Author: Zhang Yiao
First published: Family Magazine (ID: jiatingzazhi)
"It turns out that Fahai has also been in love."
Some time ago, the drama " Green Snake " became a hot search.
Qin Hailu Xiaoqing became a human and fell in love with the monk Fahai.
One loves purely, crosses the boundary between humans and demons; the other is bound by Buddhism, wants to touch but takes back his hand. After staying together for 500 years, Xiaoqing finally understood what love is.
Under Qin Hailu's interpretation, the little teenager has become less charming, but more naive and cute.
This also surprised many viewers who were not familiar with her: I was used to Qin Hailu playing the domineering female president, but I didn’t expect that she also had such a cute side.
But in fact, Xiaoqing may be closer to the real Qin Hailu.
Until now, her WeChat name is still Qin Xiaoqing , which is her expectation for herself: "Keep the original intention like Xiaoqing, be able to love someone, love for a long time."
Arrogance inside and outside the play
Arrogance inside and outside the play, Qin Hailu is famous for being arrogant. During the interview with
, the reporter asked her about her views on the "defense of middle-aged actresses". She neither confides in her own difficulties nor criticizes the market's difficulties. She frowned and threw out a sentence:
"Are middle-aged men not in dilemma? Are bald men all men?"
makes people laugh and cry.
rumor that "traffic stars do not memorize lines but read numbers" was a hot topic. Although others were angry, they just shook their heads and sighed in front of the camera.
Qin Hailu was not used to it, "If I could meet it, I would definitely suck my mouth."
variety show " Star Chef Drives to ", the program team stipulated that guests must replicate the wedding banquet dishes in the north within a limited time. In a hurry, He Jie and cut their hand.
Qin Hailu stepped forward to check, and saw that it was not bleeding, so she continued to work; unexpectedly, others surrounded her and were struggling to put on Band-Aids.
She suddenly had a bad temper: "Okay, don't show it, you don't have any blood on it, why don't you put on Band-Aids? I really can't stand this point."
He Jie's face was embarrassed when he heard it.
Some people say that Qin Hailu relies on her early debut and picking soft persimmons.
But everyone who knows it knows that her arrogance has always been right and wrong.
best friend Liu Tao laughed frequently during filming, and Qin Hailu didn't give a good look at all: "Do you have performed more costume dramas or more Hong Kong and Taiwan actors? How can you laugh?"
and old actor Duan Yihong had differences in creation. Qin Hailu refused to give in and stalemate with him for more than an hour, until the director came out to smooth things over.
Chen Haowei , who has become the top famous director with "Snow Leopard", still cannot escape Qin Hailu's knife.
Because there was a scene that was not good, she angrily criticized the director on the set: "Can you shoot it? What kind of thing did you shoot this?"
all say that only by understanding human nature can one be prosperous, but Qin Hailu is an exception.
is nothing else. His superb acting skills and serious and meticulous attitude are enough to impress everyone.
In "Red Sorghum", she is a widow who is cruel on the surface and lonely on the inside.
Every breath, every move, is a tear between feudal ethics and human nature.
In "Dear, where are you?", she is He Xuelin, the mother who lost her child and is anxious.
From the fear of identifying the corpse to the rejoicing of discovering that it is not his child’s blessing, the long-standing emotions turned into tears in an instant. In
" Bailuyuan ", she is a flexible, simple, strong and bloody wife fairy grass.
Seeing the child born with his life being taken away by a wild wolf, his trembling pupils clearly telling his heartbreak and collapse. In
" above the cliff ", she is the smart, courageous, tolerant and strong underground party king Yu.
During the mission, I learned that my husband was tortured and wanted to cry but couldn't cry. I had to hide in the bathroom and use all my strength to restrain my grief.
Even Zhang Yimou couldn't help but sigh: "This is a good actor, this is a good actor."
In the eyes of the audience, Qin Hailu always acts like whatever she plays, as if she should have been born to eat this bowl of rice.
