More and more contemporary women regard "the wise man will not fall in love" as their motto.
She went the other way and was having a passionate love affair.
She said: Take care of your boyfriend as much as you care for public property.
also published a long article with a very unusual title at first glance:
"I fell in love with Yang Qice, and he felt that he was piao"
happened to be her birthday. Today was her birthday. A few hours ago, she warmly celebrated her 46 years old on Weibo .
She claimed several shocking identity tags: ninth-rate poet, super female gangster, and the best mistress.
In addition to her, I couldn't imagine that there is a woman more interesting than her in China: Yu Xiuhua .
In 1976, Yu Xiuhua was born in Hengdian Village, Hubei Province, a remote and backward small mountain village.
is diagnosed with cerebral palsy due to relapse of birth and brain deficiency. Yu Xiuhua was diagnosed with cerebral palsy , resulting in incongruity of limbs and speech impaired.
In rural areas with extremely backward economy, all scientific reasons are not enough to relieve the fear of people with disabilities in the family.
The parents of the more than one family invited a famous local "witch doctor" to check why they got this disease for their daughter.
The man said: Because your daughter committed too many sins in her previous life, she did not do good deeds.
A sentence of the strange power and chaos took root and sprouted at Yu Xiuhua's young age.
"I am disabled because I am guilty", ruthlessly whipping a sensitive and fragile heart.
She wrote in her work "Suspicious Identity":
I am my sinner, let me escape
I am my judge, sentence me to ban myself from my spirit
She was the one who let me go, and she was the one who judged myself, and wrote out the repeated pulling of emotions in just a few sentences.
Physical disability and spiritual depression force her to regard writing poetry as a crutch of life, supporting her to find a chance to breathe in the shaking world.
Due to cerebral palsy, she could only use one finger of her left hand to type poems on the computer word by word.
Hengdian Village The sound of golden wheat fields rubbing, she said, "It is all things in the world that are in love."
She uses the difference between rice and tares , just to "tell you a tare in a worrying spring."
grabs all things in nature, and uses the white snow, wheat fields all over the field, roadside poplar …
lets your thoughts travel through the vast stars, breaking the unwillingness to fate in the middle of the night, and rubbing it into the poem.
She said: I have a huge spring breeze for the rest of my life, but it cannot blow it.
There is her cry, her madness, her anxiety, her decadence...
She said: Even if I am polluted by this society, there is no clean place, and when I return to the poetry, I am clean again. Poetry has been cleaning me and compassionately.
In October 2014, Yu Xiuhua became popular on the Internet for the song " Traveling through most of China to sleep with you ". She has been writing it for 16 years.
"In fact, sleeping with you is similar to being sleeping with you
is nothing more than the force of two sentences of physical collision
is nothing more than the flower that is urged to bloom..."
This poem is like throwing a deep water bomb in the poetry world, blowing up the boiling public opinion on the whole network.
Naked and straightforward lust, disabled people, rural women, each tag willfully challenge people's sensitive nerves.
After eight years, I read this poem that is popular on the Internet. The crow is still deeply shocked by her bold words and her warm and sincere feelings.
You should know that in a cultural atmosphere that is ashamed to talk about sex, very few people dare to express their desires as boldly as Yu Xiuhua.
" Poetry Magazine " editor Liu Nian commented on Yu Xiuhua's poem, "Put it in the poems of Chinese female poets, it is as eye-catching as putting murderers among a group of ladies - others are dressed neatly, coated with powder, sprayed with perfume, and black and white, and can't smell any sweat, but she is only smoky and fire. , mud and sand were all over, and there was still obvious blood stain between words. "
Yu Xiuhua, who has a very high self-esteem, immediately dropped out of school and went home, burned the textbooks, and completely cut off the idea of taking the college entrance examination.
Shortly after dropping out of school in the second year of high school, my mother organized a marriage for her.
Yin Shiping is more than teenager than Yu Xiuhua, and is healthy and can join Yu's family.
In the eyes of parents, it is thankful that their daughter is a disabled person and can marry a normal person.
