When Tang Zhou was in his 20s, he was high-spirited, brave and sincere, but "emotional without knowing it". When he was in the Lingxiao sect, he would be jealous when he saw his senior brother getting close to Yan Dan; he would personally give medicine to Yan Dan when he was injured; he would hesitate when he saw the ring awarded by the master.
These are the "witnesses" of Tang Zhou's passion for Yan Dan. So, what subtle "changes" did Tang Zhou's "inner activities" undergo from "after being passionate" to "at the time of confession"? In my opinion, the following five stages are the true portrayal of his "inner changes".
1, wanton growth
The journey of the Lingxiao Sect ends with "granting the Dharma Ring". Next, Tang Zhou and Yan Dan came to the "King's Capital". Here, his feelings for Yan Dan could no longer be controlled, and instead grew wildly.
When Yu Mo and Yan Dan met again in the royal capital, Tang Zhou saw the two of them acting intimately and quickly said: "Do you think I am just air?"; when Yu Mo took Yan Dan to look at the sky lanterns, Tang Zhou Seeing them holding hands, he hurriedly came to stop them; when Yu Mo was about to take Yan Dan back to the mountain, Tang Zhou said: "I caught the monster, and I am responsible for it."
Moreover, Tang Zhou also accompanied Yan Dan to watch the "Jellyfish Show". Here, even small actions showed Tang Zhou's doting on Yan Dan. At this time, Yan Dan was making trouble and Tang Zhou was laughing. Isn't this a perfect match?
Tang Zhou even tested Yan Dan's intentions: "Then who do you want to protect? Who do you want to marry?" In short, these are Tang Zhou's "little thoughts" about Yan Dan, which you can't guess.
At this stage, due to the appearance of his love rival "Yu Mo", Tang Zhou paid more attention to Yan Dan. At the same time, Tang Zhou's possessiveness towards Yan Dan gradually became stronger. Therefore, Tang Zhou couldn't see Yan Dan and Yu Mo having intimate actions or speaking intimate words.
2. See the true heart
After all, Tang Zhou is a young man in his early 20s. He always remembers the sect rule of "not getting close to women". Therefore, Tang Zhou doesn't know what it is to be in love with a woman. Such performance.
As the saying goes: "The authorities are confused, but the bystanders know clearly." As a bystander, Yu Mo had already seen clearly Tang Zhou's "deep affection" for Yan Dan, but as a person in the game, Tang Zhou could not clearly see his sincerity. So Tang Zhou asked Yu Mo: "How can my sweetheart understand my own heart?"
Yu Mo said: "When your consciousness gradually becomes blurred, you will think of the person you love in your heart." So Tang Zhou drowned in the water. When he was confused, he thought of "Yan Dan". It was with Yu Mo's help that Tang Zhou saw his sincerity towards Yan Dan clearly.
3. Choosing restraint
Yu Mo asked Tang Zhou: "If you have proven your sincerity, will you let yourself follow your heart?" Tang Zhou said: "The heir of the Lingxiao sect should end the world of mortals. If you have a fond thought in your heart, It means abandoning the Tao and betraying righteousness, and I must restrain myself because of the teachings of my master." In fact, this stage was the stage of "inner conflict" in Tang and Zhou Dynasties. Why do you say this?
Tang Zhou is the most promising disciple of the Lingxiao Sect and the recognized successor of the Lingxiao Sect. Moreover, he was an orphan since he was a child, and was brought back to the Lingxiao Sect by his master to raise him when he was young. Therefore, Tang Zhou's feelings towards the Lingxiao sect included not only responsibility, but also gratitude. As a result, he could not live up to his master's teachings, nor could he give up his responsibility to succeed as the leader. Therefore, he tried his best to restrain his feelings for Yan Dan.
Tang Zhou fell into a "contradiction" between his beloved Yan Dan and a responsibility he couldn't abandon. He doesn't know what to choose? If you give up your responsibility for Yan Dan, this is "unrighteous"; if you give up Yan Dan for the sake of responsibility, this is "unwilling".
As a result, Tang Zhou was extremely helpless at this time, so he asked: "Is it really wrong to be emotional?" This sentence reflects his contradictory heart at the moment.
4, Love is hard to control
Tang Zhou said: "I must discipline myself for the sake of my master's teachings", but when he saw Yan Dan and Yu Mo being close, he would still be "jealous"; when he saw Yan Dan getting hurt When Yan Dan is unhappy, he will still work hard to protect her; when he sees Yan Dan unhappy, he will still care.
Even the always dull Tang Zhou, in order to sincerely "apologise" to Yan Dan, was willing to read the "Hua Book" to learn from it. Moreover, he also held a bouquet of flowers and gave the "Shenhua Hairpin" to Yan Dan. Not only did he personally explain the "misunderstanding" to Yan Dan, but he also said: "I will never give your things to others." Tang Zhou, like this, went all out in order to coax Yandan.
As the saying goes: "Love comes from the heart, and the heart moves with the emotion." Even though Tang Zhou tried his best to restrain his feelings for Yan Dan, his sincerity had already betrayed himself.
Yes, when you love someone deeply, you will be "uncontrollable". Isn't this the expression of Tang Zhou's "deep affection" for Yan Dan.
5. Confirm the position
For Tang Zhou, one side is "responsibility" and the other side is "facelessness". How did he make a choice? In fact, at this stage, "Liu Weiyang" is the real "assist".
As an evil god, Liu Weiyang is the leader of the demon world. Although he shoulders the responsibility of the demon world, he "only has Tao Ziqi." Therefore, Liu Weiyang's feelings for Tao Ziqi deeply touched Tang Zhou.
How are Liu Weiyang different from Tang Zhou? Both of them have responsibilities, one is to the demon world, and the other is to the teacher; they both fell in love with the person they miss, Liu Weiyang fell in love with Tao Ziqi, and Tang Zhou fell in love with Yan Dan.
But Liu Weiyang’s choice made Tang Zhou admire him. Liu Weiyang said: "Since you have decided to give up your responsibilities and choose the love in your heart, you must stick to it to the end, otherwise, you will be let down." Liu Weiyang also said to Tang Zhou: "You can even give up your life, then, I like you Are these three words so difficult to say?"
It was Liu Weiyang's words that awakened Tang Zhou, strengthened his position, and gave Tang Zhou the courage to confess. Therefore, Tang Zhou said to Yan Dan: "I have decided not to be the leader of the Lingxiao Sect. In the past decades, I have been living for the morality of the sect, but now, I just want to live for myself." ." This is Tang Zhou's most affectionate confession to Yan Dan.
For us, we are happy to see Tang Zhou confessing to Yan Dan. But for Tang Zhou, from the initial emotion without knowing it, to the restraint after confirming his mind, to the conflict of ambivalence, until finally confirming his choice, this series of processes is Tang Zhou's "inner activity" The changes in love are also Tang Zhou's experience of "choosing what he loves" and the mark of Tang Zhou's "braveness for love".
There is a saying in "Waiting for the Wind to Come": "If you like someone, either tell him or her so that you will have no regrets; or let no one know about it, and the past will eventually be washed away by the torrent of time." If If you don’t want to leave regrets, you must express your feelings bravely. Even if you don’t get the answer you want, when you look back on the past, you will sigh: “I tried my best.”
Although the high-spirited young Tang Zhou was rejected by Yan Dan, at least Tang Zhou dared to face his heart and "follow his heart", and he would have no regrets in his life.
So, do you feel sorry for Tang Zhou like this? If you feel distressed, deduct 1, if you don’t feel distressed, deduct 2
