked him to go up
He pushed the security guard away and cursed.
Then he patted his body and entered the elevator and rushed towards Gu Fanghan's office on the top floor, walking fiercely.
Then I saw Gu Fanghan sitting quietly on the office chair
"Why are you here? I'm here to admit defeat?" Gu Fanghan sneered, looked him up and down
Lin Ming didn't say anything, rushed up and punched Gu Fanghan in the face
Gu Fanghan quickly reacted after being hit by a circle, and then the two of them wrestled together
After a while, both of them hung up
After all, the young people were still strong and stronger.
It seems that Gu Fanghan's injuries are more
Especially on the face, the young man is angry and his hands are still slapped, and most of them hit Gu Fanghan's face.
The security guard came up to stop Lin Ming, but several security guards could not stop him.
He finally kicked Gu Fanghan a few times
Gu Fanghan also had a few obvious footprints on his suit pants, his top and jacket fell to the ground and was stepped on in a mess, his tie was pulled aside, his shirt was also broken a big hole, his face was green and purple
He looked very embarrassed.
When the security guard caught up, he was stunned for two seconds when he saw Gu Fanghan.
Gu Fanghan spat out a bloody spit, looking at Lin Ming cursing "crazy"
Lin Ming was unwilling to fall behind, and spit at him, "Scum!"
Gu Fanghan pinched his chin and looked at his face left and right, "Look at you, exactly the same as me in the past."
Lin Ming broke free from his hand and spit at him
Gu Fanghan's eyes gradually deepened, "I pretended to be like this at the beginning to win her like, and made her fall into it step by step"
"Do you really think she likes you?"
Lin Ming "Do you think everyone is like you?"
Gu Fanghan wiped the corner of his mouth and threatened him, "Lin Ming, I advise you to take care of yourself and don't covet things that do not belong to you"
"You should tell yourself this sentence"
" Look at her liked from beginning to end, all the me she liked from beginning to end"
"You fart" Lin Ming was so angry that he wanted to kick him a few more
0Gu Fanghan looked at Lin Ming's appearance and felt unsure. Rather than saying that I was the me back then, it would be better to say that she liked this mold. This gentle and elegant mold, in fact, it is okay to put anyone in it.
Gu Fanghan no longer has the feeling of wanting to argue with him.
"I'll let you go once for A Li's sake, so get out quickly"
"You deserve to mention her too? Scum!"
After saying that, he turned around and went out, walking with the wind.
After all, this is someone else's company, and they are all from others. Just vent your anger first, otherwise you will be stopped and beaten up.
I remembered Gu Fanghan's look of a man-like look and cursed him, "Single and Scary"
After returning home, Manman rushed into his arms, and his nails made him feel pain."
I thought I was scared, but it would be fine in two days
He still went to work, but after returning home, I found something was getting worse and worse.
At first, I couldn't say something was wrong, but I just felt that Manman was a little too dependent on him
. But gradually, she kept having nightmares in the middle of the night and was awakened. She always followed him during the day, and saw wherever he went.
If you can't see it, you will shout his name and cry, and then fall into a state of empty and confused, until you find him again
Lin Ming once went to the bathroom, wearing headphones, and didn't hear her shouting. When she came out, she saw her crying like a tearful person. Her eyes were confused and her tablet fell to the ground
His face hike and he hurried over to hug her, keeping her calling her name in her mouth, her eyes gradually became clear.
He was frightened, and Manman was still asking him what was wrong
He no longer went out, comforted Manman every day, observed her reaction, and hoped that it was just a temporary stress reaction.
Soon, he found that this was not the case. Manman was very sick
He dragged his friend to contact a psychologist
but he described it in a mess, and the psychologist asked to take it to the interview.
Manman didn't go out. She was very scared that
could not even coax and cheat. He had no choice but to take advantage of coaxing Manman to fall asleep and ask his friend to send him surveillance and put it in several hidden corners.
pretended to go out, and then observed Manman's reaction
He looked at the surveillance clamoring in fear. Manman couldn't help but rush out
and was held back by his friend. Finally, until Manman's eyes were empty and waiting at the door
he could no longer hold it.
rushed back and hugged her with heartache.
12 Milk stain
"Menman is not afraid, I'm back, look at me"
"Menman, it's me"
He raised Manman's head and slowly saw the gradually clear self in her eyes.
Li Man is very sick, he knows clearly.
He sent the video to the psychologist. The doctor could not interview her, so he could only prescribe some antidepressant drugs for her.
He was afraid that Manman would not eat it, so he added it to the milk before bed without telling her.
Manman is very smart. After a few times, she found out that
that day I was about to grind it into powder and pour it in. She hit her and said
"What are you doing?"
I was confused and didn't know what to do for a moment. "I, I'm making milk for you."
"Is it? Is it done?"
She reached out to me, and I hurriedly handed it to her, for fear that she would doubt it and not drink it.
She was very obedient, so she took it and killed it in front of me.
A circle of milk stains left on her mouth. I looked at the empty cup and felt relieved. I drank it. I just got it right after drinking
Then I reached out to stroke her face, wiped off the milk stains on her mouth, and then couldn't help but kissed her.
"Manman is so good"
Recently, Lin Ming has never left the house. He stays in the study every day, videos with his partners, and keeps videos.
Li Man listened to the constant talk of people in their conversation, involving the greetings from Gu Fanghan himself and Gu Fanghan's family.
Lin Ming was under a lot of pressure these days, and Gu Fanghan began to bite people like a mad dog
In addition to dealing with Gu Fanghan's attack every day, he always used commercial exclusion to put her in his arms and accompany her, telling them about their past and future events
One night, Li Man shrank in Lin Ming's arms,
"Let's go see a doctor"
Lin Ming subconsciously said ok, and then realized what his manman said
Then he hugged her excitedly, feeling more and more distressed for her
All night, Lin Ming couldn't sleep well, woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night, and was covered in cold sweat
Dreams that Manman regretted again, and stopped going, dreaming that she became more serious after seeing a doctor, until she opened her eyes in the morning, and the corners of her eyes were still a little wet
Manman was sick, the most feared was that he
The most distressing was that he
Ming was also that he
Ming was also that he
Ming was in the morning When he woke up, he wasn't sure if it was his dream last night.
. After having a nightmare all night, he became more and more confused. Should he take her to see a doctor
0. If it was like a nightmare
Manman is also very good now. As long as he is always there, Manman is normal
all
"Lin Ming?"
