history: it is the echo from the past to the future, and the reflection of the future to the past. ——Hugo
She came from a famous family, and her family is distinguished; she is both talented and beautiful, beautiful and beautiful.
How many young talents fell under her pomegranate skirt, her life has unlimited possibilities.
But she gave her heart to a man early, knowing that she is not the only one he loves, she would rather not have status than riches, and be separated from him.
She is Zhao Yidi. Her story tells us: a woman who is too infatuated may not have a good life.
1. Seeing a marshal mistake for life
Zhao Yidi is the youngest girl in the family, ranking fourth. When she was born, the sky was full of clouds and gorgeous. So her nickname Zhao Qixia, Yidi is a transliteration of her English name, and people often call her Miss Zhao Si.
In excellent family conditions, Zhao Yidi has grown up. At the age of 16, she is just like a flower that has just blossomed. She is the cover girl of the well-known publication Beiyang Pictorial. She is a distinguished family and celebrity, and she is very popular in Tianjin.
What is even more rare is that Zhao Yidi is not only a beauty, but also a talented woman. With her strength, she was admitted to the English Department of Yanjing University, and she was blessed by the halo of the prestigious university, which made Zhao Yidi's temperament extraordinary.
How many prominent families come to propose marriage, Zhao Qinghua carefully considers and chooses a young man with a matching family background, talent, appearance, and education for his daughter. The blueprint for a splendid future and a happy life has been slowly unfolded before Zhao Yidi's eyes, but this year, the 16-year-old girl in bloom met the magic star in her fate.
At the dance party of Cai's residence, celebrities are like weaving, dressed with fragrant temples and dancing. The romantic young marshal Zhang Xueliang came more and more and invited Zhao Yidi to dance together.
This is the first meeting of the two. Zhang Xueliang is the eldest son of Zhang Zuolin, who holds the power to sway the battlefield, is chic, suave, and knowledgeable. Zhao Yidi blushed when his gentle and handsome eyes passed, and she fell.
Girls’ feelings are always poetry. Although her family told her that Zhang Xueliang was 27 years old, had two wives and children, and he was merciful everywhere, he was not a good match.
Zhao Yidi who loves Dou Chukai can no longer control her heart, she fell in love with this man.
After the two separated, Zhao Yidi missed him from time to time, sweet, sad, and uneasy, all the taste of love.
In 1928, Zhang Zuolin died. Zhang Xueliang, who suffered from the loss of his father, missed the beautiful lady in the distance, and asked her if she would come to her.
Who will send the brocade book in the cloud? It's the lover she misses. Zhao Yidi was determined to go. She did not expect that as soon as she left the house, her father would make a statement in the newspaper to sever the relationship between father and daughter.
"The four daughters Qixia, recently deceived by freedom and equality, ran away on her own and did not know her whereabouts. According to Articles 19 and 22 of the rules and regulations of the family shrine, her name should be deleted. The family law will be reported to the ancestor for execution. After that, we will not be responsible for any incidents that occur. "Z1z
family, I can’t go back. Fame and future are gone.
Zhang Xueliang did not marry her, nor did he give her any promises. He even refused to let her in at the gate of Zhang's house, but placed her in the Beiling Villa. If he leaves at this time, Zhao Yidi is still promising.
But Zhao Yidi did not leave. She loved him and was willing to cut all retreats. She gave birth to her son Zhang Lulin and became a novice mother under the age of 20.
Looking at the newborn, the kind-hearted original partner Yu Fengzhi accepted her, personally designed and invested, built a small building for Zhao Yidi on the east side of the handsome mansion, and welcomed her back to live. She chose the coldest room in the northeast corner as the bedroom, because the lights of Zhang Xueliang's office can be seen here.
When a woman crashes into the net of infatuation, she cuts off her flying wings and can never break free again in her life.
2. Trapped by love and drifting away from
On December 12, 1936, the heroic general was reduced to a prisoner with nothing, his life fell to the bottom, and no light was seen again. At this time, Zhao Yidi had another chance to leave the prison of fate.
She and Yu Fengzhi change every month, taking turns to accompany and take care of Zhang Xueliang. But because of the long distance and the young children, Zhang Xueliang and Yu Fengzhi persuaded her not to travel between the two places.
In the turbulent years, the identity of the prisoner, Zhang Xueliang's whereabouts was erratic, from Kong Xiangxi’s cemetery mansion, to the courtyard of Xikou Mountain in Fenghua, Zhejiang, to Huangshan Mountain in Anhui, Pingxiang in Jiangxi, Suxianling in Chenzhou, Hunan, Phoenix Mountain in Yuanling, Yangming Cave in Xiuwen, Guizhou QianLingshan Qilin Cave and so on... Zhao Yidi lost his news for a while, and persuaded by her family, she and her son came to Hong Kong to settle.
