On the evening of September 10, 2018, on the balcony of the 28th floor of a mansion in Shanghai, the slim Shen Lijun stood alone for a long time.
She stared at the photo of the two children in her hand for a long time, and there was a smile in her absent-minded eyes.
But suddenly, she threw down the dozens of pages of suicide notes she had compiled and jumped from the balcony on the 28th floor.
How could this woman who was once known as the "elf girl" and "the most beautiful woman in Shanghai" do such a decisive thing?
01
Shen Lijun is a native Shanghai girl. She was born in a civilian family. She was smart and beautiful since she was a child. After graduating from high school, she was admitted to an art school as she wished. She is an alumnus of Huang Yi and Sun Li.
Shen Lijun has a sweet appearance and voluptuous figure. She had the opportunity to be a graphic model when she was in school.
In 2006, 23-year-old Shen Lijun had the honor to endorse the Korean large-scale online game "Eternity". After dressing up, Shen Lijun looked like an elf in the game. Everyone called her the "elf girl", and some even called her "the most beautiful girl in Shanghai".
Subsequently, Shen Lijun appeared more frequently in variety shows, and easily opened the door to film and television drama performances.
Although Shen Lijun could only play some small roles at the beginning, she was very dedicated and carefully figured out the role every time. Her simple and natural performance was affirmed by her collaborators. As a result, she had the opportunity to perform with big-name stars.
In 2009, 26-year-old Shen Lijun was invited to play the role of dessert shop owner "Xiao Min" in the TV series "Happy Events at Home", opposite Louis Koo .
In this drama, her fresh and sweet appearance and natural performance have been unanimously recognized by everyone. After the show was aired, although Shen Lijun only played the female lead, her popularity began to soar.
Then, in the urban movie " Transformation Contract ", Shen Lijun played a cleaning lady, opposite her was Huo Jianhua. Shen Lijun's performance in this movie is still remarkable, and she naturally interprets the simplicity and vividness of a cleaner.
At that time, for Shen Lijun, the acting career had become wider and wider, and the brilliant stardom gradually unfolded in front of her.
did not expect that the appearance of one person would bring everything to an abrupt end.
02
At a friend's gathering, Shen Lijun met Wu Kaixin, the second generation of rich people. Wu Kaixin's family ran a clothing company. She fell in love with the pure and beautiful Shen Lijun at first sight and began to "chasing stars".
The rich second generation does not hesitate to spend money when pursuing a girlfriend. He spends generously, and famous watches and brand-name bags are just "small gifts" in daily life.
Shen Lijun is busy answering announcements and appearing in variety shows. When she has a little free time, she can always see Wu Kaixin.
This rich young man is willing to spend time and energy pursuing his girlfriend. He cares about everything about Shen Lijun, pays attention to her preferences, and greets her every day.
Shen Lijun has good appearance and condition. She once joked that she would not marry unless she was a multi-millionaire, but the rich boyfriend in front of her met all her imagination and even far exceeded her expectations. Her dream is about to come true!
Shen Lijun felt satisfied to meet such an "air-conditioned boyfriend" who was rich enough and patient enough.
Soon, Shen Lijun fell in love and started talking about marriage.
However, the marriage met with fierce opposition. Shen Lijun's mother disagreed.
Shen Lijun's mother believes that the family environments of the two families are so different that when the passion between the two young people fades away and they face a plain married life, many conflicts will arise.
Her mother's opposition did not slow down Shen Lijun's marriage. She was intoxicated by the sweet words of her wealthy boyfriend and did not want to wake up. She longed for her wealthy life and turned a deaf ear to her mother's words.
Shen Lijun insisted on marrying Wu Kaixin.
However, just before getting married, Shen Lijun discovered that Wu Kaixin was divorced.
According to Wu Kaixin, the last marriage ended because of an extramarital affair. Wu Kaixin fell in love with someone else after marriage. As for who this "other person" was, Wu Kaixin did not tell Shen Lijun at the time.
