"Roar."
In a farmhouse in Sichuan, the roar of bears resounded.
In the courtyard, a big bear kept roaring. A woman was sitting not far away. She looked at the black bear that was constantly approaching, her face pale.
"Silly, don't hurt your mother, so that dad will be happy."
Just as the big bear stretched out his bear's paw and slapped at the woman, a little boy stood among the man and the bear.
The little boy looked like he was only six or seven years old. His name was Lele. Big Bear was his "pet" and his good friend, and the woman was his mother.
What is the relationship between two people and one bear? How could Lele raise a big bear as a pet? Why did Big Bear attack his mother?
2003, Lele was only five years old, which was his darkest year.
Before this, Lele also had a happy and fulfilling family, but an accident left the family broken and walked into the abyss.
This year, Lele's mother was diagnosed with cancer. In order to spend money to treat the disease, she spent all her family's savings and even borrowed a lot of foreign debts.
In the twelfth lunar month, Lele's mother left Lele and her father Jiang Wei and left, and went to another world.
On the night of New Year’s Eve, every household in the village was decorated with lights and the whole family sat together watching the Spring Festival Gala, eating melon seeds, and having a happy scene.
In Lele's home, the door was closed with no light, and it was a bit terrible quiet.
"Dad, can we turn on the lights? I'm afraid..."
Lele, who was curled up in his father's arms, asked softly in his room with the curtains.
"Lele is not afraid, I'm going to bed, my dad will always protect you." Jiang Wei's choked voice rang in the room.
"Oh..." Lele responded obediently, and after a moment, he couldn't help saying, "Dad, I want my mother to hug her to sleep."
"Be obedient, go to bed soon, and your mother will come back when you wake up." Jiang Wei tried his best to make his tone calm.
"Dad lied to people...every time I say this, I want my mother now." Five-year-old Lele didn't know that her mother had passed away. He began to struggle in his father's arms, his voice crying.
"Stop making trouble, go to bed quickly, Dad promised not to lie to you this time."
"No, I won't sleep, I want my mother to hold me to sleep."
"Let you stop making trouble, don't you hear..."
roar sounded in the dark, followed by two crisp sounds.
Feeling the pain from his butt, Lele cried and struggled even harder.
"Is it still a fuss?"
had a few crisp sounds again.
The scorching pain came from her butt that Lele dared not move around, so she could only pursed her lips and sobbed quietly.
He didn't understand why his mother hasn't come back after so long. Did she abandon herself?
Feeling his son trembling slightly in his arms, Jiang Wei felt very uncomfortable, "Lele, I'm sorry, did you hurt you?"
Perhaps feeling the sadness of his father, Lele shook his head, and then plucked up the courage and said, "Dad, do you want us anymore?"
was stunned for a moment, and Jiang Wei gently patted his son's back, "Mom loves Lele and Dad the most, why don't you want us? Mom just went to a far place..."
While the father and son were talking, a knock on the door sounded outside the door, and Jiang Wei hugged Lele and opened the door.
"Xiaowei, are you at home? Xiaochao is back and said he wants to find you some wine."
The person knocked on the door was Aunt Liu, the neighbor of Aunt Liu, who was his son and Jiang Weiguang's childhood friend.
"Auntie Liu, I won't go anymore. Lele is a little sleepy. I have to coax him to sleep." Jiang Wei rejected Auntie Liu with a reluctant smile.
"Lele, it's only a few o'clock, so I'm sleepy!"
Aunt Liu took Lele from Jiang Wei's arms and wiped his tears inadvertently, "Is it good to go to grandma's house to play?"
Lele looked at Jiang Wei, as if asking for his opinion.
Jiang Wei saw this and said, "Miss Liu, why don't you go over Qi Qi, I won't go over. There is something going on at home..."
"How can you, your child, tell me what can you do during the New Year?"Auntie Liu pulled Jiang Wei out without saying anything.
Just like that, Jiang Wei was dragged to Auntie Liu's house.
came to Auntie Liu's yard. Jiang Wei felt very uncomfortable when he listened to the laughter and joy coming from the house.
Auntie Liu noticed the change in Jiang Wei's mood and shouted directly into the house: "Cho-zi, why don't you come out? What about death inside? "
After the words fell, a man of the same age as Jiang Wei ran out, and at the same time, Aunt Liu's boss, Mr. Chen.
