Hi, good evening, I am your little emotional blogger Postman Thirteen.
Tonight I would like to share with you the story from three hundred and forty-six .
I thought that I would not love you more than I do today,
But I thought the same thing yesterday.
Thirteen, hello, I would like to contribute.
I have a girl I like very much, but now, I seem to have lost her forever.
But I obviously didn’t get her for a second, but I seemed to have lost her many times.
She and I have known each other since we were children. We are neighbors, so we always go to school together and go home together after school.
When I was a child, I was always bullied by other children because of my gentle personality.
At this time, she will stand up like a hero, protect us behind her, and say to those who bully us:
You are not allowed to bully him, he is mine. I have remembered this sentence
for many, many years.
From that time on, I have been following her, wherever she goes, I am there.
We went to elementary school, junior high school, and high school together. When we were in college, we were admitted to the same university in the same city.
I still remember that day. The moment I received the admission notice was the happiest time for me.
That night, I held the admission notice, stood downstairs at her house, and shouted her name loudly.
She slowly opened the window and leaned against the window lazily. She asked me:
What are you doing? It's so late at night that I can't sleep.
I looked at her and she was a little distracted for a while. When she came back to her senses, she said:
I passed the exam and we can go to college together.
Well, I have known it for a long time. Remember to take good care of me when the time comes. she said playfully.
I smiled and nodded, no problem.
I like her, everyone around me knows it, except her.
And I have made up my mind from before that I will not tell her this secret.
Because I want to keep this love selfishly, as long as I can stay with her, that's enough.
When we first went to college, we would often eat together, participate in club activities together, and go home together during holidays.
Then one night, she suddenly told me quietly that she seemed to like someone.
I said, if you really like it, then tell him bravely. Whether it can succeed or not, let’s decide later. Is
really possible? she asked me with uncertainty.
As for others, I'm not sure, but if you say it, it will definitely be fine.
Because you will always be the most powerful person in my heart. I said.
hahaha. She smiled and gave me a punch, which was really disgusting.
I returned to the dormitory that night. When I was lying on the bed, I was obviously very sleepy, but I couldn't fall asleep.
The dormitory is obviously very noisy, but I feel very quiet.
It was obvious that he had decided not to confess his love to her, but he felt so sad that he wanted to cry.
When she was in college, she had a boyfriend.
Later, slowly, the contact between us became less and less.
Only occasionally when family members call, they will mention some of her situation.
I thought to myself, it doesn’t matter, she already has someone else to take care of her, and she no longer needs the care of my friend.
It was obviously her own decision that caused the current situation. It was obviously her decision not to express it...
But when she really waited for that day, when other people appeared around her, she was still struggling and sad.
It turns out that I was a selfish person from the beginning.
I selfishly want to preserve my love for her, and selfishly I want to stay by her side.
is just like this, but in the end it becomes a constraint on myself.
One day, you will think of someone for no reason.
She once made you look forward to tomorrow, but she never appeared again.
Even so, in the end, I still hope she gets what she wants and gets what she wants.
I am Postman Thirteen. I wish you a good sleep tonight, no dreams, good night.