Wu Kaixin just assured Shen Lijun: "I treat you differently." He reassured Shen Lijun and repeatedly expressed his loyalty to Shen Lijun.
Some people say that a woman in love has zero IQ. Shen Lijun actually believed Wu Kaixin's words. When the two knew each other for 8 months, 27-year-old Shen Lijun resolutely married Wu Kaixin.
03
The wedding day was grand and lively.
At the heartwarming wedding, many people from the business and entertainment circles were present. Shen Lijun seemed to have seen her happy life in the future.
After her marriage, her mother-in-law asked Shen Lijun to stop her acting career and stay at home as a wealthy wife. At that time, Shen Lijun's acting career was on the rise, with an annual income of hundreds of thousands. However, her husband's family looked down upon the little money Shen Lijun earned.
Her mother-in-law persuaded Shen Lijun that a woman should put her family first after getting married. If she is pregnant, filming will be too hard.
She advised Shen Lijun to prepare for pregnancy at home.
Under the persuasion of her mother-in-law, Shen Lijun agreed.
She gave up all her work and became a wealthy wife at home. However, Shen Lijun was not pregnant for a long time.
It turns out that Shen Lijun's body is relatively weak and it is not easy to get pregnant. Moreover, Wu Kaixin’s sperm abnormality rate is high and she is prone to miscarriage even if she becomes pregnant. Shen Lijun became pregnant twice in succession, but she miscarried both times.
After her third pregnancy, Shen Lijun was particularly careful. In order to protect the fetus, she lay in bed most of the time and took more than 100 injections to protect the fetus.
After finally surviving 10 long months, Shen Lijun finally welcomed her eldest son.
After giving birth to her son, Shen Lijun felt that she had finally completed the important task of opening up a wealthy family and could feel relieved. However, the rest of her life was not so easy.
Because children are hard-won and the whole family attaches great importance to them, her mother-in-law requires Shen Lijun to take care of them herself and not leave everything to the nanny.
But Shen Lijun was very weak after giving birth to her child. She had to feed and change diapers every night to take care of her child. Due to lack of sleep, Shen Lijun was mentally and physically exhausted. But once the child catches a cold and coughs, the mother-in-law will accuse her of not taking care of her child properly.
Slowly, Shen Lijun found that she was completely submerged in endless housework.
Shen Lijun gradually felt that this kind of life was not what she wanted.
However, what happened next made Shen Lijun even more painful.
04
Just when Shen Lijun was very busy taking care of her children, Wu Kaixin actually had an affair.
In the middle of the night, Shen Lijun got up to feed her child. When she went out to clean the bottle, she happened to run into her husband who had just entered the house.
With a casual glance, Shen Lijun saw the lipstick mark on her husband's shirt collar. When Wu Kaixin approached, the sweet smell of perfume wafted from his body.
Shen Lijun was angry. Wu Kaixin knew that he was in the wrong and hurried over to coax her, explaining that it was just for entertainment and for fun, and told her not to take it seriously.
Wu Kaixin's explanation eased Shen Lijun's mood. However, in the following days, Shen Lijun discovered that Wu Kaixin was still away from home every day, leaving early and returning late.
In the middle of the night one day, while Wu Kaixin was asleep, Shen Lijun turned on his mobile phone.
When she saw the content, Shen Lijun was stunned on the spot! Wu Kaixin actually kept his lover outside when she was just pregnant.
Shen Lijun looked at the chat records between the two people, and she felt sick and heartbroken.
Seeing that the affair was exposed, Wu Kaixin promised and swore that he would definitely break up with his lover and asked Shen Lijun to supervise him.
But Shen Lijun knows that there are only zero or countless affairs.Shen Lijun's heart was completely cold, and she began to doubt whether her original choice was correct.
However, at this moment, Shen Lijun found out that she was pregnant again!
05
After careful consideration, Shen Lijun decided not to have this child.
When Wu Kaixin learned about Shen Lijun's thoughts, he was completely panicked! He cursed and swore that he would go home and live a good life and never continue to mess around outside. He also wrote a letter of guarantee and even mobilized his parents to persuade Shen Lijun.
