I feel a bit too much, so that this is the only time I have ever cried in all TV shows, but this episode is really real.
I have read every part of "Love Apartment" completely, and I feel that the fifth part is more realistic than the other parts. It may also be the reason of my personal growth that leads to my different views, no Hi don't spray.
I read the first four parts in 2013-2014. I remember that at that time I was still young. It seemed that the classmates were all watching it. At first I was disdainful, but later I found out that it was really interesting. At that time, when I watched this drama, I always had a fascinating yearning for Shanghai and an overly idealistic imagination. In addition, I only went to Shanghai in 2012. For a person like me from a small city in the 18th tier, it is all because of the drunken fans. Shili foreign market and intoxicated. In addition, the group in that class at that time (we were seated according to the group) did not change the seat, and the relationship between everyone was okay. My tablemate and I were representatives of the math class, and my tablemate was a very A mature girl, she was very tolerant and took care of me in all aspects. The back table was my white moonlight at the time. Although she liked a little bastard and didn't catch me cold at the time, I was still very wishful thinking (the humbleness of licking a dog). So there was a deep sympathy for the best friend by my side and my favorite living on the opposite side. I graduated in an instant, and had a long vacation without homework. For me, that was the only time without stress, and " Love Apartment 4 " was accompanied by that beautiful memory~
watch " Love Apartment" "5 " was in 2020.2. At that time, it was the time of home review when the epidemic broke out. Because I saved time on the road and had half an hour of my time every day, I started chasing this drama, one episode a day.
I remember that the song and dance in the first episode made me feel a sudden change in the style of painting. It may be that the color tone is a little warmer than the other ones, and then the first impression is that the original actors have lost the childishness and demeanor of the previous ones. There is a little bit of life vicissitudes. Although the first episode is very cheerful, but I can still feel the slight sadness of the passing years. (Maybe I am more emotionally sensitive.) The marriage of Ziqiao and Mika gave me a sense of relief and confusion.
From a plot point of view, they are finally married, but from a realistic point of view, it is difficult for a family like them to survive in Shanghai. Some people may say why TV shows are true. But I personally feel that even though each of us has the most poetic fantasy about the distance and the future, survival ultimately has to return to reality. Compared with the intoxicating funny plot and pure friendship when watching the first four movies.
When watching the fifth part, I think more about the inevitability of a few people living together. Yifei and Xiaoxian finally got married and bought a house, while Meijia and Ziqiao It made me feel a trace of sorrow. The pressure of life finally made Zi Qiao complete the transition from boy to man. I remember when Zi Qiao and Mei Jia were lying in a hammock and watching the stars in Episode 6, Zi Qiao said: "I haven't raised my head to be a human being for a long time. "Mika said that they hadn't looked at the stars in this way for a long time, and my nose was a little sore. At about that time, I felt that what the two people walked down was not the sensation of ignorance (it seems that there was an unsuitable scene for children in the third part), but the mutual sympathy of the long-lasting love. Later, when I saw them running around for milk powder money, I felt that those utopian years were gone forever.
Then the addition of Dali and others brought out the growth of the older group. Especially for 2020, the first year of the new era. I remember that after I went home on the day of 2019.12.31, I suddenly felt that the five flavor bottle was overturned, and I posted a message in the space saying: The back light and the moon are in the shade.It has been ten years of traces and ten years of heart, an era is finally over. Love 5 is the second resonance for me.
And then to episode 34, I can only say that Dao Wei is very good at expressing emotions. The tone of episode 34 is completely different from before. I don’t know if he is in contrast to the first episode. Anyway, the audience is crying. It's really sad to look at. The photo of them sitting together is really contagious. Sometimes I think Guan Gu Youyou, Zhan Bo Wanyu and the others are perfect.
I clearly remember that the moment when I burst into tears was the moment when Yifei cried in her arms and Xiaoxian, the kind of strong women like Yifei showed the side of a little girl and the sadness of the whole episode The tone of the movie is teary, and Xiao Hei said that it has been ten years, and there will be no next time, which is very powerful. I remember that it was past twelve o’clock at that time, I was crying in bed alone, and I was covering my mouth and was afraid of making noises to quarrel with my parents. The whole pillow was wet (*꒦ິ⌓꒦ີ), and my youth seemed to be too. As the apartment was torn down and disappeared, at that moment, I recalled a lot of things that happened in 2014-2020, those people and things, those frustrations that gained...Recalling the innocent friendship and beautiful years in elementary school, Think about the depression and fear of the college entrance examination that the entire high school brings to me.
If the previous melancholy was a long, pungent, slightly tingling pain, this time of sadness is like a collapse, a kind of grief in which all the collapses are concentrated. The next day, my dad and my mom asked me why my eyes were swollen and there were heavy bags under my eyes... Song cycle, there is no such thing as gentleness in the world that is really teary, especially in the last episode, one by one actors bid farewell in the falling petals, saying goodbye to their roles, again I couldn’t hold back...the difference in an instant Becoming eternity is roughly how I felt at that time. Later, when I watched the press conference, several actors cried and cried, but Dao Wei looked indifferent. Later, he said that his emotions were slowly released during this year.I'm afraid he will be sad for countless late nights.
Since that day, my WeChat signature has been changed to When the petals fall on the horizon, is it gone or the beginning...
I don’t know if that day is
The disappearance of youth is the beginning of a new life
Wandering in the forgotten silence, always picking up waste at the end of the memory
is roughly the me in the love apartment that ten years ago.
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