"What's wrong with you? What are you thinking?"
Lin Ming looked at his Manman and started to open the wardrobe and choose clothes as before, and match it with makeup
"Manman, can we not go?" Lin Ming's voice was trembling with some trembling
He was so scared, afraid that the nightmare would come true. He searched for this disease online. What if it was not cured, it became more and more serious. Finally, he jumped down from the upper floor
Gu Fanghan's harm to her will always be slowly diluted with the passage of time. So why bother digging her wounds over and over again?
Li Man looked at Lin Ming in surprise. He said at the beginning that he wanted to take her to see a doctor.
Li Man threw down the clothes in his hand, climbed onto the bed and lay next to him, looking at his somewhat haggard face
"If you are sick, you have to see a doctor. Maybe the doctor said I'm already gone"
"Then I don't have to drink that bitter medicine every day anymore"
" Don't grind it into powder in the future, okay? It's really bitter, and it's even more bitter."
Li Man touched Lin Ming's forehead, trying to soothe the sorrow between his eyebrows
Lin Ming was amused by her, holding her tender little hands, put them beside her mouth and kissed
and said ok, listen to your
. The two drove to a famous psychological diagnosis and treatment room. There was a business card on the table, Si Yu.
It turned out that Dr. Si, who was on the phone with Lin Ming,
Dr. Shi asked her if she accepted Lin Ming's accompanying the doctor. Li Man shook her head
Lin Ming grabbed her hand and looked at her beggingly, "Isn't it good to let me accompany you?"
Li Man still shook her head.
Lin Ming went out, leaving only her and Dr. Shi
I don’t know why the room is all white, there is no decoration, and it is also full of the smell of disinfectant.
"Miss Li, hello, I am Si Yu." Shi Yu stretched out his hand at her
Her eyes were confused and quickly woke up quickly, and she shook the other party's outstretched hand, "Hello, Doctor Si"
Lin Ming was driven out, and she had no idea what they were talking about inside. Her heart became more and more panicked
sat uneasy and turned around in the corridor for half an hour, and the door opened
He hurriedly met and took Manman's hand, "Is it okay?"
looked at Si Yu behind her again
"What can I do?" Li Man chuckled.
Doctor Si told him that it was a pleasant chat with Miss Li, and hoped to continue talking a few more
Lin Ming frowned, and didn't say anything
Li Man pulled his clothes and signaled him. Lin Ming then said good
Who knew that they met Gu Fanghan as soon as they came out of the psychological treatment room
Li Man's reaction was particularly fierce
"Get out, get out!"
Gu Fanghan stepped forward with some concern and wanted to hold Li Man's hand, but she avoided it. "What's wrong? This?"
She was hidden behind Lin Ming, grabbed the corner of Lin Ming's clothes, and kept saying, "Let's go quickly, let's go!"
Lin Ming glanced at Gu Fanghan, then pulled Li Man into his arms and quickly left.
He didn't dare to stimulate Li Man at this time, but he knew why he met him as soon as he came out.
13 Treatment
Lin Ming received a call from Gu Fanghan as soon as he got home
Gu Fanghan called him and he hung up once. I don’t know how many times Gu Fanghan called, but he finally picked it up impatiently.
"Let's meet you when you come out"
Gu Fanghan's tone always had a sense of command, which made Lin Ming feel very unhappy.
"Menman just fell asleep, and there was no one around her"
"If you have anything, just call and say it"
"You went to see a psychologist? What's wrong with her?"
Lin Ming got up angry, his tone became even more sharp, "You still have the face to ask her what's wrong?"
"If it's not you? She's still fine now"
Lin Ming hung up angrily after saying that, and he shouldn't have answered, and he became more angry.
Perhaps it was Gu Fanghan who was kind-hearted and no longer made things difficult for Lin Ming's company
Lin Ming's face has been a little relaxed these days.
She still took a few white pills from Lin Ming every day and then drank them in one breath.
dose of medicine.
is in good spirits, but I can’t eat much every day, and I become thinner.
Lin Ming was forced to death by her. She had to watch her eat spoonfuls of food all day long. But she just ate, and the next second she ran to the toilet and vomited
0 and vomited
After seeing the doctor, Li Man sometimes woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't see Lin Ming's figure. She only saw the lights on in the toilet. She walked over quietly but found Lin Ming crying
to endure crying
She trembled all over and went back quietly, then lay on the bed, looking at the roof with dull eyes.
That day, she heard the conversation between Lin Ming and Dr. Si again
Lin Ming rejected Dr. Si's follow-up treatment
She saw Lin Ming constantly cursing, and was crazy about slapping things
A doll fell at her feet. She looked down at the doll, then looked up at Lin Ming
Lin Ming found her, fear flashed across her face, and then came over and asked her gently, "Are you there any?" Did you hit you? Are you scared? "
Li Man shook his head. He was very worried about her. She knew
"Let's go see a doctor again, okay?"
There was a mess in the room and the silence of the room
After a long time, Lin Ming agreed to "good"
This time he was still waiting outside the treatment room. Dr. Si said that the patient did not agree to tell him the treatment record and should not put too much pressure on the patient.
He nodded, putting Liman's safety first,
But after this treatment, Liman's condition was much more stable, he no longer vomited after taking it, no longer suspicious, and kept staring at him.
Li Man thought Lin Ming would be happy, but she found that he had never smoked and started smoking
He smoked fiercely, but he never smoked in front of her. He just got up in the middle of the night and stood on the balcony, closed the glass door of the balcony, and sucked one by one.
The floor was full of cigarette butts.
What's wrong with him?
Li Man dared not go over and ask. Since Lin Ming was sucking her behind her back, he shouldn't want her to know. Why should she ask again?
This day, she has set up several casual clothes for Lin Ming. It looks very youthful from the official website. It is Lin Ming's style.
She likes Lin Ming very much. She looks like Lin Ming wearing casual clothes, like a young college student
Li Man looked at Lin Ming and sighed, "We are getting married in one month, it's so fast."
Lin Ming looked at her pamperedly, "What kind of wedding photos do you want to take? Where do you want to go for your honeymoon?"
"Lin Ming, I'm always very panicked lately"
Lin Ming touched her hair top and rubbed her little head, "What's the panic?"
"Or let's get the certificate first." Li Man grabbed his clothes and looked up at him.
Lin Ming was stunned for a moment, "Okay, just listen to you."