What people don’t know is that every time they get the script, she has to break herself apart to become a character in the story. Why do you say that? Why do this? What should be emotions? How will the other party react? She thought about it over and over again in a place where no one saw it.
After you understand everything, Qin Hailu doesn’t need to follow the script, she is the person in the play.
and Zhou Xun have sex with each other. The other party has to memorize the lines two days in advance, but she only went on stage after reading it a few times before the filming started, and it was not bad at all.
This is also why peers and audiences are willing to tolerate Qin Hailu's arrogance again and again.
is her eternal confidence in acting seriously.
The sadness under the pride
Qin Hailu is like a fighter, ready to fight this world at any time.
No one would have thought that she had serious social terror and did not know how to talk to people. He was covered in armor, just to resist the open and hidden arrows of life.
Drama school is not easy.
The Dao Madan she learned has very high requirements for actors, and she must be able to sing, beat and recite. Even if she has talent, it will be difficult to practice it without a few years of hard work.
plus the teacher thinks her voice is not suitable for Meipai , and he always makes things difficult for her.
Once there was a practice show. When it was Qin Hailu's turn, the teacher didn't even raise his eyelids, but just repeated coldly: "I'm wrong, start over."
Qin Hailu walked back and forth more than 40 times.
She wanted to know where she was wrong, but the teacher did not give her the answer. When the class the next day, the other party still responded the same way.
In school, the teacher's attitude often determines the students' situation. Other students gradually alienated Qin Hailu and often deliberately locked her outside the classroom door.
A teenage girl should have bloomed her brilliant life in love and kindness, but was pushed into a helpless situation by the anxiety of leaving home at a young age and the bitterness of being isolated by teachers and students.
But fortunately, Qin Hailu is born with a stubborn spirit in her bones.
If the world is destined to be sinister, all she has to do is to patiently sharpen her sword and fight for her own way through the doubts in the sky.
Someone got up at half past six, and she started practicing at half past four; others went back to rest after class, and she continued to practice her homework.
Dancing guns, hitting feet, and somersaulting during the day, and hanging your legs with a ribbon at night, sleeping until dawn.
In order to sing the plum blossoms well, she also went out to make up for classes and won the classic song "The Legend of the Goddess of Flowers" in just 3 months.
even because of his great singing skills and figure, Qin Hailu was also invited to visit 26 cities including Japan, with more than 40 performances in a row.
She finally asked with confidence: "Do you think I can sing the Meipai?"
Teacher said: "Yes."
But Qin Hailu was not happy at all.
"When he said that, I felt how unworthy I had been in the years. You gave, and you also got it, but you lost the happiness of those years of your youth."
In an important stage of the establishment of outlook on life and values, in order to prove himself, he has been enduring it, and even became a character that has influenced his life.
After many years, the old story is brought up again, but she still can't let it go.
girls in the same class, Chapter Ziyi , Mei Ting , Yuan Quan , Zeng Li , Hu Jing ... one is more amazing than the other, you need to have acting skills and be good-looking.
Standing among them, Qin Hailu seemed a little bland.
Even though they were wearing a brand-name windbreaker that was rare in that era, everyone's eyes rarely stayed on her.
Hi is good to her Liu Ye even said bluntly: "Qin Hailu is the ugliest girl in our class, with small eyes, single eyelids and too big mouth."
In the entertainment industry where there are many beautiful women, appearance is the first stepping stone. Qin Hailu, who looks ordinary, is often rejected.
Once, she joined the crew with Zhang Ziyi and Yuan Quan to hand over photos. After leaving, I turned back to look for the fallen backpack, but found that the photos I carefully selected were torn into pieces and thrown into the trash can.
For Qin Hailu, who is by nature, this is undoubtedly trampling her self-esteem under her feet.
She put in more effort than others, worked hard, and her acting skills became more and more superb, but she didn't receive a play until she graduated; while Mei Ting, who was in the same class, had been in the drama with Leslie Cheung as early as her sophomore year.
Compared with the life of the opera school, Qin Hailu is just moving from one isolated island to another.
She didn't tell anyone about her depression, but she just put on a thick military coat from time to time and wandered around the campus aimlessly, like a strange alien.
