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Speaking of Feng Siyu, many people will probably feel unfamiliar with it, but when it comes to Feng Xiaogang , I believe everyone knows it.
As Feng Xiaogang's biological daughter, Feng Siyu witnessed the happiness and determination of his father and mother, and also witnessed the love and helplessness of his father and stepmother. What kind of feeling would Feng Siyu feel about the taste?
Feng Xiaogang's history of making a fortune
Father Feng Xiaogang was born in an ordinary family. For some reasons, his parents had to choose to divorce when he was one year old, and his mother raised his sister and herself alone.
Feng Xiaogang, who has been absent from his father since childhood, did not live happily in his childhood. In his memory, he and his sister were often cold-eyed by others and bullied from time to time. Even children of the same age in the yard looked down on him.
Growing up in such an environment, he could only lower his posture since he was a child, and learned to look at people and please others, even though he did not surrender from the bottom of his heart.
After graduating from high school, Feng Xiaogang signed up to join the army and successfully entered the army to go to the cultural unit. Becoming a soldier in that era was extremely glorious. Once, Feng Xiaogang took leave to go home to see his mother. When he saw his son wearing military uniform and upright posture, Feng's mother was so happy.
Although it is a art soldier , his job is not to sing and dance but to draw and do stage art.
draws the stage's set with drawings, including designing, installing and uninstalling the stage, and also responsible for the rotation of the upper and lower curtain props during interstellar songs. For seven or eight years, Feng Xiaogang was responsible for pulling the boom in the theater auditorium.
Therefore, he also said that the auditorium grew up with him, a very ritualistic place.
However, the good times did not last long. In 1984, Feng Xiaogang was forced to transfer his career. After leaving the army, Feng Xiaogang was assigned to the Beijing Urban Construction Company Trade Union as a propaganda officer. Although the name is very high-end, it is nothing more than drawing a newspaper and making a propaganda poster, which has no technical content. This is undoubtedly a useless thing for Feng Xiaogang.
By chance, Feng Xiaogang met Zheng Xiaolong , who was working at the Beijing TV Art Center at the time.
When it comes to Zheng Xiaolong, many people may feel unfamiliar with it, but when it comes to " The Legend of Zhen Huan ", I believe everyone has got it right. He is the director of this well-known TV series.
I have the youngest interest in Zheng Xiaolong's resources and connections, so Feng Xiaogang found the right time to show his talent in front of her, and did not forget to follow him in front of him.
After a period of understanding, Zheng Xiaolong felt that Feng Xiaogang had a great future, so he introduced him to his friend Wang Shuo .
If you want to talk about Wang Shuo at that time, his reputation was even more popular than Qiong Yao ! In order to gain his appreciation, Feng Xiaogang studied almost all the novels he created. As long as he mentioned a certain plot in a certain work, he could immediately memorize it word for word.
Seeing Feng Xiaogang so "passionate", Wang Shuo didn't want to discourage others' enthusiasm. So in 1994, he authorized his novel "Stealth Host" as a filming script. After some adaptations, Feng Xiaogang was directed and filmed his "first work" in his own life " Forever Lost I Love ".
"Lost My Love forever" became a hit as soon as it was broadcast, and Feng Xiaogang truly gained a foothold in the circle. Wang Shuo was undoubtedly the biggest nobleman for him. In fact, it is a fact that Feng Xiaogang admires Wang Shuo, and it is not false to have any intention. Becoming his pants is a choice of fate and an inevitable choice, even if the food appearance is a bit ugly.
First marriage
While Feng Xiaogang is working hard for his career, he has not forgotten to gain love. A colleague from the same unit kindly asked to introduce him to him, thinking that Feng Xiaogang is a good person and is just the same age as his wife's cousin, so he insisted on matching them. So director Feng Xiaogang and nurse Zhang Di began to have an intersection because of this matter.
The moment he saw Zhang Di, Feng Xiaogang fell in love with her at first sight. He secretly swore that he must chase this beautiful girl.
However, he was still a poor boy at that time, so he could only capture Zhang Di's heart by drawing two portraits of his own. However, Zhang Di actually agreed to his pursuit and soon took Feng Xiaogang home to meet her parents.
However, Zhang Di's parents thought that people in the literary and artistic circles were unreliable. Feng Xiaogang's personality and career could not give her daughter a better life, so she tried her best to persuade her daughter to find another down-to-earth person to marry.
But Zhang Di will not give up easily after she believes that she will not give up easily. In the end, the Zhang couple, who could not resist their daughter, had no choice but to agree to the marriage.
After marriage, Feng Xiaogang took care of Zhang Di and was very filial to his father-in-law and mother-in-law. The couple are all striving for a bright future. Feng Xiaogang continues his own directorial career. Zhang Di works hard in the unit and lives a sweet and beautiful life.
A year later, my mother-in-law had a cerebral hemorrhage from and eventually had to be paralyzed in bed. Zhang Di, who was still immersed in the joy of wedding, had to take on the burden of taking care of her mother-in-law. She had been bothered by her illness for 16 years, and Zhang Di also took care of her for 16 years.