Li Man spent two hours putting on a makeup and changing into a white shirt. When he left, the Civil Affairs Bureau was about to get off work.
is very grateful, but I caught up.
The two took photos and locked them up. Li Man wanted to see how the photos he took were like. Lin Ming raised his hand and just didn't show it to her.
Li Man was a little angry, and Lin Ming quickly coaxed her and said that he would show her when the two of them got married. Now he would hide it in the safe.
Li Man was coaxed by him in an instant, and the two of them went home with a laugh and quarreled.
The aunt from the Civil Affairs Bureau looked at the happy look of the two of them and couldn't speak.
Li Man and Lin Ming are busy choosing wedding dresses, booking hotels, booking honeymoon spots, and handwritten invitations every day, and are very busy.
The day came soon. She was putting on makeup in the hotel dressing room. Everything was ready, just waiting for the time to come.
She looked through the window at the guests in the courtyard. Not many of them were still wearing suits, and they looked very formal.
Li Man laughed, his friends are still very happy, they attach as much importance to him, and yesterday he also chose another dress for the day, which is so cute.
I just don’t know if Gu Fanghan will come to make trouble, and Li Man felt a little uneasy.
But judging from the situation in the past few months, it may not be here, after all, she is nothing in his heart.
Lin Ming came in again, and looked at her wearing a wedding dress and praised her for her beauty, and even hugged her waist and kissed her.
There are quite a lot of people in the dressing room, and she pushed him away a little embarrassedly.
There was a complimentary voice next to me saying that Mr. Gu and his wife are so loving
Li Man was a little puzzled, and followed the sound and saw her lowering her head in panic.
She turned her head to look at Lin Ming, with a vicious expression on his face that she had never seen before.
Lin Ming saw Li Man turning his head and quickly changed his smile, "My clothes are wrinkled. Did you bring the white suit jacket yesterday?"
Li Man nodded, found the coat and handed it to him.
Li Man saw him standing in front of the mirror and replaced with
She looked at Lin Ming in the mirror and was stunned. Lin Ming's face turned into Gu Fanghan
Then from Gu Fanghan to Lin Ming, she looked at the person in the mirror dullly, and finally this face turned into Gu Fanghan's face.
14 Save me
She only saw Gu Fanghan wearing this outfit she had chosen for Lin Ming for several days, and asked her gently, "How is it, is it okay?"
Li Man was frightened and took a few steps back, his mind was blank, and his feet were limp on the ground
She looked at Lin Ming's back and muttered to herself, "How could it be, how could it be?"
Lin Ming turned around, his face full of worry, "What's wrong with Manman?"
She Looking at the face in front of me, it was Gu Fanghan who she loved deeply and hated
"Don't come over! Don't come over!"
Li Man looked at Lin Ming who was about to come over, hugged herself tightly, and shouted loudly, "Lin Ming! Lin Ming! Save me!"
She fainted excitedly. Before she fell into a coma, she felt that he hurried over and hugged her, and then shouted
"Manman!"
Am I crazy? How could this happen?
When I woke up again, I found myself lying in a single room in the hospital wearing a blue and white hospital gown.
The rooms are covered with white shaking, making people feel pain in their eyes, and the pungent smell of disinfectant water, which is as disgusting as if they are in a psychological treatment room.
Lin Ming fell asleep on his tummy, and was still wearing the clothes he changed into yesterday.
As soon as she moved, Lin Ming woke up
"Ah, Manman, are you awake?"
Lin Ming looked up and saw Gu Fanghan's face
Li Man was so scared that she wrapped herself in the quilt, cursing him and asking him to get out.
"Okay, I'll go, I'll go, don't hurt yourself."
He saw Li Man's condition and dared not get close to him anymore, but just asked the doctor while quitting.
Doctor came in quickly and pressed her to give her a tranquilizer
She felt tired instantly, her eyelids were heavy
She slowly closed her eyes, but before closing her eyes, she seemed to see Dr. Si, a very familiar feeling.
Gu Fanghan looked through the window at Li Man who had fallen asleep again, and asked the people beside him.
"When will she be well?"
The woman sneered, "Isn't this the result you want?"
This sentence seemed to anger the man, "Si Yu!"
"What? I was wrong?"
"How do you feel when playing a non-existent man beside her?"
The man stared at her fiercely, without saying anything.
The woman snorted, turned around and left in a pair of red high heels.
Gu Fanghan looked at Si Yu's back as he left, turned around and looked at Li Man on the hospital bed
What can he do? Shortly after Li Man mentioned breaking up and was rejected by him, he discovered Li Man's condition
At first, he thought it was Li Man in order to attract his attention, so he would play with her
Who knew that his condition was getting worse and worse, so he took him to a new villa. Lin Ming called him
It seemed that he was still in love with her for the years he had been wearing a mask, but he gave him a new name, Lin Ming.
He has checked this name many times, but he has found no one, no one.
Once he called her Ali
She looked so naughty that she said, "You all call me Manman."
She bought him clothes from college for those years, watched him put them on, and then praised him over and over again
He seemed to have returned to those years and couldn't help but sink into it.
As long as he or she is still there, what does it have to do with whose name it is? Anyway, it is just the person she imagines
But she is getting more and more serious, so serious that she has serious psychological problems.
can’t live without him for a while. He can be with her all the time, but he becomes more worried about her condition.
She is awake less and less, and it always takes a long time to call to come back to her senses. She is immersed in her own world, and that world is only herself, and she doesn't even want Lin Ming.
He contacted the doctor and the assistant recommended Si Yu to him, who was a psychologist who had just returned from studying abroad.
Ko Siyu was still her childhood friend, but she gradually had fewer contacts and weaker relationships.
He suspected that everything was too coincidental, but everything was reasonable and well-founded, and could only be attributed to his own suspicion.
Li Man was cured, but their relationship returned to the broken appearance before.
Li Man woke up, but he didn't want to see him. He always clamored to see Lin Ming, cursed him and asked him where he hid Lin Ming.
He could only stand and look at her quietly, wearing the clothes prepared by Li Man for him. It shouldn't be said that the clothes prepared by Li Man for Lin Ming.
She asked him why he was wearing Lin Ming's clothes and said he was disgusting
Gu Fanghan smiled bitterly. This was obviously bought by her for him.
Now it became disgusting
He called Si Yu to treat her, wanting her to believe that Lin Ming was made up by herself.