After everyone’s persuasion, Shen Lijun hesitated.
In the following days, Wu Kaixin went home on time every day and stayed with Shen Lijun at all times during holidays. This made Shen Lijun feel that her life was back on track, back to the days when she just got married.
So, she decided to give birth to a second child and live a good life, even if she paid a little more, it didn't matter.
Shen Lijun, the second child, gave birth to a daughter. Looking at her daughter's pink face, Shen Lijun felt very happy to have a son and a daughter.
However, Shen Lijun was still too happy too early.
When Shen Lijun gave birth to her daughter, Wu Kaixin began to stay up all night again. Shen Lijun went to investigate, but Wu Kaixin turned his back faster than he could read a book. He refused to admit that he was irresponsible to the family, and accused Shen Lijun of taking too much care.
Shen Lijun wanted to cry but had no tears.
The mother-in-law saw the two couples quarreling when they met, so she advised Shen Lijun, you already have two children, so stop quarreling with him.
Shen Lijun looked at her two children and decided to endure it a little longer.
But she didn't expect that her patience would be rewarded with even more humiliation from Wu Kaixin.
Even if Wu Kaixin didn't come home at night, he would start looking for trouble every day when he came home. Either she dislikes the lack of order in the house, or she accuses Shen Lijun of being sloppy and not clean.
What happened next made Shen Lijun even more heartbroken.
06
After quitting the entertainment industry, Shen Lijun has never closed her social account. She sometimes shares her life and shows off her gifts on it.
After a long time, Shen Lijun discovered that there was someone who had been paying attention to her, and also made sarcastic remarks about herself in the comment area, and his words were mean.
Shen Lijun opened this person's homepage and sadly discovered that this person had been receiving the exact same gift as herself at the same time.
At this time, Shen Lijun was sure that this person was the "mistress" Wu Kaixin was keeping outside!
Shen Lijun was depressed and bored. Looking at her two young children, she didn't know what to do.
Shen Lijun often felt powerless due to her long-term depressed life and her intense anger.
Shen Lijun thought that she was too tired to take care of her children, but she didn't expect that when she went to the hospital for a checkup, the doctor actually told her that she had terminal cervical cancer.
Shen Lijun returned home and told Wu Kaixin about her condition. Unexpectedly, Wu Kaixin just said indifferently: "So what!"
The grievances that had been accumulated for a long time finally broke out, and Shen Lijun screamed: "I want to divorce you!" But Wu Kaixin said very calmly: "Okay, keep the child."
Shen Lijun couldn't figure out whether she was facing a human or a ghost. Is the indifferent man in front of him the one he wants to marry?
After that, her husband not only ignored Shen Lijun's condition, but also disliked her everywhere, often accusing her of buying things for her children that were too expensive.
She opened the mistress’s social account and found that she had been posting famous watches, brand-name bags, and even luxury cars. Ironically, the invoices for these items can all be found in the husband’s pocket.
In anger, Shen Lijun slapped her husband hard!
Since then, Shen Lijun has become the enemy of the whole family. Her mother-in-law has a cold face every day, and her husband does not even look at her.
Although Shen Lijun was born into a wealthy family, she felt cold to the core. Her condition was getting worse. Shen Lijun could not see any hope.
However, at this time, Wu Kaixin was choosing a wedding dress with his mistress!
Shen Lijun felt that she had no way out, so she chose to jump from the 28th floor!
07
Shen Lijun originally had a bright future. She was smart, beautiful and had a smooth career, but she chose to marry into a wealthy family when her career was on the rise.
The wealthy life did not give her what she wanted. She could have escaped, but she didn't, and her life was wasted in vain. It was really sad.
Author: Zhao Hua
Editor: Mingyue Songjianzhao
Reference: 2021.8.13 People's Information "Marrying into a wealthy family when her career was on the rise, but her husband cheated on her after marriage, and she left a 10,000-word suicide note and jumped off the building after being disappointed"
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