0 A few years later, their daughter was born, but when they saw that the baby girl in the cradle was different from that of ordinary people, the doctor told her that the young man had congenital cleft palate, which is the "rabbit lip".
Although the surgery is expensive and the cure is long, the two insist on curing their daughter.
Feng Xiaogang said: "We will treat it if we are sick. We will find the best doctor to treat it. If it cannot be cured, I will support her for the rest of my life."
Feng Xiaogang's sister supports his choice very much. Her brother-in-law also named the child Feng Siyu, hoping that she can laugh and cheer like other children in the future.
The two of the fathers discussed that Zhang Di was responsible for taking care of her daughter at home, and Feng Xiaogang went out to work hard. At this time, he had only one belief in his heart, that is, to make money to perform surgery on his daughter, take on the responsibility of being a father, and do his best to give her the best life.
A year and a half later, Feng Xiaogang returned home with the money. The couple hurriedly contacted a hospital in Beijing to arrange the operation immediately. Fortunately, the operation went very smoothly. The doctor told her to try not to let the child cry during the recovery period. Feng Xiaogang specially bought more than a dozen toys in order to allow her to have new toys to play with when the wound hurts, so as to distract her from reducing pain.
The postoperative recovery process of children is very fast. After consulting the doctor, I learned that the obvious scars will gradually fade with age until they cannot be seen at all.
After hearing this good news, my heart finally let go. Feng Xiaogang and Zhang Di cried with joy. The grievances and hard work these days were released at this moment, and all the efforts were worth it.
So they changed their daughter's name to Feng Siyu, hoping that she would have more fuller wings after the disaster, spread her wings in the world she loves, and fly freely.
In Feng Siyu's childhood, her mother was busy every day. After taking her home from kindergarten, she had to buy vegetables and cook. After everything was taken care of, she took her to grandma's house with her.
Mother wants to feed her grandma, so Feng Siyu sat aside, and the three of them were eating and chatting. Although life was a little harder, they were also very happy. After dinner, my mother was not idle either, she was busy cleaning and helping her grandmother wipe her body, wash her hair and change her clothes.
But she was always thinking at that time, why didn’t my father go home to see my grandmother, and my mother and I?
stepmother "entered into the house"
What Feng Siyu didn't know was that his father, who had once made a vow with his mother to grow old together, had already left him behind and turned to the more beautiful and young beautiful aunt- Xu Fan .
1992, Feng Xiaogang and Zheng Xiaolong co-directed the movie " Big Saba ". The heroine finalized Xu Fan, who had just graduated from Central Academy of Drama at that time. At that time, she was so sad that she could be said to be a sank of fish and geese that fell in love with the moon. Feng Xiaogang fell in love at first sight again.
Helplessly, Xu Fan was in love with his teacher Wang Zhiwen at that time, and could only play a supporting role who was silently guarding.
However, soon after, the two had a quarrel, and the relationship naturally fell out. This is undoubtedly a huge opportunity for Feng Xiaogang, who has always admired Xu Fan.
In order to catch up with Xu Fan, Feng Xiaogang invited her to watch a drama and also invited her to have a meal together, hoping that this would bring the distance between them closer. Xu Fan wanted to refuse, but couldn't stand Feng Xiaogang's repeated invitations, so he finally went to the banquet.
Through this time, Feng Xiaogang felt that he still had hope, so he often asked Xu Fan about his well-being and became a "little cotton-padded jacket".
Xu Fan, who had not yet come out of the pain of his old love, gradually let go of his guard because of Feng Xiaogang's care for her and opened his heart to her. The two gradually became secretly in love and finally confirmed their relationship.
How could Feng Xiaogang, immersed in love, think that at this time, the original wife Zhang Di was still working hard to take care of her young daughter and her old mother-in-law, and she had been doing her best for ten years.
The incident of Feng Xiaogang and Xu Fan entering and leaving the pair quickly spread, and public opinion was aroused, and Zhang Di also heard it, but she still had a trace of luck in her heart. She chose to believe that her husband did not betray him, and he wanted to listen to what he said in person.
However, what was waiting for in the end was Feng Xiaogang's default. Zhang Di did not have the big quarrels she had imagined, but acted extremely calmly. She even ignored Feng Xiaogang's divorce and responded silently.
However, even though Zhang Di refused to mention divorce, she still agreed to end their marriage with Feng Xiaogang in the 7th year.
She understood that Feng Xiaogang's heart was no longer with her and this family. It would not change anything if he dragged it like this. Instead of doing this, it would be better to break it off. It is meaningless to get rid of it.
At this point, Zhang Di became a divorced single mother and lived with Feng Siyu. During the divorce, Feng Xiaogang left them a sum of money and a house, and promised that he would bear the living expenses and tuition fees of his daughter.
Despite this, Feng Siyu still couldn't accept that his father left so suddenly.
Every time Feng Xiaogang wants to meet Feng Siyu, she will lock herself in the room and don’t want to meet him. Feng Xiaogang could only stand outside the door and chat with himself.