Si Yu asked him, Lin Ming is her hope in a desperate situation, do you really want to extinguish her?
Gu Fanghan smoked a cigarette, his fingertips became scarlet, and he nodded for a while.
Otherwise? Lin Ming was originally a non-existent person, where did he go to find someone who did not exist for her?
Did she let her fall into her own world for the rest of her life?
15 final chapter
Si Yu is here again, she sits by the bed and chats with her, talking about their childhood.
At first, Li Man just stared at the railing of the hospital bed in a daze, never responding, and later slowly moved to Si Yu's face.
Sometimes there will be a pale smile because of Si Yu's joke.
Li Man took a long time to accept that Lin Ming was the character she imagined
, but she did not accept that Lin Ming's image was based on Gu Fanghan.
People like Gu Fanghan are not worthy of having a slight relationship with Lin Ming.
Gu Fanghan hasn't been here for a long time. Sometimes he would look at her through the glass in the window for a while
She never responded, nor did she look at him. She always turned her back to him
until this time, she waved to Gu Fanghan outside the window.
Gu Fanghan staggered in with some excitement and rushed in, standing in front of her bed.
"Can you show me my marriage certificate?"
She looked at him with some expectations.
Li Man shattered Gu Fanghan's expectations as soon as he said, "Do you still don't believe it?"
She didn't say anything
Gu Fanghan sighed, "I'll send it to you now."
Li Man whispered,
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Li Man's hand trembled slightly, and it took him a long time to open it. It turned out that it was her and Gu Fanghan inside.
A tear fell from the corner of her eyes, slowly becoming more and more, and she burst into tears.
cried for a while before looking up at Gu Fanghan
"Let's get divorced"
"Okay"
Gu Fanghan agreed very simply, which Li Man didn't expect.
Soon, a pair of small red books became two pairs of small red books.
She took her own portion from Gu Fanghan.
"Gu Fanghan, I'm leaving"
Gu Fanghan stared at her, his voice suddenly became hoarse and his eyes turned red, "Where are you going?"
Li Man seemed to have put it down, "Whatever you want"
Then he joked with him, "Maybe we will go to Bali first, after all, our honeymoon is set there, I really want to go and see it"
"Can I go with you?"
Li Man awkward She laughed awkwardly, "Just, don't take it seriously."
Gu Fanghan lowered his head and pulled the corner of his stiff mouth, "When will we leave?"
She looked out the window. It was almost summer and there were cicadas outside. "It's only these two days."
"I'll give you it?"
Li Man shook his head, "No need"
The day when Li Man left, Gu Fanghan still went to the airport. He could always easily learn all her news.
Si Yu followed her and said that a foreign professor asked her to go back and talk about a special case.
Li Man glanced at Gu Fanghan from a distance and turned his head to prepare for ticket checking and boarding.
"Don't you say goodbye to him again?"
Li Man shook his head, "Why do you have to do this again? Just like that."
"You finally got your wish after so long." Si Yu sighed, his tone a little complicated.
"How did you deceive him?"
"I can never deceive him"
"I will ask you to prescribe some medicine for me when I go back."
After that, the two of them have no contact with each other
Gu Fanghan died alone.
Liman also only has one marriage certificate and one divorce certificate.
[End] Text/Acheng
[I am afraid that everyone will not understand, and some places are not seen, let’s analyze it again in a clear version of the outline~
Li Man thought he loved him, but in the end he found that it was all his conspiracy, his use of her identity and status, but he fell in love with him in the end, and seduced her to fall in love with him step by step, and even became his mistress. Li Man regretted it. She wanted to break up, but this man would never let her leave. Li Man made a game, and in the game she fell in love with another man, fell in love with him, got married, but she suffered from depression and fantasy, so the man in the game was still him. She has been with him for so many years, knowing how to make him soft-hearted and how to let him go. ]
This means that my whole childhood, youth is all based on his deception of me.
8 to twenty-five years old, for 17 years, how could he
An air conditioner spread from the bottom of his heart and quickly spread throughout his body
When Lin Ming came back, he found that I locked myself in the bedroom
He hugged me who was squatting beside the bed and put his chin on my shoulders, "Are Manman unhappy?"
"Lin Ming, I feel so uncomfortable"
I turned around and hugged him and told him everything
I don't know if I should say it, but if I don't say it, I will keep myself crazy
I can only grab him and pray for his forgiveness.
prayed that he could still hold my hand after seeing me so rotten, saying that Manman is not afraid, I am here
"Lin Ming, I'm sorry, but I really want to marry you"
Don't abandon me, please
I'm shaking like a shaking look
I shouldn't have told him, how could anyone like flowers growing in the corruption soil
"Manman, Manman" He shook my shoulders, trying to get stuck in I pulled out of my own world
"Manman, listen, I like you, don't because of anything you have encountered, I love you Manman"
"I just hate that I didn't meet you earlier"
I heard it, he said he still likes me
I looked at his mouth open and closed, there was only one sentence in my mind circulating
He doesn't dislike me
He pulled me up and helped me to the bed
to give me I wiped my face and applied my eyes
I don’t know when I fell asleep. I vaguely heard the sound of the door closing, and he left
He left! I woke up immediately, I sat up and looked at the door
. I was stunned for a while, then stood up in panic and looked for him in all rooms
. "Lin Ming! Lin Ming, where are you? I'm so afraid of Lin Ming."
has no, I can't find him anywhere. He left
. He really disliked me.
. Tears are almost crying.
0. I don't know if it was Gu Fanghan's betrayal or Lin Ming's abandonment that made me even more uncomfortable
I just felt heartbroken and couldn't breathe
It seems like I was about to suffocate
I'm sorry, I don't blame you, it's all my fault
He is such a good person, I can't deserve him
Do I understand? I understand
I keep enlightening myself in my heart , comfort myself
I noticed the furry touch on my legs, and then came to my senses
Look, the border herder he sent me is still there
This is our border herder
He will definitely come back
I huddled on the sofa as I was waiting for Gu Fanghan to go home
I was very scared, so panicked that my eyes didn't blink Looking at the door
There was a blank in my mind
I don’t know how long it took, but a slight sound came from the door
I was shocked, my blank eyes instantly came back, and I ran down and hugged him
He came back
and was still full of injuries
"Where are you going? I am so scared." My hand held his back tightly and grabbed him tightly.
It seems that I want to inlay myself into his body
He kept comforting me, "Menman, don't be afraid, I'm back, I'm back."