Hong Kong has a brother-in-law to take care of her, her life is stable and prosperous, and her children are in love. Zhao Yidi is still young and elegant. Her life could have opened a new page.
But she can't forget Zhang Xueliang, loves her deeply. "Dawn looks at the sky at dusk and looks at the clouds, thinking of you when you walk, and thinking of you when you sit."
Yu Fengzhi went to the United States for treatment for breast cancer. Zhang Xueliang sent a telegram to Zhao Yidi, and she decided to look for him as soon as possible. In order to be with him, she didn't even care about her son, so she could only ask her American friends to raise Lu Lin.
Zhao Yidi came to Guizhou and came to Zhang Xueliang's side. She felt at ease the moment her eyes met.
There is no freedom in the forbidden place. The location is changed again and again, and they are placed by Chiang Kai-shek in Hsinchu Inoue Hot Spring, Taiwan. It is a remote place with almost no people. They live in a small wooden house without electric lights, let alone heating. The house leaked everywhere, and the winter wind was biting.
Zhao Yidi, the rich daughter of the Jiao Didi, can bear it all. She has learned how to hoe the ground to grow vegetables, raise chickens and ducks, and cook rice and vegetables. As long as she can be with Zhang Xueliang, she is bitter and sweet.
She has always loved beauty, but there is no fine dress to wear. She sews the clothes by herself, although the coarse cloth skirt is still beautiful and decent. She was very happy. Now Yingying Yanyan beside Zhang Xueliang is gone. Although he didn't give himself a name, now he only has her. Z1z
Infatuated women often see nothing. A little love from a man can cover all of her mind, willingly to draw the ground into prison.
Three, one life infatuation, one life dream
Living conditions are too bad, Zhao Yidi contracted lung disease, often coughing, sometimes bleeding. The doctor said that a thumb-sized shadow appeared on her right lobe, which was suspected of early lung cancer.
Zhao Yidi is not afraid of death, but she is afraid that she is dead, so no one will take care of Zhang Xueliang. She bravely regained her life from death. What made her even more excited was that Zhang Xueliang was finally going to marry her as his wife.
At that time, Yu Fengzhi had moved abroad for many years and never saw each other again. But she is still the upright Mrs. Zhang. Zhang Xueliang believed in Christianity in his later years, and Christians emphasized monogamy. The other party wrote to Yu Fengzhi to solve the identity problem of Zhao Yidi.
Yu Fengzhi once again displayed a reasonable and reasonable manner in the house, and wrote back to Zhao Yidi: "I agree to dissolve the marriage relationship with Zhang Xueliang, and sincerely wish you confidantes to form an alliance and live together for a hundred years!"
July 4, 1964, 64-year-old Zhang Xueliang and 51-year-old Zhao Yidi held their wedding in Taipei. Soong Meiling and other celebrities attended the ceremony to congratulate them.
Zhao Yidi put on a red cheongsam and a long white pearl necklace, smiling like a flower. She has been waiting for this wedding for 35 years.
has the status recognized by the law, and has the time to meet each other, Zhao Yidi thought, should she be the only love in his heart now?
but still not.
Time is like an arrow, and the once energetic young marshal is already 90 years old. Zhao Yidi and him went to the United States to visit relatives and lived in the home of his son Zhang Lulin. She was full of family happiness, but when she turned her head, Zhang Xueliang slipped from Los Angeles to New York.
He went to find Jiang Shiyun, Miss Jiang Si back then, one of his many girlfriends. Zhang Xueliang stayed in Jiang's house for 3 months, and Miss Jiang Si also re-organized Zhang Xueliang's 90th birthday, which was grand and extraordinary.
Zhang Xueliang said: "Yu Fengzhi is the best wife, Zhao Yidi is the wife who shares the most troubles, Miss Jiang Si is the cutest girlfriend, and my favorite is in New York." Is
ironic to Zhao Yidi? She loved him all his life and took care of him. The woman he loved most was someone else.
But she still has no regrets. After another ten years, Zhang Xueliang celebrated his 100th birthday. Zhao Yidi's body was deteriorating, so he could only show up with an oxygen tube.
Zhang Xueliang held her hand and said: "My wife is very good, and she is the one who cares about me the most! She is my girl!" This belated confession of
may be the sweetest love word in Zhao Yidi's life. Soon after, she carried this sweetness and passed away.
A woman who is too infatuated may not live well. Because she fell into love and had already lost herself.
But this is her willing choice, who can say right or wrong?