Uncle Chen came over quickly and took Lele from his wife, "Lele is here, let grandpa hug him. "
Li Gang also came to Jiang Wei, "I haven't seen the airs getting bigger and bigger for a while. Come to my house to invite you..."
Jiang Wei smiled and didn't say anything.
In the past, he would definitely say that he would not leave tonight.
But now, is this still appropriate?
Is his home still a home?
In the house, the lights were brightly lit, and there were laughing at the dining table, and Lele was also happy. Jiang Wei didn't say a word, drinking one cup after another.
Aunt Liu thought To stop it, his son Chen Chao stopped him with his eyes. After
After that, Chen Chao also filled himself with wine. He didn't say anything, but he just started drinking with Jiang Wei.
An hour passed, and only the sound of Jiang Wei and Chen Chao colliding with wine glasses were left on the dining table.
The two didn't say a word, but it seemed that they said everything.
At the same time, the sound of firecrackers resounded, and the new year was coming.
Chen Chao drank with Jiang Wei again and said, "Let's go out to set off firecrackers?" It’s a new year, let the past pass. "
" Yes, it's time to pass. "
Jiang Wei glanced at his son, drank the glass of wine, stood up and said, "Lele, we are going out to set off firecrackers. "
The deceased has passed away, but life has to continue.
7th day of the first lunar month , all walks of life have gradually begun to resume work, and Jiang Wei also found a job. Last year, he lost his job because of his wife's affairs.
Now there are a lot of foreign debts in the family to pay, and Lele is also at the age of school. It is time to spend money, so Jiang Wei must keep his feet on it.
Through a friend's introduction, Jiang Wei found a job close to home, and his income is barely enough to maintain his family income.
There is nothing we can do, after all, Lele can only go to school in September, and Jiang is worried that Lele is at home alone.
Even so, every time he goes to work, Jiang Wei will ask Aunt Liu to help take care of him.
Who knows Liu The aunt took Lele directly to her home, which made Jiang Wei very embarrassed.
time came September, and Lele became a first-grade primary school student. Jiang Wei was even more tired because he had to pick up his children to and from school every day.
Unconsciously, another half a year passed. On the twelfth lunar month, Jiang Wei was planning to take Lele to buy some New Year's goods, but he welcomed the "guests" before he left.
These People come to ask for the debt. Although they have been working for nearly a year, Jiang Wei does not have much savings. After each salary, he only leaves a part of his daily expenses, and all the others are used to pay back.
owes debts and repays the money. Jiang Wei gave the only six hundred yuan he has.
"Why 600, I borrowed you 3,000! "
" I only have that much now, so I still have to pay for New Year's goods. "Jiang Wei felt a little embarrassed, "You can take it first, I'm thinking of a solution these days. "
"Hey, okay, try to be as fast as possible. I am mainly anxious to use money now, otherwise I wouldn't have asked you for this..." The debtor obviously knows Jiang Wei's situation, but he has no choice.
"Dad, then are we going to buy New Year's goods today? "At this time, Lele could already observe his words and expressions.
Looking at his son's eyes, Jiang Wei hesitated for a long time, took out his cell phone and called Chen Chao.
The phone just answered, and Chen Chao said he would reply after a while on the grounds of busy work, and then hung up.
At four or five o'clock in the afternoon, Jiang Wei still didn't wait for Chen Chao's call. Maybe the other party had forgotten, but he didn't have the courage to call.
At this time, Lele asked again: "Dad, are we still going to buy things?"
Just as Jiang Wei was about to refuse, Chen Chao's voice sounded outside, "Brother Jiang, come out to help with things."
After coming out of the house, Jiang Wei saw Chen Chao coming with a lot of New Year's goods.
After delivering the New Year’s goods, Chen Chao left directly because he had something to do.
In the New Year’s goods, Jiang Wei found an envelope containing a stack of cash.
It turned out that Aunt Liu saw all the situation in the morning and immediately told her son.
The two grew up naked ass. When Jiang Wei called, Chen Chao knew what was going on. He knew that his good brother was thin-skinned, so he chose this method.
