15 years ago, "Legend of Sword and Fairy" became a hit all over the country and swept the ratings frenzy. Almost no one has not heard it, and after hearing it, they have mixed feelings and thoughts.

15 years ago, "Legend of Sword and Fairy" became a hit all over the country and swept the ratings frenzy.

I thought this would be the starting point of the fairy tale drama, but unexpectedly it became the end point.

Today, this fairy tale drama has long become a youth memory for countless people, and has become a film and television classic.

Whenever the music in this drama sounds, it will immediately take us back to that time and reflect on our thoughts.

One of the songs has an inexplicable sadness that penetrates time and soul. Almost no one has not heard of

. After listening to it, I have mixed feelings and thoughts.

is the classic "It's Always Quiet".

Asang, who sang this song, has been away from us for 11 years. Every time I hear this song, I will think of her.

Singer Ah Sang's life was ill-fated, short but full of brilliance.

, this "healing singer" who made countless people cry, do you still remember her?

01 Born to be sensitive and sad

Asang was born in Yunlin County, Taiwan in 1975. His original name was Huang Yanlin.

Asan's family is very poor and broken up.

What makes her even more sad is that her parents' marriage is very inconsistent.

argued endlessly about various things every day, and her parents divorced completely when she was in the sixth grade of elementary school.

Therefore, her life circumstances are like those in the song, sad and full of sorrow.

After his parents divorced, Asang became an orphan without parents.

After his parents divorced, in order to avoid debts, he entrusted Asang to his aunt to earn a living.

's unfortunate childhood made Ah Sang self-reliant and extremely sensitive from an early age.

In order to reduce the burden of life on his aunt, the sensible Asang began to use his spare time to work various jobs to make money and supplement the family income.

For example, she has made chocolate paper packaging, folded plastic flowers, and went to an electronics factory to install parts....

Anyway, as long as there is a job that she can do, she will try it all.

As the old saying goes, children from poor families become masters early, and Asang already had a dream of getting ahead in his heart.

The pain of his native family made Ah Sang often put all his pain in music, and he became obsessed with it.

She was born melancholy and sensitive, and she was born to love singing. She studied in Nanqiang Industrial and Commercial Film and Television Department in high school. (This school has produced many celebrities, such as Huo Jianhua , Chen Derong , Pan Meichen )

At this time, Asang was still working part-time and studying, and life and study were equally difficult.

After graduation, Asang was admitted to the art team through hard work.

stayed here for five years, doing all kinds of chores and hard work in order to survive and make money.

After leaving the art team, Asang formed a band with some like-minded friends and sang in bars every day to make money.

sings in the bar, firstly for dreams, but more for livelihood.

This suffering girl finally began to be favored by God for the first time.

She was spotted by senior musician Wang Yiping in a bar, and he became her lover.

Asan's road to fame was finally gradually opened.

02 After years of hard work, he made his debut at the age of 28.

Ah Sang was born with a good voice, but he needs professional music training to make his mark.

So Wang Yiping became her mentor and asked her to practice singing hard for a year.

Under the strict requirements of the teacher, Asang's singing skills improved by leaps and bounds.

then decided to try to record a demo for her, and then sent it to the record company, trying to knock on the door of the singer.

But fate always seems to love to temper this scarred girl.

Wang Yiping recorded 6 songs for the first time for Asang, all of them are excellent works. When the company

initially wanted to sign her, Ah Sang took the initiative to turn down invitations from other companies.

didn’t expect that the record company later said, “I want the songs but not the people, so I refused to sign the contract.”

Later, due to the record company's downturn, this album was refused to be recorded. There is a classic song in

, which is "Go Away and Fly High" later sung by Lin Yilian.

Ah Sang didn’t give up and got signed for the second time, but he didn’t even enter the recording studio because the company had stopped making money.

failed twice, Asang was disappointed and lonely, and the teacher Wang Yiping loved the talent but felt wronged for her.

then recorded 10 more demo songs for her. This time she finally signed a contract and was able to record songs. Ah Sang finally saw the dawn of dawn.

But she didn't expect that God would play another helpless joke on her.

When she was about to finish recording the album, a sudden typhoon caused flooding and the recording studio was flooded. All master tapes and demos of

were also flooded.

worked hard for countless days and nights, but it was all in vain in an instant, and he returned to the starting point.

The successive blows made Asang frustrated and full of despair.

therefore had to run around again to work and make money in order to make a living, and continued to wait for the opportunity.

After that, she went to sell tea in a black tea shop, worked as an operator in a law firm, and worked as a customer service announcer in a department store.

And this lasted for four or five years.

If it were anyone else, she might have given up, but she didn't. In the past few years when

was working part-time to make money, all he could think about was releasing an album, and he was still working hard and preparing for it silently.

Fortunately, God finally began to take pity on this dreamer who had gone through many twists and turns.

In 2003, Asang’s dream finally blossomed into green leaves and floated in the wind.

She suddenly rose to prominence when she sang an ending song in the urban idol drama "Rose Love". The song

is the classic "Leaves".

’s hoarse and magnetic voice, coupled with lyrics that touch people’s hearts, has healed the heartache of countless urban youths.

"Asan"'s name became a symbol of "healing" overnight.

People will always remember this classic lyric:

"Loneliness is a person's carnival, carnival is a group of people's loneliness."