Look, he still loves me, he won't abandon me
Although I told myself again and again, every time he went out, I would just stare at the door in a daze and look at
I know something is wrong, but in order not to worry, I can only hide my unnatural
I only When he is relaxing, it is when he goes home. If he opens the door, I will always follow him, watch him cook, eat, watch him wash dishes, clean, watch him sleep from all the activities he has returned home. He often wakes up in the middle of the night and then approaches his arms, absorbs his temperature before falling asleep again
Later, when I wake up slowly, I always find that he will also wake up, and then he will hold me and caress me. His hands carry a stable force.
As long as he is not in my sight for a moment, I will panic and be at a loss, feeling uncomfortable like crazy
I seem to be addicted to him
I dare not tell him, I can only watch him secretly
I am afraid that he is afraid that he will stay away from me
He will no longer go out to work, he will only take me to handle official duties in the study
Take me with you wherever you go
He seemed to find something wrong with me
He wanted to take me out
I rejected
I heard his conversation with the doctor
It is a female doctor named Si
He wanted to take me to see a psychologist
I smiled and told him, I have no problem
Then his nails pinched his fingertips
Then his nails tightly pinched his fingertips
He didn't force me to
But sometimes I always look at me with heartache
I don't go out anymore, and I also rejected the various reasons he invited me to go out
He started to give me medicine
He thought he made seamless
How could it be? I never let him leave my eyes
But I still took
He mixed it with milk before bed The medicine powder in
is a bit bitter
I drank it under his nose, and then he would smile at me and say, Manman is so good
I took out the bottle of medicine
It said three-ring antidepressant
I shook my hand and gently put it back
How could it be? How could I get depression?
11 Monitoring
Lin Ming regrets
Manman is sick
Part of this is his reason
If he didn't go to Gu Fanghan to settle the score that day,
Manman wouldn't have become like this
That day he heard Manman's words and thought that he would wait for her to sleep before going out. There would be no problem
Who knows that it was the last straw that overwhelmed Manman
Manman never wanted him When he came into contact with the crazy man Gu Fanghan
that day, he was so angry that he went to Gu Fanghan's company angrily without hesitation. He didn't expect that he was stopped at the front desk before he could go up.
The front desk lady also asked him, "Does sir have an appointment?"
"If you don't make an appointment, you can't come in."
"I'll make a fucking appointment!" That was one of Lin Ming's few swear words
After knowing that Gu Fanghan's existence, most of them were dedicated to him.
When he was about to break up, the security guard stopped him.
"Tell Gu Fanghan, if he is a man, come down to see me!"
Gu Fanghan did not come down to see him, but asked him to go up
He pushed the security guard away and cursed.
Then he patted his body and entered the elevator and rushed towards Gu Fanghan's office on the top floor, walking fiercely.
Then I saw Gu Fanghan sitting quietly on the office chair
"Why are you here? I'm here to admit defeat?" Gu Fanghan sneered, looked him up and down
Lin Ming didn't say anything, rushed up and punched Gu Fanghan in the face
Gu Fanghan quickly reacted after being hit by a circle, and then the two of them wrestled together
After a while, both of them hung up
After all, the young people were still strong and stronger.
It seems that Gu Fanghan's injuries are more
Especially on the face, the young man is angry and his hands are still slapped, and most of them hit Gu Fanghan's face.
The security guard came up to stop Lin Ming, but several security guards could not stop him.
He finally kicked Gu Fanghan a few times
Gu Fanghan also had a few obvious footprints on his suit pants, his top and jacket fell to the ground and was stepped on in a mess, his tie was pulled aside, his shirt was also broken a big hole, his face was green and purple
He looked very embarrassed.
When the security guard caught up, he was stunned for two seconds when he saw Gu Fanghan.
Gu Fanghan spat out a bloody spit, looking at Lin Ming cursing "crazy"
Lin Ming was unwilling to fall behind, and spit at him, "Scum!"
Gu Fanghan pinched his chin and looked at his face left and right, "Look at you, exactly the same as me in the past."
Lin Ming broke free from his hand and spit at him
Gu Fanghan's eyes gradually deepened, "I pretended to be like this at the beginning to win her like, and made her fall into it step by step"
"Do you really think she likes you?"
Lin Ming "Do you think everyone is like you?"
Gu Fanghan wiped the corner of his mouth and threatened him, "Lin Ming, I advise you to take care of yourself and don't covet things that do not belong to you"
"You should tell yourself this sentence"
" Look at her liked from beginning to end, all the me she liked from beginning to end"
"You fart" Lin Ming was so angry that he wanted to kick him a few more
0Gu Fanghan looked at Lin Ming's appearance and felt unsure. Rather than saying that I was the me back then, it would be better to say that she liked this mold. This gentle and elegant mold, in fact, it is okay to put anyone in it.
Gu Fanghan no longer has the feeling of wanting to argue with him.
"I'll let you go once for A Li's sake, so get out quickly"
"You deserve to mention her too? Scum!"
After saying that, he turned around and went out, walking with the wind.
After all, this is someone else's company, and they are all from others. Just vent your anger first, otherwise you will be stopped and beaten up.
I remembered Gu Fanghan's look of a man-like look and cursed him, "Single and Scary"
After returning home, Manman rushed into his arms, and his nails made him feel pain."
I thought I was scared, but it would be fine in two days
He still went to work, but after returning home, I found something was getting worse and worse.
At first, I couldn't say something was wrong, but I just felt that Manman was a little too dependent on him
. But gradually, she kept having nightmares in the middle of the night and was awakened. She always followed him during the day, and saw wherever he went.
If you can't see it, you will shout his name and cry, and then fall into a state of empty and confused, until you find him again
Lin Ming once went to the bathroom, wearing headphones, and didn't hear her shouting. When she came out, she saw her crying like a tearful person. Her eyes were confused and her tablet fell to the ground
His face hike and he hurried over to hug her, keeping her calling her name in her mouth, her eyes gradually became clear.
He was frightened, and Manman was still asking him what was wrong
He no longer went out, comforted Manman every day, observed her reaction, and hoped that it was just a temporary stress reaction.
Soon, he found that this was not the case. Manman was very sick
He dragged his friend to contact a psychologist
but he described it in a mess, and the psychologist asked to take it to the interview.