In a blink of an eye, it was New Year's Eve again. Jiang Wei brought Lele to Chen Chao's house again, and neither party mentioned any money. During
, Chen Chao wanted Jiang Wei to go out with him to go out for a walk. Jiang Wei did take some action, but he was worried about Lele.
Perhaps seeing through Jiang Wei’s thoughts, Chen Chao proposed to ask Jiang Wei to marry another wife at that time.
In fact, Jiang Wei had this idea. A divorced woman fell in love with him. After a year of contact, he also felt that the other party was good.
The only thing he is worried about is that Lele disagrees. In the days after
, Jiang Wei would take the woman named Xiaoying home from time to time. What surprised him was that Lele and Xiaoying got along very well, and the three of them were like a family.
Not long after, the two were together smoothly.
After more than a month, Jiang Wei followed Chen Chao far away and handed Lele to Xiaoying.
But Jiang Wei didn't expect that he had just left, and Xiaoying, who was previously gentle, was abnormal and often beat and scolded Lele.
Lele was seven years old at this time, and he was at his naughty age.
Every time Lele does something that Xiaoying doesn't like or likes, she will punch and kick Lele.
But in front of outsiders, Xiaoying is another face to Lele. She is so sad that she is not good at kissing her, and she has received praise and recognition from everyone.
But as long as there is no one, Xiaoying will put away the disguised kindness.
Even every time Jiang Wei calls home, Xiaoying will force Lele to say good things about her.
Xiaoying hides all these evil deeds very well, and she has portrayed herself as a good wife and mother outside.
One afternoon, Lele just entered the house after school, when Xiaoying pulled him over and beat him up. When his hand hurt, he took the broom and sucked it.
Lele hugged in the corner and kept begging for mercy, not even dared to cry loudly, as it would be even more beaten.
This also leads to Yu Lele becoming introverted. Sometimes, as long as he sees Xiaoying unhappy, his body will shiver unconsciously.
Later, Xiaoying became obsessed with playing cards. In order to prevent her good wife and mother from falling apart, she went to very far places and said with a high sound to help Jiang Wei share the pressure of life.
Little did you know that Xiaoying Bar Jiang Wei used all the money he played every month to play cards, and he ignored Lele.
But this also made Lele's life feel better, but Xiaoying would go out every time she lost playing cards.
As long as he is beaten, Lele will crouch in the corner and endure silently. He is already used to it.
Later, Xiaoying became more and more addicted to playing cards. She went out early and came back late every day, and handed over all the cooking and housework to Lele.
After Xiaoying comes back from playing cards every day, as long as Lele’s meal is not done well or the housework is not done well, it will be his doomsday.
On a day weekend, Lele prepared the meal early and planned to go out for a while.
came to the nearby mountains alone. Lele saw a beautiful flower. He squatted down and held it up with his little hand, "Little Flower, do you know what heaven looks like? Do you know how to go? I miss my mother so much, I want to go find my mother... But I don't want to leave my father behind, what should I do?"
Lele already understood that her mother would not come back at this time.
"Xiaohua, I'm so happy to chat with you today, but I'm going home. When Aunt Xiaoying comes home, I'm going to get angry again when she sees me not at home.”
After expressing his thoughts with Xiaohua, Lele planned to return home.
On the way down the mountain, Lele heard the whine of a small animal from a tree stump. He walked over and found that it was a 'puppy'.
"How could you appear here. "Lele picked up the 'puppy', "You are so cute, like a giant panda. "
The 'puppy' in front of me has black hair all over, but her face is indeed white and there is a circle of black hair around her eyes.
"Are you lost with your mother? "Lele, who did not find a big dog around, took the puppy back home.
tiptoed back home. Lele felt relieved after finding Xiaoying had not come back. After he placed the "puppy" and hurried to the kitchen to warm up the meal.
Heat the meal five or six times in a row, Xiaoying came back after playing cards.
"Is the meal ready? I'll starve to death. "This is the first sentence when Xiaoying entered the door.
Lele nodded and ran to the kitchen to bring the food out. He looked at Xiaoying's smiling expression and breathed a sigh of relief. He knew that he would not be beaten today.
At night, after Xiaoying fell asleep, Lele "stole" the steamed buns from the kitchen for the puppy to eat, but the puppy just smelled it and didn't eat it.
