In 1989, a song " I want to have a home " swept the entire Chinese music scene, making every Chinese scattered in the corner of the world deeply moved.
In 1990, Zhao Benshan , who attended the Spring Festival Gala for the first time, incorporated this song into his sketch " blind date ", when he sang affectionately to the heroine: I want to have a home, a place that does not need much , I will only think of it when I am hurt... At this time, the heroine has been moved by the pear blossoms with rain.
In 1991, the original creator of this song, female singer Pan Meichen from Taiwan, was invited to the Spring Festival Gala. Since then, Pan Meichen's slightly smoky singing has become popular all over the streets and alleys, making many single dogs cry silently.
Pan Meichen was born in a not rich family, and has a brother Pan Xieqing who is three years older than her.
These two brothers and sisters seem to be "reversed" in appearance and personality. The younger sister is masculine and boyish, while the older brother is feminine and quiet, but looks like a girl.
Brother and sister have been fond of music since childhood, sister Pan Meichen loves to sing, and brother Pan Xieqing prefers to write something.
In 1985, Pan Meichen, who was less than 16 years old, went to Taipei to study alone after persuading her parents.
In the past few years since she was away from home, Pan Meichen, who was working and studying at the same time, experienced the hardships of life. This experience provided the motivation and material for her creation of "I Want to Have a Home".
In 1998, Pan Meichen and Fang Jiwei joined Blue and White Records and entered the music scene. The following year, "I Want to Have a Home" came out.
Pan Meichen, who became popular with this song, became the mainstay of the family, while his brother Pan Xieqing, who had no job, could only rely on his sister to live, which made him a little unbalanced.Not jealous, but thinking that he is a brother and a man (although outsiders say he is like a girl), relying on his sister to live always feels shameful, so he chose to leave, and it took more than 20 years until 2004. The two brothers and sisters put aside their previous suspicions .
In in 1992, Pan Xieqing released his first work "Is there a friend called Lonely?" and officially debuted in , and then released "Should Not Be Serious", "Changed Sincerity" and "Love Pawnshop", which are popular in Taiwanese music circles. fame.
However, compared to in front of the stage, Pan Xieqing is still more suitable for behind-the-scenes work. He created " halfway " for Faye Wong , Du Dewei 's "Lover", Zhou Huajian 's "A Man with a Story", Andy Lau 's "Ice Rain" and other songs have become familiar classics. Since
's debut, Pan Meichen has always appeared in the image of " tomboy ", and she has never seen her "female" image. The dress like
has attracted a lot of criticism. Some people call her "the originator of neutrality", and some people question her sexual orientation.
But looking at the popularity of the current "tomboy" Li Yuchun, we can only sigh that the time and space are changing too fast.
Of course, in that era, almost all female artists were beautiful girls with long hair fluttering, and Pan Meichen's maverick was particularly unusual.
has never ceased to question her sexuality.
In 1992, in a special report on lesbians in a Taiwanese program, an interview with Pan Meichen was inserted, which was considered to insinuate that Pan Meichen and another female singer were gay, which caused strong dissatisfaction among the parties, and almost went to court , which ended in reconciliation.
In 2010, Pan Meichen was photographed shopping with his expatriate girlfriend , which once again sparked speculation about her homosexuality.
Later, it was reported that Pan Meichen and the third-level film actress Chen Yalun cohabited for 2 years scandal .
And Chen Yalun's response to this incident was a bit ambiguous: "I started in kindergarten at a girls' school, and there are many beautiful girls who will no longer resist homosexuality."
neither admitted nor denied, from a hype point of view, she answered very cleverly.
Regarding the scandal about homosexuality, it was not until 2017 that Pan Meichen made a statement about her sexual orientation for the first time. She said that she was not gay, but bisexual. Genderists".
Regarding the future life, Pan Meichen expressed that she does not believe in true love, does not believe in eternal life, and does not plan to have children, but "I also hope to have a partner, both men and women."
Why is Pan Meichen who has always hoped to have a family so far unmarried? Many people think that she failed because of love. In this regard, Pan Meichen's answer is a bit arrogant: Does not marrying mean failure? In my opinion, divorce is failure. I am enjoying my single life now, and I have never thought of entering the palace of marriage.
In her heart, parents are the most important, followed by work.
In 2004, at the press conference of Pan Meichen's 19th album " silly kid ", brother Pan Xieqing suddenly appeared, and the moment when the two brothers embraced and cried, moved all the audience present.
This song was specially composed by Pan Xieqing for his sister. Since then, the brothers and sisters have released their past suspicions and jointly took care of their elderly parents.
However, to his parents' regret, Pan Xieqing has not been married yet.
Just be yourself, live for the life and music you like, maybe it's the life values shared by the two brothers and sisters.