Manman didn't go out. She was very scared that
could not even coax and cheat. He had no choice but to take advantage of coaxing Manman to fall asleep and ask his friend to send him surveillance and put it in several hidden corners.
pretended to go out, and then observed Manman's reaction
He looked at the surveillance clamoring in fear. Manman couldn't help but rush out
and was held back by his friend. Finally, until Manman's eyes were empty and waiting at the door
he could no longer hold it.
rushed back and hugged her with heartache.
12 Milk stain
"Menman is not afraid, I'm back, look at me"
"Menman, it's me"
He raised Manman's head and slowly saw the gradually clear self in her eyes.
Li Man is very sick, he knows clearly.
He sent the video to the psychologist. The doctor could not interview her, so he could only prescribe some antidepressant drugs for her.
He was afraid that Manman would not eat it, so he added it to the milk before bed without telling her.
Manman is very smart. After a few times, she found out that
that day I was about to grind it into powder and pour it in. She hit her and said
"What are you doing?"
I was confused and didn't know what to do for a moment. "I, I'm making milk for you."
"Is it? Is it done?"
She reached out to me, and I hurriedly handed it to her, for fear that she would doubt it and not drink it.
She was very obedient, so she took it and killed it in front of me.
A circle of milk stains left on her mouth. I looked at the empty cup and felt relieved. I drank it. I just got it right after drinking
Then I reached out to stroke her face, wiped off the milk stains on her mouth, and then couldn't help but kissed her.
"Manman is so good"
Recently, Lin Ming has never left the house. He stays in the study every day, videos with his partners, and keeps videos.
Li Man listened to the constant talk of people in their conversation, involving the greetings from Gu Fanghan himself and Gu Fanghan's family.
Lin Ming was under a lot of pressure these days, and Gu Fanghan began to bite people like a mad dog
In addition to dealing with Gu Fanghan's attack every day, he always used commercial exclusion to put her in his arms and accompany her, telling them about their past and future events
One night, Li Man shrank in Lin Ming's arms,
"Let's go see a doctor"
Lin Ming subconsciously said ok, and then realized what his manman said
Then he hugged her excitedly, feeling more and more distressed for her
All night, Lin Ming couldn't sleep well, woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night, and was covered in cold sweat
Dreams that Manman regretted again, and stopped going, dreaming that she became more serious after seeing a doctor, until she opened her eyes in the morning, and the corners of her eyes were still a little wet
Manman was sick, the most feared was that he
The most distressing was that he
Ming was also that he
Ming was also that he
Ming was in the morning When he woke up, he wasn't sure if it was his dream last night.
. After having a nightmare all night, he became more and more confused. Should he take her to see a doctor
0. If it was like a nightmare
Manman is also very good now. As long as he is always there, Manman is normal
all
"Lin Ming?"
"What's wrong with you? What are you thinking?"
Lin Ming looked at his Manman and started to open the wardrobe and choose clothes as before, and match it with makeup
"Manman, can we not go?" Lin Ming's voice was trembling with some trembling
He was so scared, afraid that the nightmare would come true. He searched for this disease online. What if it was not cured, it became more and more serious. Finally, he jumped down from the upper floor
Gu Fanghan's harm to her will always be slowly diluted with the passage of time. So why bother digging her wounds over and over again?
Li Man looked at Lin Ming in surprise. He said at the beginning that he wanted to take her to see a doctor.
Li Man threw down the clothes in his hand, climbed onto the bed and lay next to him, looking at his somewhat haggard face
"If you are sick, you have to see a doctor. Maybe the doctor said I'm already gone"
"Then I don't have to drink that bitter medicine every day anymore"
" Don't grind it into powder in the future, okay? It's really bitter, and it's even more bitter."
Li Man touched Lin Ming's forehead, trying to soothe the sorrow between his eyebrows
Lin Ming was amused by her, holding her tender little hands, put them beside her mouth and kissed
and said ok, listen to your
. The two drove to a famous psychological diagnosis and treatment room. There was a business card on the table, Si Yu.
It turned out that Dr. Si, who was on the phone with Lin Ming,
Dr. Shi asked her if she accepted Lin Ming's accompanying the doctor. Li Man shook her head
Lin Ming grabbed her hand and looked at her beggingly, "Isn't it good to let me accompany you?"
Li Man still shook her head.
Lin Ming went out, leaving only her and Dr. Shi
I don’t know why the room is all white, there is no decoration, and it is also full of the smell of disinfectant.
"Miss Li, hello, I am Si Yu." Shi Yu stretched out his hand at her
Her eyes were confused and quickly woke up quickly, and she shook the other party's outstretched hand, "Hello, Doctor Si"
Lin Ming was driven out, and she had no idea what they were talking about inside. Her heart became more and more panicked
sat uneasy and turned around in the corridor for half an hour, and the door opened
He hurriedly met and took Manman's hand, "Is it okay?"
looked at Si Yu behind her again
"What can I do?" Li Man chuckled.
Doctor Si told him that it was a pleasant chat with Miss Li, and hoped to continue talking a few more
Lin Ming frowned, and didn't say anything
Li Man pulled his clothes and signaled him. Lin Ming then said good
Who knew that they met Gu Fanghan as soon as they came out of the psychological treatment room
Li Man's reaction was particularly fierce
"Get out, get out!"
Gu Fanghan stepped forward with some concern and wanted to hold Li Man's hand, but she avoided it. "What's wrong? This?"
She was hidden behind Lin Ming, grabbed the corner of Lin Ming's clothes, and kept saying, "Let's go quickly, let's go!"
Lin Ming glanced at Gu Fanghan, then pulled Li Man into his arms and quickly left.
He didn't dare to stimulate Li Man at this time, but he knew why he met him as soon as he came out.
13 Treatment
Lin Ming received a call from Gu Fanghan as soon as he got home
Gu Fanghan called him and he hung up once. I don’t know how many times Gu Fanghan called, but he finally picked it up impatiently.
"Let's meet you when you come out"
Gu Fanghan's tone always had a sense of command, which made Lin Ming feel very unhappy.
"Menman just fell asleep, and there was no one around her"
"If you have anything, just call and say it"
"You went to see a psychologist? What's wrong with her?"
Lin Ming got up angry, his tone became even more sharp, "You still have the face to ask her what's wrong?"
"If it's not you? She's still fine now"
Lin Ming hung up angrily after saying that, and he shouldn't have answered, and he became more angry.
Perhaps it was Gu Fanghan who was kind-hearted and no longer made things difficult for Lin Ming's company
Lin Ming's face has been a little relaxed these days.
