
orange
written to my autistic children one by one
children, you sit there
body leaning forward
A quiet day, like water static
Thinking
is divided into small houses
full, summer heart
like soft oranges
softest moment
Return at night, the small house blooms
"Dad is back, dad's car"
Door of love
Light open
Heart tide
tide
Heart tide
l1 "You are me, we reflect in the mirror together
We will spend our long life together"
Simple, simple life
You apply
Hieroglyphs on white paper
Like cloned in another space
Mysterious white paper emitting
The fragrance of previous years
Simple like a
Occasional orange
Secret rise
Poetry is life, welcome to the "Caotang Reading Poetry" jointly launched by Cover News, Chengdu Radio and Television Station and "Caotang" Poetry magazine . I am the reading poet Juanzi. What you just heard is Zi Feihua's poem "Orange". Zi Feihua is the president of the Benliu Shiyiyue Poetry Society, a member of the Henan Writers Association , and has published the poetry collection "The Walking Fish".
Today we will learn about the story behind the poem "Orange" by Zifeihua:
Orange knows the answer
When I was in college, I developed a very obsessed love for poetry. Later, due to life, it was interrupted for nearly 30 years. Now I have re-ready writing. As a "returner" in poetry writing, in addition to my busy work, I have reconstructed a spiritual world in poetry.
Among the many works, many readers have recognized and resonated with each other. The most widely spread is "Orange", which is a poem written for his son. My son is an autistic child. It is also based on this. As early as 2010, he founded the autistic children's charity school - Child Inn Home, with the goal of creating a "sanctuary" for these children from the stars. In this era of material desires, the childlike home has always been a guardian of its original intention and adhered to the direction of "public welfare" and the nature of "non-profit" unshakable! This is a persistence, a feeling, and a purity. Just like my poetry, it also uses the purity of literature to fight against the materialized world. In fact, poetry is life, and life is poetry.

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The poem "Orange" is inspired by my daily relationship with my son. "The softest moment / When the night comes back, the small house is in full bloom / 'Dad is back, Dad's car'", every time he comes home, he always comes as promised, gently opening the door and saying, "Dad is back, Dad's car," this sentence in the poem is the original words of his son. It seems to be a call to awaken the softest part of my heart. ""You are me, we are reflected in the mirror together, we will spend our long life together." We live in the same world, he is the most difficult thing for me to give up. I am one with him, and my joy, anger, sorrow and happiness touch my heart. His life is very simple, "simple like an accidental orange". He draws, sings, and skateboards every day, and he seems to be in his own space.
This is the simplest and most difficult poem I have ever written, and it is completed in just twenty minutes. It contains love, softness and the sweetness (or bitterness) of life, and sheds tears while writing, but after the end, there is a kind of thing that I have ever written. Indescribable pleasure.
In fact, many of my works are derived from every bit of life, magnifying every detail to the ultimate end of mankind - eternity. I want to integrate "Zen" into poetry. I pay more attention to the essence of life and the topic of "eternity". On the way to reach the fate of mankind, images are just a carrier, ordinary affairs, the sky, the earth, rivers, mountains, flowers and moonlight, the crowd and all things, and I can pick it up. I will not write poems of despair, because I saw that end, so I am sad but not despair. My works all reach the essence of things in the simplest words.The poem "Orange" does not contain complicated words, and it can even be said to be the most straightforward words, but it writes the most complex plot in my heart. The poem that my friends around me recognize the most is because they will feel it after reading it. In fact, this is also my pursuit. I think poetry should have multiple directions. Different readers will have different feelings after reading it, but in the end they all point to the eternal loneliness of human beings. I hope my readers can resonate with my heart through my poems.
Poetry is life, "reading poetry in the cottage" has warmth and texture. I will share with you today with Zi Feihua's poem "Orange" and the story behind the poem. Thank you for your attention. See you next time.

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