"People have changed their hearts, they have no words, and people have broken their emotions. It is meaningless to be sad. I have been listening. I close my eyes and dare not look at your expression. The sky is full of endless meteors. My tears can't be wiped clean" .
Huang Qishan sang this song "Cut Love" many years later. The resentment and grief in my heart are unforgettable. This song was originally written by her husband Tu Huiyuan, but it was given to Zhang Huimei because of the divorce. Z3z
Huang Qishan has experienced ups and downs along the way. It is rare for her to get married. She was married and divorced three times. She was still alone at the age of 52. She lost her desire for marriage. Only Du Haitao was a "godson" .
Huang Qishan was born in an ordinary family in Chongqing in 1968. Her mother was 17 years old and gave birth to her when she was a minor. As the only child in the family, she has been loved in every way since she was a child.
But this love did not last long, because the parents got married prematurely and their thoughts were immature. They divorced when Huang Qishan was in middle school, perhaps because of the influence of her parents. Huang Qishan's subsequent marriage was also very bumpy. Sanli, still has no understanding.
Therefore, she has been growing up with her grandpa, and therefore she has learned a lot of model dramas with her grandpa. Over time, she has gradually developed a strong interest in music. In the divorced family, music has given her a lot of security and became One of Huang Qishan's greatest childhood joys.
was at the time when "sweet song song queen" Teresa Teng's song "Sweet Honey" became popular in China. Affected by it, Huang Qishan also started to learn pop songs, wearing a pair of earphones every day, she never felt that she heard it from morning to night greasy.
Because of negligence in management, Huang Qishan played with some small gangsters in the society every day, and fought with them. In elementary school, she became the eldest sister in the class. She was young and ignorant and thought it was cool.
When she was 18 years old, Huang Qishan successfully registered for the Chongqing Huahua Dance Company. Although the conditions were very difficult, she could only eat boiled vegetables every day, but she was finally able to do what she likes and also be able to perform on stage. This is great for her. Happy event. After
, Huang Qishan went to Guangzhou to find her music dream, and then sang songs such as "Dream and Hope" and "Indefinite Love", and also released many albums such as "The Man Hiding Behind the Music" and "The First Female Voice in Asia" , But has been tepid, and failed to make his own reputation in the music circle.
At that time, she always wanted to enter "Butong 100" , which is where Naying, Mao Ning and other famous singers started, but because of their "ugly" appearance, she was rejected for 3 consecutive interviews. In the end, Naying couldn't stand it. Then said: "You don't want Huang Qishan now, you won't even want it when she becomes red!" The boss accepted her.
Until 2013, Huang Qishan participated in the singer's competitive reality show "I Am a Singer Season One" as a singer in the starting lineup. The cover of Liu Huan's "Can't Leave You" was amazing, and many people in the audience couldn't help crying. With excellent strength, he won the fourth place in one fell swoop.
Her soul-stirring singing voice has finally been recognized by the audience and industry insiders. The 45-year-old Huang Qishan has finally become popular, known as the "iron lung". Although
's career was bumpy, she finally went smoothly along the way. She was born late, but her marriage went through bumps, which made people distressing. Huang Qishan had three marriages before and after, but they all ended in failure. When
first arrived in Guangzhou, she met her first husband. At that time, Huang Qishan was only 20 years old. She was very obsessed with her boyfriend, who had not felt the warmth for many years, and hurriedly stepped in after confirming the relationship. The palace of marriage.
But the young woman didn’t understand what marriage was. She just embraced the passion of love. She thought that she could grow old together. Faced with the trivial work after marriage, they quickly wiped out their love. The two of them had just a few years. Parted ways.
Because she invested too much emotion in this marriage, Huang Qishan was unable to extricate herself after the divorce, and suffered from depression. Recalling this memory many years later, Huang Qishan all sighed: "If she did not choose to go out then, her life It’s definitely not like now." After
, afterShe met her second husband, Tu Huiyuan, who was a well-known talent in the music circle, a famous Taiwanese producer, and Zhang Huimei’s former gold medal lyricist. Z3z
By chance, he was in a bar by chance. Hearing Huang Qishan’s singing, I was immediately attracted by Huang Qishan, and she actively invited Huang Qishan to discuss music together. As she enjoyed each other's music, her feelings rose rapidly and sparks sparked. Z3z
wrote lyrics once, and composed music. The combination of the two seems to outsiders to be a natural match. Z3z
Huang Qishan, who had a failed marriage, did not gain a bit of wisdom, and once again devoted himself to love without hesitation, and did not hesitate to give up her fast-growing career. Follow Tu Huiyuan to live in Taiwan.
Huang Qishan once again gave her all for this marriage, but her husband failed her again.
because of different musical opinions, the two gradually had conflicts, but then Huang Qishan cried on the show that they were married The real reason for the breakup is the betrayal of the other party. The two failed marriages of
, in this woman who was desperate for love, fell into disrepair. In the following 10 years, her career was flat and she no longer had illusions about men. Z3z
During that time, she Suffered from severe depression at one time and wanted to commit suicide many times. He told his brother that he had serious insomnia and cheated sleeping pills. My brother did not notice her abnormality at the time. He also advised: "You can't eat more, you can only eat half a night." After eating, Huang Qishan felt like she was floating in the air. She suddenly regretted it. Fortunately, she was rescued in time. After
, she became addicted to Christianity again. She wanted to escape from life to get rid of the pain, but it was still to no avail. No one knows how she survived that dark time.
Until 2013, Huang Qishan, who came out of her pain, met a man named Zhang Ying and knocked her tight. Closed heart. Z3z
Huang Qishan never expected that she would fall into the big pit of marriage for the third time. She was still planning to be a housewife at the time, and even declared that she was expecting her child to come during her pregnancy. Everyone thought she I found my own happiness this time.
slapped her fiercely again. After marriage, Zhang Ying slapped Huang Qishan who was eager for love. He didn’t want to work every day. She relied on Huang Qishan for food and accommodation. For a long time, Huang Qishan felt that she was too humble in the marriage, and the two quarreled constantly. When
quarreled very fiercely, she came up with a violent beating against Huang Qishan. In the worst case, Huang Qishan sewed more than a dozen stitches. After
, Huang Qishan was filmed When she stayed at the hotel with the musician Lu Yanwei, she behaved intimately. She was sued by Zhang Ying. This marriage of people also broke.
has divorced her parents since childhood and lacks family care. She has a very strong desire for family warmth and hopes to make up for the blank in her heart, which is commonly known as "love brain". In fact, parents are one of the culprits!
The more anxious you are, the easier it is to be lost in your eyes by feelings, instead of getting it.
Now Huang Qishan, who has experienced three failed marriages, and 52 years old, in her heart, perhaps she has no longing for love and marriage, and she is only accompanied by Du Haitao, the "godson" .
hope she can bring us more wonderful songs for the rest of her life, and hope her happiness!