She still took a few white pills from Lin Ming every day and then drank them in one breath.
dose of medicine.
is in good spirits, but I can’t eat much every day, and I become thinner.
Lin Ming was forced to death by her. She had to watch her eat spoonfuls of food all day long. But she just ate, and the next second she ran to the toilet and vomited
0 and vomited
After seeing the doctor, Li Man sometimes woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't see Lin Ming's figure. She only saw the lights on in the toilet. She walked over quietly but found Lin Ming crying
to endure crying
She trembled all over and went back quietly, then lay on the bed, looking at the roof with dull eyes.
That day, she heard the conversation between Lin Ming and Dr. Si again
Lin Ming rejected Dr. Si's follow-up treatment
She saw Lin Ming constantly cursing, and was crazy about slapping things
A doll fell at her feet. She looked down at the doll, then looked up at Lin Ming
Lin Ming found her, fear flashed across her face, and then came over and asked her gently, "Are you there any?" Did you hit you? Are you scared? "
Li Man shook his head. He was very worried about her. She knew
"Let's go see a doctor again, okay?"
There was a mess in the room and the silence of the room
After a long time, Lin Ming agreed to "good"
This time he was still waiting outside the treatment room. Dr. Si said that the patient did not agree to tell him the treatment record and should not put too much pressure on the patient.
He nodded, putting Liman's safety first,
But after this treatment, Liman's condition was much more stable, he no longer vomited after taking it, no longer suspicious, and kept staring at him.
Li Man thought Lin Ming would be happy, but she found that he had never smoked and started smoking
He smoked fiercely, but he never smoked in front of her. He just got up in the middle of the night and stood on the balcony, closed the glass door of the balcony, and sucked one by one.
The floor was full of cigarette butts.
What's wrong with him?
Li Man dared not go over and ask. Since Lin Ming was sucking her behind her back, he shouldn't want her to know. Why should she ask again?
This day, she has set up several casual clothes for Lin Ming. It looks very youthful from the official website. It is Lin Ming's style.
She likes Lin Ming very much. She looks like Lin Ming wearing casual clothes, like a young college student
Li Man looked at Lin Ming and sighed, "We are getting married in one month, it's so fast."
Lin Ming looked at her pamperedly, "What kind of wedding photos do you want to take? Where do you want to go for your honeymoon?"
"Lin Ming, I'm always very panicked lately"
Lin Ming touched her hair top and rubbed her little head, "What's the panic?"
"Or let's get the certificate first." Li Man grabbed his clothes and looked up at him.
Lin Ming was stunned for a moment, "Okay, just listen to you."
Li Man spent two hours putting on a makeup and changing into a white shirt. When he left, the Civil Affairs Bureau was about to get off work.
is very grateful, but I caught up.
The two took photos and locked them up. Li Man wanted to see how the photos he took were like. Lin Ming raised his hand and just didn't show it to her.
Li Man was a little angry, and Lin Ming quickly coaxed her and said that he would show her when the two of them got married. Now he would hide it in the safe.
Li Man was coaxed by him in an instant, and the two of them went home with a laugh and quarreled.
The aunt from the Civil Affairs Bureau looked at the happy look of the two of them and couldn't speak.
Li Man and Lin Ming are busy choosing wedding dresses, booking hotels, booking honeymoon spots, and handwritten invitations every day, and are very busy.
The day came soon. She was putting on makeup in the hotel dressing room. Everything was ready, just waiting for the time to come.
She looked through the window at the guests in the courtyard. Not many of them were still wearing suits, and they looked very formal.
Li Man laughed, his friends are still very happy, they attach as much importance to him, and yesterday he also chose another dress for the day, which is so cute.
I just don’t know if Gu Fanghan will come to make trouble, and Li Man felt a little uneasy.
But judging from the situation in the past few months, it may not be here, after all, she is nothing in his heart.
Lin Ming came in again, and looked at her wearing a wedding dress and praised her for her beauty, and even hugged her waist and kissed her.
There are quite a lot of people in the dressing room, and she pushed him away a little embarrassedly.
There was a complimentary voice next to me saying that Mr. Gu and his wife are so loving
Li Man was a little puzzled, and followed the sound and saw her lowering her head in panic.
She turned her head to look at Lin Ming, with a vicious expression on his face that she had never seen before.
Lin Ming saw Li Man turning his head and quickly changed his smile, "My clothes are wrinkled. Did you bring the white suit jacket yesterday?"
Li Man nodded, found the coat and handed it to him.
Li Man saw him standing in front of the mirror and replaced with
She looked at Lin Ming in the mirror and was stunned. Lin Ming's face turned into Gu Fanghan
Then from Gu Fanghan to Lin Ming, she looked at the person in the mirror dullly, and finally this face turned into Gu Fanghan's face.
14 Save me
She only saw Gu Fanghan wearing this outfit she had chosen for Lin Ming for several days, and asked her gently, "How is it, is it okay?"
Li Man was frightened and took a few steps back, his mind was blank, and his feet were limp on the ground
She looked at Lin Ming's back and muttered to herself, "How could it be, how could it be?"
Lin Ming turned around, his face full of worry, "What's wrong with Manman?"
She Looking at the face in front of me, it was Gu Fanghan who she loved deeply and hated
"Don't come over! Don't come over!"
Li Man looked at Lin Ming who was about to come over, hugged herself tightly, and shouted loudly, "Lin Ming! Lin Ming! Save me!"
She fainted excitedly. Before she fell into a coma, she felt that he hurried over and hugged her, and then shouted
"Manman!"
Am I crazy? How could this happen?
When I woke up again, I found myself lying in a single room in the hospital wearing a blue and white hospital gown.
The rooms are covered with white shaking, making people feel pain in their eyes, and the pungent smell of disinfectant water, which is as disgusting as if they are in a psychological treatment room.
Lin Ming fell asleep on his tummy, and was still wearing the clothes he changed into yesterday.
As soon as she moved, Lin Ming woke up
"Ah, Manman, are you awake?"
Lin Ming looked up and saw Gu Fanghan's face
Li Man was so scared that she wrapped herself in the quilt, cursing him and asking him to get out.
"Okay, I'll go, I'll go, don't hurt yourself."
He saw Li Man's condition and dared not get close to him anymore, but just asked the doctor while quitting.