Loneliness is a person's carnival

Carnival is a group of people's loneliness

I eat and travel alone

Stopping and walking around

Also reading and writing alone

Talking and talking to oneself

Just where my heart is wandering again

Even I can’t see clearly

After waiting for many years, Ah Sang was signed by Huayan Records and officially debuted as a singer. .

On this road, she has gone through a long and unspeakable loneliness in her life.

This year, she was 28 years old, making her debut at an "advanced age" as a late bloomer in the entertainment industry.

She said: "Life is not so fulfilling, if you do it, you will have a chance of success."

But she got the chance.

03 Two albums make people sad.

Assan, who has become famous, has been appreciated and loved by countless people.

Wu Zongxian even bought the copyright of this song directly and couldn't put it down.

In the same year, Assan finally released his dream debut album "A Little Hurt".

contains ten songs.

"Let Me Love", "A Little Hurt", " Gentle Mercy ", "If I Love You Only This Time"... and other classic songs. Among

, " leaves " specially adds an autumn version.

once again added a deep sadness to this song. The record company defined the album

as: "This is a sad album."

also tells the story of the helplessness and bitterness Asang has suffered for his dreams over the years.

Asang was nominated for the Best Newcomer Award at the 15th Golden Melody Awards for this album.

And her peak is quietly starting.

In 2005, Asang released his second album "Loneliness Is Singing". The album

is also full of extremely sad undertones, earning Ah Sang the title of "healing singer".

has two songs that express this sadness to a level that no one has touched.

One song is "Loneliness is Singing":

Softly and hard

The singing is so cruel

People can't help but burst into tears

You listen to loneliness singing

Gentle and crazy

The sadness is getting deeper and deeper

How about Only then can it be stopped.

The other song is "Always Quiet" written by Fang Wenshan . The song

was later used as an episode of "Legend of Sword and Fairy", which immediately became a hit and became a classic.

The love I give you has always been quiet

In exchange for your occasional care

It is obviously a movie about three people

But I can never have a name

Unfortunately, compared with the first album, the sales volume of this classic album is not Unsatisfactory.

Ah Sang has always been in the awkward position of being a popular singer but not popular because he is too low-key and quiet.

At this time, Ah Sang's contract with Huayan Records had expired, so he did not consider renewing the contract.

Who would have thought that this would become the last album in her life.

The dream of life often begins, only to be hastily ended by ruthless fate.

In 2006, in order to make a breakthrough, Asang moved to the mainland to seek development.

participated in Hunan Satellite TV 's singing program " is famous ", but the results were very unsatisfactory and he did not even rank.

Ah Sang once again encountered a bottleneck in his career, but he did not expect that he would soon face a nightmare in life.

04 "There is no more loneliness in the world singing"

In 2007, Ah Sang was diagnosed with lymphoma. It was only 4 years from his debut to the time he got cancer.

In order to fight the disease, Asang had to stop all work.

Asang didn't have many close friends, and she didn't want to tell them. She would endure all the grief silently.

In order not to involve her then boyfriend, she took the initiative to break up with her.

Asang has had three relationships, the first two of which ended in injuries.

But this time, she didn't want to see her boyfriend get hurt for her.

Asang once said:

"I am a person who is afraid of trouble, so I am used to asking for perfection, for fear of causing trouble to others and becoming a trouble for others."

But her boyfriend at this time never left her, and he tried his best to Persuade her to take active treatment.

During the time when she was seriously ill, her boyfriend stayed with her and became the last warmth in her life.

Friend Zhang Zhicheng once said: "Her biggest goal in life is to find happiness."

In 2008, the two had the idea of ​​​​getting married.

Her boyfriend also made desperate plans for her wedding.

But Asang’s life was destined to be tragic, and fate gave her an unfair blow in the end.

When people are hoping that she will get better soon, continue to sing, and embrace happiness.

On the morning of April 7, 2009, Asan's lymphoma deteriorated and spread to advanced stage of breast cancer, and he eventually died of the disease.

On this day, the "leaves" fell with the wind, and he was only 34 years old.

The happiness she had always longed for during her lifetime has become a regret that can only be continued in the next life.

Ah Sang's untimely death has made countless fans sad and regretful.

Later someone said: "Before Ah Sang, loneliness was just loneliness; after Ah Sang, loneliness was Ah Sang."

She described her loneliness like this during her lifetime:

"I often feel lonely alone. But I rarely see anyone following me. I am the same, brave enough to admit that I am lonely.

In fact, no matter how happy you are, you can’t escape the emptiness eroded by loneliness. I hope everyone can face their loneliness honestly.

Listen to my songs when you are lonely, and you will. Discover that you are not alone.

I hope everyone can live a strong and beautiful life. "

Asang's life is indeed full of loneliness and sadness. She is like the embodiment of "sadness".

suffered from family misfortune when he was young, went through many twists and turns before debuting at the age of 28, and died young at the age of 34. In just 6 years, he only released two albums in his life.

And the two albums have become immortal classics in her life, shining forever and becoming her swan songs.

She is as warm as light at the same time.

As she said: "I hope everyone can live strong and beautiful."

Now 11 years have passed, the fans' love for her has always been quiet and sad, and they often hum the lonely melody silently in their hearts.

Just this quietness will always make sadness invade, causing regret and longing.

Now when I listen to those classic songs, I can only lament: "There is no more loneliness singing in the world."