When she got married, Yu Xiuhua was 19 years old. She married a man she had never met before and was sent to the bridal chamber in a daze.
No one told her that getting married means having to share the same bed with the other person and doing that.
What really made Yu Xiuhua completely give up on her husband was Yin's violent temper after being drunk and her despise.
Yu Xiuhua is unsteady and walks on the bumpy ridges of the fields, which is very easy to fall.
"He never came to help me, but he laughed at me after he got home."
I was not considerate in life. After getting drunk, Yu Xiuhua made tea and washed his feet. Little by little, life conflicts accumulated into resentment and accusations.
One year, Yin Shiping went out to work, and his boss owed 800 yuan in salary. In order to get his hard-earned money, he told Yu Xiuhua:
As soon as the boss's car came out, you went up and stopped him. You are a disabled person and he dared not hit you.
Yu Xiuhua asked, what should I do if I really bump into it? Yin Shiping did not answer.
From then on, Yu Xiuhua completely lost confidence in her husband, "In his eyes, I am not as valuable as a pig."
When his son was two years old, the two quarreled and divorced. On the way to the Civil Affairs Bureau, Yin Shiping regretted it halfway.
Later, my mother strongly opposed it and she had no savings, so Yu Xiuhua had to give up.
In 1998, Yu Xiuhua picked up his pen for the first time to write down the depression in his heart. "The Mark":
The poem describes myself crawling in the mud and water. Now I think about it, I almost predicted the fate of my life...
The despair conveyed through words has not been reduced by the abundance of words.
Later, she wrote:
There was overwhelming sorrow at that time. In my 19-year-old marriage, my body did not have a perfect place. I don’t know that what extends is today’s loneliness..."
Documentary "The Strolling World" records the entire process of Yu Xiuhua and Yin Shiping’s divorce. There is a scene in the video where the crow still remembers it after many years.
Yu Xiuhua rushed into Yin Shiping's room and pointed at him and cursed: Why don't you divorce? I just want to divorce you, I'm famous to divorce you, what's wrong with me?
Yin Shiping was lying on the bed, his voice relaxed and indifferent: It's my bird's business? The more famous you are now, the less I don't divorce.
Yu Xiuhua was so excited that she trembled all over and her chest was undulating. She seemed to have used all her life to shout, while the opposite side was calm and gentle, looking like a rogue who did you do anything to me.
She was defeated again, furiously, kicked the door hard, and ran staggeringly to the main trunk leading to the entrance of the village, as if she would never get to the end.
That was in 2015. The second year after he became famous in writing poetry, Yu Xiuhua received the first manuscript fee for publishing the poetry collection.
"You will come back 150,000 this month, and 100,000 next month."
This domineering quote of "happy husband" once again ignited the Internet during the release of the documentary.
But what is not recorded in the video is the scene where Yin Shiping asked for 1 million.
didn't know that Yu Xiuhua had almost given all his savings after becoming famous, just to change the divorce certificate .
The parents at home strongly opposed it, and the court staff did not recognize her divorce.
The first time I stepped into the People's Court to sue for divorce, Yu Xiuhua got this answer:
What kind of divorce is it? Prosecution requires money. It’s better to use the money to buy clothes.
On the day after getting the divorce certificate, Yu Xiuhua showed off his divorce certificate to the camera.
Yin Shiping got 150,000 yuan and couldn't stop smiling.
This is a joyful divorce...
They even had a breakup meal happily...
Don't get me wrong, Yu Xiuhua is not a beautiful and elegant literati in the study.
She sorts her identity very calmly and clearly understands: I have cerebral palsy and a peasant woman who makes trouble and scolds the streets. Compared to poets, I can accept this identity more.
A table and a chair, a dilapidated laptop, placed at the gate, looking from afar are sporadic trees and patches of farmland in the distance...
Free-range chickens at home are chasing next to them, and they are quarreling back and forth.
When Yu Xiuhua tried hard to type on the keyboard, the small table was unevenly under pressure and was shaking violently.
She is a real farmer woman, picking cotton , picking corn, mowing grass and raising rabbits... The soil comes and goes to the water, and there are often clumps of soil hanging on her pants.