"Do you want to drink milk?" "Looking at the humming puppy, Lele thought and frowned and said, "But milk is in Aunt Xiaoying's room. Why don't you bear it? I'll give you some drinks tomorrow?" "
There is milk at home, but Cola Le has never drunk it.
The puppy still barks.
"Do you miss your mother? Actually, I thought about it too, but..." Lele held the puppy in his arms, "Can we be friends?" Well...How about calling you Benbian? "
Since then, Benben has lived in Lele's house.
Since he got Benben, Lele has become much cheerful than before. Benben has grown up day by day under Lele's care.
Time passes, and winter is coming.
In the middle of the twelfth lunar month, Jiang Wei is back. He hasn't seen his son for a year and is so tired of kissing Lele, "Lele, do you miss your father? "
Lele nodded obediently.
" Are you listening to 'mom' at home? "Lele looked at Xiaoying and nodded again.
" Do you have anything you want to eat? Dad will take you to buy it. "
Lele shook his head.
"Why is the bigger you get more shy? Didn't you like talking before? "
Jiang Wei touched Lele's head, and he did not realize that his son was abnormal.
Lele didn't say anything, but just hugged Jiang Wei tightly, as if this would make him feel safe. After
, Jiang Wei looked at Xiaoying, "Thank you for your hard work this year. "
" is not hard, it should be. "Xiaoying looked like she disliked her good mother.
The 16th day of the first lunar month , it was the day when Jiang Wei left.
"Lele is obedient, dad is going out to work. "Looking at the unhappy Lele, Jiang Wei was reluctant to leave, but there was no way.
" Lele is obedient, say goodbye to dad. "Xiaoying pulled Lele over.
faced the pull, Lele did not dare to resist, but just looked at Jiang Wei reluctantly.
The moment Jiang Wei turned around, Lele finally plucked up the courage and said, "Dad, can you take me with you? "
" Lele is obedient. "Jiang Wei squatted down and said softly, "When my father is stable there, will I pick you up? "
Lele lowered his head, he had forgotten how to resist!
As Jiang Wei left, Lele returned to the dark days in the past.
Time passed day by day, and in this environment, Qi Qi's personality became more and more withdrawn. His only companion was Xiaoqi.
Another 2 years have passed, Benben grew up. It turned out that it was not a dog, but a forest beast glasses bear .
But Benben was very gentle in front of Lele, without the appearance of a beast that should be.
One day, when Lele entered the house after school, Xiaoying was dragged into the house because she lost playing cards.
Not long after, Lele's body showed blood marks, but Lele just shrank in the corner and endured silently.
"Ao..."
Just as Xiaoying swung Lele with a broom again, a shocking roar sounded at the door. It was Benben who came down from the mountain to find Lele to play, and happened to see this scene.
Xiaoying was frightened and ran away in the yard with a shout of "Help", but Benben roared and chased after him.
Just as Benben was about to slap Xiaoying with his bear's paw, Lele came out and shouted, "Benben, you can't do this. Dad will be sad when he knows. I have no mother anymore, I don't want to be here..."
Benben yelled at Xiaoying, but the raised bear's paw did not fall, as if warning the other party.
At this time, Aunt Liu and Mr. Chen rushed over when they heard the bear call.
Xiaoying's abuse of Lele was exposed. Jiang Wei, who learned the news, rushed back immediately. After learning about Lele's experience in the past two years, he cried in tears.
Jiang Wei wished he could kill Xiaoying, but he didn't. He could no longer let Lele lose his father.
Amid Xiaoying's crying with the rain, Jiang Wei called the police mercilessly. In the days after
, Jiang Wei was not out, and he planned to wait until Lele goes to high school before talking.
At the same time, he did not plan to re-rele because in this life, Lele only has one mother and he only has one wife.
One evening, Lele broke up with his friend with his schoolbag on his back and said goodbye, ran home to prepare supper, and sat in the courtyard waiting for his father to get off work.
Under the sunset, in the farmyard, the father and son were having supper. Beside them, there was a "big black dog" with dark circles, staring at the food on the dining table with their eyes wide open.
In the human world, whether it is a person or a matter, it is really difficult to define good or bad.
Whether it is a human or an animal, since everyone lives in a global village together, it is a kind of fate, and everyone should live in harmony.
You have the right not to be a good person, but you must not be a bad person.
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