Today is September 18th, and I just finished burning incense at Longhua Temple . My husband placed me in the tea room in Longhua Temple, and he went to the Martyrs Cemetery next door to visit the tomb.
I have been to Longhua Temple many times and also to the Martyrs Cemetery many times. Today, because I was recovering from hysteroscopy and I didn’t dare to walk too much, so I didn’t go with my husband.
On the way to Longhua Temple today, I was holding my urine and shit. Yes, I had a little diarrhea when I came. Although I was not feeling well, I was very dissatisfied with my husband's old dissatisfaction, like the spring water of Baotu Spring .
Although I am confident in telling my husband's complaints, I actually know that I am more angry with myself.
Because in those events I was worried about, there was a key figure, a person who could turn the tide. That character was not my husband, not my parents, not my friends, but myself.
Yes, the greater the anger I get towards myself, the more resentment I get towards my husband. I became a resentful woman like this. The person you complain about is not someone else, but me.
When I entered the first Buddhist temple in Longhua Temple, I saw Maitreya Buddha . Full apple muscles , smiles in eyebrows and rosy lips.
I envy him very much.
I saw the couplet in front of his hall. It is rare that there is a couplet I can understand in the Buddhist temple.
people say that appearance is born from the heart, and my current bitter face is indeed caused by my negative psychological activities. If I smile when I see anyone like Maitreya Buddha, can I smile back on my apple muscles?
In addition to smiling more, we also need to learn that Maitreya Buddha can tolerate the big belly, tolerate the heaven and the earth, and tolerate the people of the world. But for me, what is more important is to accommodate myself.
accommodates one's own small-mindedness, be content with gains and losses, be lazy and hate work, be timid and afraid of things, cannot be firm, cannot persist, immature, unstable, cannot make money, cannot sing and dance, not beautiful, not enchanting, not enthusiastic, cannot live a good life, cannot become a support for parents, and cannot create value for society.
Forgive yourself for the mistakes you have made in the past, the opportunities you missed, the irresponsible words you have said, and the vicious words you have said.
Forgive yourself for making mistakes in the future. Pick up sesame and throw away the watermelon. You will still spend more than you earn.
Forgive yourself for getting older, outdated, and unrecognizable in the future.
Forgive yourself no matter how old you are, you will still be fragile, confused, and suffer if you want to live.
Forgive yourself for collapse when you encounter setbacks, regret it, and blame others.
Forgive yourself, you will still be jealous, envious and hate others' success, you will compare and account.
Forgive yourself, you will eventually become an aunt and a thin old lady.
Forgive yourself for being sick, old, and die.
Forgive yourself will always disappoint yourself.
Forgive me that I am me, I am not someone else, and others are not me.
forgive me for everything, I am not good, not good, not bad, not afraid, not willing to give up, not abandon, not seeing, not knowing, not moving forward, not good, not good, not doing it.
Forgive me, I
Let me go, I
Forgot me, I
Hug me, I
Smile to me, I
Finally, I
Finally, I sing a few words to bless myself:
Learn from Maitreya Buddha, laugh often, can tolerate it.
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