The only difference is from other peasant women. In her spare time, she likes to sit in the weeds that are not over her body, look at them motionlessly, letting her thoughts drift away, and then turn it into a poem in her pen.
The original vulgarity in the countryside, she has it.
posted a selfie on Weibo, and the person who asked about the trouble was commented: the ugliest female poet.
Yu Xiuhua, who is well versed in the country, retorted every word and made people happy.
There are some people who claim to be superior and look at people with a squinted look.
She commented: Hey, these people who have been born for decades and have a bad birth position!
laughed and scolded, loudly criticized bad comments, so unhappy!
She cursed people out of the circle, and was the "keyboard warrior crusher" in the eyes of netizens. She swears and swear words and rushes around, like the rough and salty smell of the soil.
After becoming famous, she has calmness towards fame and popularity.
For example, at a conference called "Yu Xiuhua Poetry Seminar", experts and scholars came up with the spirit of answering the college entrance examination reading and interpreting Yu Xiuhua's poems.
After listening to it, Yu Xiuhua said to the microphone with great effort: Is this seminar worth holding?
The experts and scholars present were all sweating profusely.
For example, when she first became famous, she was surrounded by reporters who wanted to take photos one after another.
She said to the reporters who picked up the camera: Take a photo, take a photo, take a photo of me, the old witch, can avoid evil. The program on
never shy away from controversy and responds to all harsh controversies openly.
Someone called her a "slut" poem, and she replied generously: What if it's his, I think I'm a slut, what are you doing?
"My false name has abandoned me. I can't fall in love with it, and it does not accept me. The world is lonely, and it is even more profound."
In March this year, Yu Xiuhua officially responded to his new relationship on a social platform.
Some people call her ugly people making trouble, and some people question the man who takes advantage of the popularity and takes the opportunity to hype it up.
She was depressed for a long time and finally reached a settlement with herself: Later I thought, X, this is someone else's business, it has nothing to do with me, this is his business, he wants me to let him go and hype, I will serve the people.
Her articles and interviews are as "unreasonable" as ever, and they enjoy teasing their boyfriends and are grateful for their kindness in sleeping with her.
Now Yu Xiuhua no longer needs to wear a flower skirt and put on her pants, and she goes to the floor to work with her legs.
She now has more than 100 skirts, and she can turn the skirt around freely, like a 19-year-old girl with teeth and claws on her face.
She once said to reporters in extreme despair: I am almost 40 years old and I am old, so I don’t expect love anymore. Now I am waiting to hold my grandson.
The tree covered with scars stubbornly slashed branches and sprouted new buds 8 years later. The crow admired her full vitality.
A few years ago, the Crow participated in Yu Xiuhua's signing party.
queuing and signing session, I handed over her first collection of poems, " Moonlight Falls on the Left Hand ".
She supported her head on the table and tilted her head, shakingly signing the word "Xiuhua", which took her more than ten seconds.
After signing the signature, she looked up and smiled at me, and muttered a few words. It was too noisy around me, and I didn't hear clearly that it was probably thank you or something.
So many years have passed, and the details I smiled at her are deeply impressed.
is that kind of distorted and unbeautiful, but it makes me feel a sincere smile.
In the short contact, the energy accumulated in her body in the woman in front of her is endless.
She can answer all kinds of tricky questions, and she doesn't mind making fun of herself with her appearance and age.
Yu Xiuhua has always been unwilling to experience the taste of love.
Now she saw that she did not succumb to fate's mocking arrangements and got what she wanted.
is really good.
Reference:
Documentary: The shaky world
People's Daily: Characters: Poetry, Poetry, Yu Xiuhua
China News Weekly: Yu Xiuhua——Transition from a woman to a poem China News Weekly: Yu Xiuhua——Transition from a woman to a poem html l4
Nanfeng Window: Yu Xiuhua, just be that dilapidated flower
Daily characters: poet Yu Xiuhua, finally, divorced
character: spring, poet Yu Xiuhua has fun and happiness
Wuhan Evening News: After the poet Yu Xiuhua became famous, the rice at home was eaten up by reporters
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