The 30-year-old actor committed suicide in the house, and his diary wrote "I want to die": To live, learn to let yourself go

A few days ago, the famous Japanese actor Haruma Miura hanged himself at home. He was only 30 years old. After the news came out, it shocked the entire Japanese entertainment circle. Many fans and friends of

find it unacceptable.

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Haruma Miura was born in 1990 as a child star. When

was 16 years old, she got attention for her role in the TV series "14-year-old mother". At the age of 17, she became popular for starring in the movie "Love in the Sky" and won the Best New Actor Award for her outstanding acting skills.

, handsome in appearance and good acting skills, was once selected as the "favorite man" by Japanese women's fashion magazines, and he is the new generation of male gods of young Japanese.

In September, his new drama "The End of Money Is the Beginning of Love" was launched. Three days ago, he was dedicated and earnestly promoting the new drama on his social platform.

Last year, the talented Miura Haruma cross-border singer, the new single "nightdiver" scheduled to be released in August this year will be arranged in one hand.

Miura Haruma, who has both appearance and strength, is regrettable for his departure.

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On July 18, Haruma Miura, who had originally arranged a job, did not show up. The agent rushed to his residence and found that he had committed suicide. When the medical staff of

arrived, they found that he was still breathing weakly and gave emergency first aid, but he was unable to recover.

found the diary left by Haruma Miura on the spot, which read: "I want to die."

There are different opinions on the cause of his death. The relevant evidence of

suspected that he was subjected to cyber violence, which was unbearable and eventually ended his life.

's friends did not agree with this statement.

His friend said that Haruma Miura once said that he didn't want to be an actor anymore.

But real life pushed him forward, and his spirit was under great pressure.

Actually, Haruma Miura's suicide is traceable.

It is reported that two years ago, Haruma Miura began to feel significantly depressed, drunk and abandoned himself.

In an interview last year, he said, “I want to live better.”

He had this idea because he was influenced by the content of the book by the late actress Shu Xilin:

feels the pain of others, mostly It is necessary for others to put themselves in the position and get as close as possible to the other's position.

Haruma Miura said that he agrees with the content of the book, but he thinks it is difficult to do it.

He may have been under tremendous pressure at that time, and he wanted to find a way out of his mind in the book.

Haruma Miura once studied in the UK for a period of time, when one of his roommates from the mainland told him what Haruma Miura thinks of him.

"He is actually very unconfident," said the roommate. He said that Haruma Miura is low-key, humble and sincere, but lacks self-confidence.

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Haruma Miura is not an individual star who committed suicide due to stress.

A few years ago, actor Qiao Renliang was found committing suicide at home, only 28 years old.

Before he committed suicide, he also had some abnormal behaviors. When

was performing on stage, suddenly stopped singing and said some inexplicable things.

did not expect that Qiao Renliang had already suffered from severe depression, and was finally overwhelmed by the pressure of his soul and ended his life.

has a fragile heart under his bright smile.

South Korean actress Shirley was only 25 years old when she committed suicide.

She had a serious mental disorder during her lifetime.

often cries inexplicably during the live broadcast, then stares in a daze at the camera, and uploads some inappropriate photos.

When he committed suicide, people realized that she had been suffering from depression.

these people are under tremendous pressure in their hearts, so they choose to commit suicide in their prime years.

04.

Originally, someone could save him.

Miura Haruma was still busy at work on the day of his suicide. If

brokers and brokerage companies can give him more attention and let him take a holiday, perhaps tragedy can be avoided.

will swallow up people’s vitality a little bit by immense pressure. Once

falls into depression, it is difficult to extricate itself.

in the most helplessThey need the love of the outside world to help them.

The reality is that everyone is pushed by life like a machine, it is difficult to take into account each other's emotions.

05.

is the only one who can save himself.

Yu Minhong once said:

is born with suffering. If you find happiness and happiness from suffering, you are lucky.

was born as a human, no one is easy.

We live in this world, not only with so-called fame and fortune, but also with responsibilities on our shoulders.

To parents, to relatives and friends, to those who love you and those you love.

is alive, still a kind of responsibility.

can live tenaciously in this world, is to let go of one's stubbornness.

When encountering difficulties and unhappy things, don't take it to heart.

do what you want to do, do what you want to do.

No one in this world can force you to do things that you bore.

I want to release the pressure in my heart, don't think about escaping from the world.

can go away by himself, but what remains will be infinite suffering to relatives and friends. The world of

is very cute, but also very realistic.

The real world may make myself cry and painful, bruised all over.

Don't let your mind die, learn to reconcile with the world.

In life, learn to let yourself go.