This sense of wandering in the unknown way attracted director Chen Guo.
He invited Qin Hailu to star in " Durian Piaopiao ", playing the role of Qin Yan, a Northeast girl who has studied Peking Opera for nine years but has no way out and has no choice but to come to Hong Kong to be a escort girl.
is busy and going around, Hong Kong cannot become her destination, and her hometown is out of place. She looks up at the heavy snowfall falling down, falling into the confusion of life.
With this debut work, Qin Hailu defeated Anita Mui , Maggie Cheung , Shu Qi , and won the Golden Horse Award for the year.
stood on the podium, she cried and wore makeup. After she stepped down from the podium, she was ridiculed by the media group as the "ugliest actress queen". The platform built up by
was easily demolished by a few words, and snowflakes fell on Qin Hailu's life.
Sweetness after bitter
In fact, Qin Hailu's obsession is not in the play, she is at home.
htmlIn the 1990s, the Northeast economic reform, Qin Hailu's parents were forced to lay off, and then they went through business and sought a life. She and her sister lived a left-behind life since then.
Every Saturday, my mother would go home to steam buns for the two sisters that could eat for a week until she couldn't get enough time, so she sent them to Changtuan School.
Qin Hailu is stubborn and never allows herself to show her fragile side. However, those emotions did not disappear out of thin air, but they just kept accumulating in her heart, controlling her choices -
The college entrance examination was to marry a good family. She turned around and went to be a white-collar worker after taking the actress’s queen, and she also wanted to work, get married and have children like ordinary people.
Life did not look as she wished. After repeatedly hitting walls, Qin Hailu still returned to the road of acting and was busy as before.
In those years, she acted in many dramas, with flowers and applause swarming, step by step towards the heights, but she felt more and more lonely and cold.
"Maybe it was because she became the queen of the movie too early, and everyone held me. I was afraid that I would lose my composure and didn't know what to do. My heart became tighter and tighter."
Even her love for life hurt her to the point of being completely depressed.
At that time, Qin Hailu and her boyfriend Li Houlin were in love. Although they had not agreed to the other party's proposal, the way they got along was already for a long life.
Just as she was completely relieved of her defense, her boyfriend suddenly proposed to break up, and a few days later, news of his engagement with her was quickly spread.
The sincerity that Qin Hailu became suspicious of love and doubts herself.
She didn't know how to get along with others, like a curled hedgehog protecting her soft heart.
until we meet Wang Xinjun .
The two met on the set, and the development of the story was not romantic enough. Even the proposal was carried out in the ramen restaurant.
Wang Xinjun asked her: "When will we get married?"
Qin Hailu replied: "Anytime."
What is the picture? The answer is hidden in the mother's words.
"My daughter laughed happily after she went to the theater school. After being with you (Wang Xinjun), I feel that my little daughter is back."
Every day, Qin Hailu gets up by listening to the audio novel, and her husband will deliver the prepared food to her and let her eat in bed.
She likes to set up stalls at home, and the place she walks through is in a mess, so her husband follows behind to clean up, willingly.
She wants to work, and her husband takes her out; she gets off work in the early morning and waits for her at home.
She is arrogant and often offends without knowing it. But her husband never complains, but instead promises her: "I can cure the aftermath for you, go and cause trouble! Go and be cold! It doesn't matter."
Everyone envies her for her good fortune, but her husband says, "You only see me spoil her because she is worth it."
In the unreserved love of her, Qin Hailu lives again as Qin Hailu, acting cute and innocent and willful.
She said that Wang Xinjun is like a big tree.
Once he defeated the country with bare hands and used his hot temper and sharp words to fight back against the various malicious intentions of this world.
In the end, I found that after wasting so much time, I still didn’t get the happiness I really wanted.
Now, she has a big tree to rely on.
She no longer has to play the impeccable Qin Hailu, just sit under the shade of the tree and enjoy the sunshine and breeze, it is enough.
Source:
Harabazaar : "Qin Hailu: People who want to be Xiaoqing"
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