Hello everyone, I am Tian Hao, and I am a teacher’s student. Today is the third day of National Day. Today I accompanied my family back to my hometown. Today I received an invitation from my teacher to write about my stuttering change story.
Time flies very quickly. In the blink of an eye, I have graduated from my teacher and changed my stuttering for more than 3 years. In the past, I always wanted to change my stuttering, and changing my stuttering was my biggest dream.
Now, I actually feel that speaking is a very relaxing thing. This is what I wanted to do in my dreams before, but I didn’t expect that I really realized my dream back then.
Although I corrected my stuttering, I can't forget the way I stuttered before, I can't forget the pain that stuttering brings me, and I can't forget the endless helplessness and humility that stuttering brings me.
As the teacher said: We will encounter a lot of suffering in our lives, and stuttering is only part of the suffering. If we change our stuttering in the future, don’t forget the process of struggle.
Yes, I can’t finish talking about the impact of stuttering on me even if I say three days and three nights. I believe that all friends who stuttering have the same feeling.
In the past, I was very envious of others' fluent speech, especially when I was telling something, I was very envious of them when I saw them talking fluently.
I am the type of person who says short words but it is not very stressful, and I can basically say it. However, once I am asked to tell a long story or state something, I will stutter while talking.
Also, I will stutter after talking for a long time. For example, if I ask me to say it for more than ten minutes or half an hour, I will feel very tired, my mouth is tired, and my heart is tired, so I don’t want to talk, and I will stutter.
I don’t remember when I stuttered, and I don’t seem to remember very much. What I said before stuttering was that I stuttered more seriously when I was in junior high school.
At that time, Chinese teachers always liked to let us stand up and memorize, and this was the one I feared the most. It’s not that I can’t memorize it, but that I’m easily nervous, especially when the teacher calls me the name.
So, whenever I take Chinese class, I feel very nervous, and I feel very panicked, and I really hope that this class will pass earlier and earlier.
I have been named by the teacher many times, and I have been criticized many times. Sometimes I think, if I don’t stutter, I just can say it out loud, and I won’t be so scared.
I know that many classmates know that I stutter, so I have no face to face them. I feel inferior, and at the same time, I hate myself very much. How simple is it to speak? Why do I always make it hard?
So, whenever I see other classmates endorse their letters fluently, answer questions fluently, and speak fluently, I envy them in my heart, but how much I hate myself!
Every time I speak and stutter, I will pinch myself secretly and endure the humiliation tears. When there is no one, I slap myself hard in the face!
At that time, I was too useless. At that time, I was very confused and inferior. I spent all day in fear, without any future or pursuit, and fear filled my heart.
Later, I went to high school, and there was not much difference between high school and junior high school. The only difference was that the study time was more urgent. During that time, I didn’t have much pressure. When it comes to studying, speaking was what I was most worried about.
Later, after going to college, I felt that I was stuttering more and more. I could stop talking without saying anything. If I had to speak, I would just say it simply.
Who doesn’t want to speak well, and who doesn’t want to spend it well in college? Who doesn’t want to present his good side?
But, it is really too difficult for me.
I even talk to my roommates and I am very nervous. They signed up for some clubs, but I didn't dare to report because I knew what my shortcomings were. I also want to show my good side, but when I think of myself talking and stuttering, I walked away silently.
Slowly, I realized that I can't keep going like this, I want to change myself. It's really too difficult. No matter how hard I try, I feel it is very difficult.
Read aloud, practicing tongue twisters, practicing breathing methods, etc., has no effect. I am still very nervous when it comes to speaking, but I still can’t speak words that are difficult to express.
Finally, I saw the article written by Teacher Li Hui, and I began to slowly find the direction. At first, I didn’t dare to consult the teacher because the teacher was very serious and I didn’t dare to consult.
It was three months later that I consulted the teacher. I still remember the seriousness of the teacher during the consultation. I didn’t dare to say too much, but I highly agree with the teacher’s analysis and correction methods and concepts of stuttering.
The teacher is very responsible and takes me one-on-one training every day. Training is boring. The teacher told me many times during consultation, but I realized it was really boring.
When I didn’t do well enough, the teacher gave me encouragement, affirmation and company. Without the company of my teacher, I would not have changed my stuttering.
So, now I look back at my past self and now, I am really lucky to meet a teacher. If there were no teacher, I would probably be worse than myself now.
People around me say that I have changed a lot in recent years. I feel that my biggest change starts with my stuttering. Teacher, thank you. After meeting you, I realized that I can really realize my dream.
worked hard to move yourself, but the result was left to God's will.
If, you have a stuttering; if, stuttering has an impact on you; if, you want to change your stuttering and have been prepared for your efforts, you can talk to me at any time.
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