Feng Siyu never expected how the father who was the one who could get better treatment and a better life would become like this in order to get better treatment for herself. She has completely forgotten which father is the real father.
However, compared to her father, she felt more distressed by her mother. She raised herself with great difficulty and served her grandmother for ten years. Although she still tried her best to take care of her after the divorce, she also had grandparents who also needed care. Whenever she thinks of these, her tears fall unconsciously. How difficult it is for her mother!
At the same time, Zhang Di, who has experienced divorce, also expressed her unwillingness to enter the marriage hall again, and it would be enough to be with her family like this. This made Feng Siyu feel that his mother is really a pitiful person!
The country is easy to change and its nature is difficult to change
Father Feng Xiaogang married his stepmother Xu Fan home shortly after he divorced his mother. At this time, Xu Fan was like a winner. After six years of hard work, she was finally married by the Ming media and was able to stand upright by Feng Xiaogang. Just when she was proud and obtained the title of her wife, she didn't know that the tragic fate came one after another.
In Feng Siyu's heart, this stepmother was the culprit for her parents' divorce, so she would try every means to take revenge on her as soon as she had the chance.
Even though he divorced Zhang Di, Feng Xiaogang still cared for his daughter and would take her back to Xu Fan's house for weekends every week. Whenever he saw Xu Fan, Feng Siyu would be angry and often shook her face. He also picked up the food Xu Fan was sitting in his own hands, deliberately embarrassing her.
In order to eliminate the barrier between Feng Siyu, Xu Fan tried all kinds of ways to please her, buying her clothes, toys, and snacks. However, in the face of this kindness, she disdained her. I think that only by neglecting her can you be worthy of her mother.
Knowing that Feng Xiaogang cherishes this daughter very much, Xu Fan can only tolerate her again and again when facing Feng Siyu's various extraordinary actions.
Even after finally getting pregnant, Feng Siyu chose to run away from home in anger. In order to keep his daughter, Feng Xiaogang chose to let Xu Fan abort the child! And she, who is accommodating Feng Xiaogang everywhere, had to kill this little life with her own hands.
At this time, Feng Siyu couldn't help but feel a little regretful, but she should have been happy about it, but why did her heart become complicated? What Feng Siyu didn't know was that her inner vigilance against Xu Fan was slowly disintegrating.
Later, once, Feng Siyu was discovered by the teacher to play the game console in class and asked her parents to deal with it seriously. It just so happened that Feng Xiaogang was filming in another place, but she didn't dare to find her biological mother, so she could only call Xu Fan.
After Xu Fan learned about this, he immediately put down his work and rushed to school. Faced with the harsh criticism of the teacher, she was usually proud but kept smiling and nodding. This surprised Feng Siyu and blamed himself.
It seems that Xu Fan is not as annoying as he imagined. Feng Siyu gradually changed her mind about her, and the relationship between the two gradually eased with Xu Fan's efforts.
However, the relationship between her stepdaughter and her stepdaughter had just broken, but Feng Xiaogang began to feel restless. When Xu Fan proposed to have another child with him, Feng Xiaogang rejected her and said that he was afraid that vitiligo would be passed on to the next generation. Despite all the helplessness, Xu Fan had to give up.
After negotiation, the two decided to adopt a girl and gave her a name, Xu Duo. Feng Siyu saw the stepmother's grievances.
Later the media revealed photos of Feng Xiaogang being close to a woman and pointed out that he took the woman back to his apartment for the night.
The rumors of the two people's divorce are getting worse and worse. Even when the opening ceremony of " Tangshan Earthquake " was held, the two people on the same stage for five hours did not communicate with each other.
Faced with external speculation, no matter how wronged Xu Fan is, he has to consider each other for his own decent consideration. Seeing Xu Fan living in the pain of self-struggle every day, Feng Siyu stayed with Xu Fan when attending subsequent events and stayed for Xu Fan.
This allows Xu Fan to have a support when facing the media's relentless questioning. In an interview, he told everyone that the matter between him and Feng Xiaogang does not need to be explained to others, and that it is enough for his family to live a good life.
Feng Siyu knew in her heart that as her father became more famous, there were more temptations around her, and the stepmother Xu Fan had to face more "hardships", but she knew how to endure humiliation and bear heavy burdens. As long as Feng Xiaogang came home, she would pretend that nothing had happened before and continue to be a good wife and a good mother. These scenes made Feng Siyu feel pity and regretful.
Watching both women living unsatisfactory in their marriage with their father, Feng Siyu couldn't help but feel fear of marriage. She was afraid that she would repeat the same mistakes and that she would do everything for love but end up with an unbearable result. Therefore, she felt sorry for her divorced single mother Zhang Di, and also felt deeply sympathetic to her stepmother Xu Fan's experience.
So humans are very complex animals. There is an old saying that knowing people and not their hearts. A gentleman who first met may eventually become an ungrateful egoist, and an enemy who faces tit-for-tat when he first met may eventually become a teammate who fights side by side.