Doctor came in quickly and pressed her to give her a tranquilizer
She felt tired instantly, her eyelids were heavy
She slowly closed her eyes, but before closing her eyes, she seemed to see Dr. Si, a very familiar feeling.
Gu Fanghan looked through the window at Li Man who had fallen asleep again, and asked the people beside him.
"When will she be well?"
The woman sneered, "Isn't this the result you want?"
This sentence seemed to anger the man, "Si Yu!"
"What? I was wrong?"
"How do you feel when playing a non-existent man beside her?"
The man stared at her fiercely, without saying anything.
The woman snorted, turned around and left in a pair of red high heels.
Gu Fanghan looked at Si Yu's back as he left, turned around and looked at Li Man on the hospital bed
What can he do? Shortly after Li Man mentioned breaking up and was rejected by him, he discovered Li Man's condition
At first, he thought it was Li Man in order to attract his attention, so he would play with her
Who knew that his condition was getting worse and worse, so he took him to a new villa. Lin Ming called him
It seemed that he was still in love with her for the years he had been wearing a mask, but he gave him a new name, Lin Ming.
He has checked this name many times, but he has found no one, no one.
Once he called her Ali
She looked so naughty that she said, "You all call me Manman."
She bought him clothes from college for those years, watched him put them on, and then praised him over and over again
He seemed to have returned to those years and couldn't help but sink into it.
As long as he or she is still there, what does it have to do with whose name it is? Anyway, it is just the person she imagines
But she is getting more and more serious, so serious that she has serious psychological problems.
can’t live without him for a while. He can be with her all the time, but he becomes more worried about her condition.
She is awake less and less, and it always takes a long time to call to come back to her senses. She is immersed in her own world, and that world is only herself, and she doesn't even want Lin Ming.
He contacted the doctor and the assistant recommended Si Yu to him, who was a psychologist who had just returned from studying abroad.
Ko Siyu was still her childhood friend, but she gradually had fewer contacts and weaker relationships.
He suspected that everything was too coincidental, but everything was reasonable and well-founded, and could only be attributed to his own suspicion.
Li Man was cured, but their relationship returned to the broken appearance before.
Li Man woke up, but he didn't want to see him. He always clamored to see Lin Ming, cursed him and asked him where he hid Lin Ming.
He could only stand and look at her quietly, wearing the clothes prepared by Li Man for him. It shouldn't be said that the clothes prepared by Li Man for Lin Ming.
She asked him why he was wearing Lin Ming's clothes and said he was disgusting
Gu Fanghan smiled bitterly. This was obviously bought by her for him.
Now it became disgusting
He called Si Yu to treat her, wanting her to believe that Lin Ming was made up by herself.
Si Yu asked him, Lin Ming is her hope in a desperate situation, do you really want to extinguish her?
Gu Fanghan smoked a cigarette, his fingertips became scarlet, and he nodded for a while.
Otherwise? Lin Ming was originally a non-existent person, where did he go to find someone who did not exist for her?
Did she let her fall into her own world for the rest of her life?
15 final chapter
Si Yu is here again, she sits by the bed and chats with her, talking about their childhood.
At first, Li Man just stared at the railing of the hospital bed in a daze, never responding, and later slowly moved to Si Yu's face.
Sometimes there will be a pale smile because of Si Yu's joke.
Li Man took a long time to accept that Lin Ming was the character she imagined
, but she did not accept that Lin Ming's image was based on Gu Fanghan.
People like Gu Fanghan are not worthy of having a slight relationship with Lin Ming.
Gu Fanghan hasn't been here for a long time. Sometimes he would look at her through the glass in the window for a while
She never responded, nor did she look at him. She always turned her back to him
until this time, she waved to Gu Fanghan outside the window.
Gu Fanghan staggered in with some excitement and rushed in, standing in front of her bed.
"Can you show me my marriage certificate?"
She looked at him with some expectations.
Li Man shattered Gu Fanghan's expectations as soon as he said, "Do you still don't believe it?"
She didn't say anything
Gu Fanghan sighed, "I'll send it to you now."
Li Man whispered,
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Li Man's hand trembled slightly, and it took him a long time to open it. It turned out that it was her and Gu Fanghan inside.
A tear fell from the corner of her eyes, slowly becoming more and more, and she burst into tears.
cried for a while before looking up at Gu Fanghan
"Let's get divorced"
"Okay"
Gu Fanghan agreed very simply, which Li Man didn't expect.
Soon, a pair of small red books became two pairs of small red books.
She took her own portion from Gu Fanghan.
"Gu Fanghan, I'm leaving"
Gu Fanghan stared at her, his voice suddenly became hoarse and his eyes turned red, "Where are you going?"
Li Man seemed to have put it down, "Whatever you want"
Then he joked with him, "Maybe we will go to Bali first, after all, our honeymoon is set there, I really want to go and see it"
"Can I go with you?"
Li Man awkward She laughed awkwardly, "Just, don't take it seriously."
Gu Fanghan lowered his head and pulled the corner of his stiff mouth, "When will we leave?"
She looked out the window. It was almost summer and there were cicadas outside. "It's only these two days."
"I'll give you it?"
Li Man shook his head, "No need"
The day when Li Man left, Gu Fanghan still went to the airport. He could always easily learn all her news.
Si Yu followed her and said that a foreign professor asked her to go back and talk about a special case.
Li Man glanced at Gu Fanghan from a distance and turned his head to prepare for ticket checking and boarding.
"Don't you say goodbye to him again?"
Li Man shook his head, "Why do you have to do this again? Just like that."
"You finally got your wish after so long." Si Yu sighed, his tone a little complicated.
"How did you deceive him?"
"I can never deceive him"
"I will ask you to prescribe some medicine for me when I go back."
After that, the two of them have no contact with each other
Gu Fanghan died alone.
Liman also only has one marriage certificate and one divorce certificate.
[End] Text/Acheng
[I am afraid that everyone will not understand, and some places are not seen, let’s analyze it again in a clear version of the outline~
Li Man thought he loved him, but in the end he found that it was all his conspiracy, his use of her identity and status, but he fell in love with him in the end, and seduced her to fall in love with him step by step, and even became his mistress. Li Man regretted it. She wanted to break up, but this man would never let her leave. Li Man made a game, and in the game she fell in love with another man, fell in love with him, got married, but she suffered from depression and fantasy, so the man in the game was still him. She has been with him for so many years, knowing how to make him soft-hearted and how to let him go. ]
