"You look so vicissitudes."
When he said this, Yu Tianyuan lifted the hair on my forehead with one hand, exposing my whole face to his eyes: "It makes people feel distressed."
I was surprised with his youthful and handsomeness. He has the fairness and thinness unique to southerners. Perhaps because of his frequent study, his temperament is elegant and his big eyes have a hint of shyness. He doesn't look like a man in his prime, but a girl who loves to blush.
This is our first meeting.
Although we are netizens, we are not netizens meeting each other. He invited me to come and was a business partner with him.
His home is in Guangxi, and I am in Hebei.
We have known each other for four years, and we have known each other on QQ.
At that time, I was alone in Guangdong. Maybe he searched for people nearby. An article about my QQ space attracted him, and he took the initiative to add me. After chatting for a few words, we were close to each other. In the same town, he ran a small factory and made luggage. He was considered a boss at the same time.
His home is in the countryside, his wife takes care of her parents and children in her hometown, and he works hard outside alone.
He is a few years younger than me and is in his good years.
"Sometimes, it is inevitable that you will be lonely at night," he said, "Do you feel lonely? Do you want to comfort each other's hearts wandering around?"
"I dare not," I said, "I'm not afraid of you eating me, but I'm limping one leg and seriously lacking self-confidence."
"Okay, I respect you," he sent a smiling expression: "You are the only one who lets me go" A woman who is impulsive to meet. "
"Yu Tianyuan," I typed a line of words: "I like your name, it's like the prodigal son in Gu Long 's pen."
put the suitcase, he went out to carry a bucket of water, his face turned red slightly, and he looked at me with a shy smile: Sorry, the house I rented does not have a bathroom, you can just scrub it in the bathroom.
He prepared bath towels for me shower gel slippers and so on: I have been in the car for so long, so I must be tired. You should wash and lie on the bed and rest. I am busy outside, so I won’t be with you for now.
I was really tired, so I scrubbed it up and slept in bed.
In my sleep, I felt a pair of hands floating on me. The dream is beautiful, the flowers bloom all over the world, and I am in it, full of fragrance.
When the tide comes ashore, I don’t want to open my eyes.
I like the feeling of nothingness in dreams, no pain, no harm, no calculation, no tears, only the lightness of the soul after the spirit is completely relaxed, wandering freely like the wind, with its original wildness, seeping into every pore in the body.
"Hey. What, you want to pass here? What should you do if you come? The child lives in his grandmother's place... Hey, don't come first, I share the rent with someone else, if you come, I have to rent a house first..." When Yu Tianyuan answered the phone, we were sitting on the beach by the sea. The tide surged with the sea breeze, gently caressing our barefoot. It's not yet summer, the temperature is just right, and the sun shines on the beach, making people feel tired.
Looking at Yu Tianyuan calmly without saying a word, I understood everything in my heart.
My name is Yanyan, I am 36 years old, divorced and single.
Yu Tianyuan is not, he has a wife. I know all of this. He told me that he had a happy family, a wife who loved him, and a pair of lovely children. He worked hard outside, and as a man, he hoped that his wife and children would live a more comfortable life.
I and I are just friends who can open up their hearts on the Internet. We have never thought of getting together and developing like this. We should be because of loneliness. In a specific environment, two people who do not hate each other, two normal people, and normal desires.
He walked over, took my hand, and looked at the sea and fell silent.
There are pairs of seagulls flying around lightly.
I leaned my head against his shoulder and stared at the tide.
Early the next morning, I got up and washed up, started to pack my clothes and put them all in my luggage.
Yu Tianyuan silently watched me pack up and hugged me from behind. I pried his hand away, turned around, and found that his eyes were red.
"Can you not leave, Yan Yan?" He took out a cigarette and lit it, took a sip, the cigarette butt lit up and became dark again.
"I'll go and rent a house for you, you introduce my friend to work in the factory." He exhaled a puff of cigarette, the smoke hovered in front of his face, he stared into my eyes and said with difficulty.
"I'd better go back," I smiled bitterly: "Women's intuition is very accurate. If you don't want to affect your family."
"I won't take away the money I invested in. If you have any difficulties, use it first, I don't worry about you."
"No, it's not a matter of money." He turned his head and looked out the window: "I really want you to stay, I want to see you every day."
"I don't know why I am like this!" He stood up and pressed the cigarette hard in the ashtray.
"Let me think about it." I was a little shaken. (Unfinished)
