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2022 has passed, and 2023 has begun.
We must leave all the regrets, disappointments, pains, and confusions in the past, and then enter the new year with new expectations and status.
Even if 2022 is not an easy year, we have made it through. We firmly keep the unremitting struggle to pursue our ideal goals as the starting point, and continue to tell ourselves in our hearts that we are about to set off and go to the final base for the realization of our dreams. 2023 will definitely be better!
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2022, this year is really difficult.
’s child’s father is a truck driver. Due to the mask, his daughter is in her third year of high school, so he can only stay at home for fear of affecting his daughter’s study.
There are old people at the top and young people at the bottom. We are about to turn fifty, what opportunities do we have? We are not people who work in formal organizations.
I also have a son who is studying in college abroad, and his father had to find a hard job in our local area. Every day, chemical dust makes the whole person look like a black man. Not only is he tired, but he also runs the risk of pollution.
I lost 30 to 40 pounds in a month, and finally got through the most difficult days, and now I have to get used to this job.
My son said that he felt guilty every time he spent money outside. I burst into tears when I heard this.
I am also a reluctant person, working and studying, thinking that maybe I still have a chance.
But it is really difficult to do something well and achieve results.
In 2022, a bad year has passed. I hope that in 2023, my daughter will be admitted to the university she wishes. Everything is going in the right direction.
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It was a difficult year in 2022. I experienced a long nucleic acid queue and more than 50 days of silence.
once saw a scene of busloads of people pulling people, so frightened that his back trembled, and all four members of his family had a fever. I held Xiao Yangren in my arms at night, afraid that anything would go wrong... This year has been so sad.
In the new year, all I want is health for my family, and I don’t dare to hope for anything else. The pain and tears of life will eventually become a thing of the past. As long as you open your eyes tomorrow and see the morning sunshine, life will continue. No matter how desperate life is, you still have to go on with tears.
This year has been too difficult, too many things have happened, everything is over, and it will get better. 2023 is here, the fireworks are lighting up the world, and the joy is boundless. Let’s raise a toast to this year. We can look forward to the future and look forward to the coming year. Keep your love and go to the next mountain and sea!
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In 2022, my husband died of a sudden heart attack, leaving me with a huge debt problem. Two months later, during a physical examination at my work unit, I was found to have two large cysts with high tumor indicators and needed surgery.
My child has entered the rebellious stage of high school. She is addicted to mobile phones. She is tired of school and skips classes and leaves home. She was also deeply affected by the death of her father. She is emotionally unstable and often yells at me.
The doctor said that I must not be angry because of my illness. I want to say how can I have such a good life and still have the option of being angry? Because I have really collapsed and despaired countless times. Every night I couldn't sleep and cried under the quilt, feeling that I couldn't hold on any longer.
I thought to myself why all the bad things happened to me, it was so difficult. But every time it dawns, I struggle to get up and continue to solve the problem, because there are parents and children behind me, and I cannot fall down. I want to protect them from the wind and rain.
After my husband passed away, I saw the so-called good buddies and good friends of his past, and the other faces of his family members. It can no longer be described with words such as "ugly and despicable", but more importantly, I felt the care and help from my relatives, colleagues, classmates and friends around me.
2022 is indeed very difficult for me, but I really want to thank all the people around me who have helped me. Thank you for giving me the strength and giving me the courage to persevere until now. I think I will always work hard to persevere!
2023 has begun. No matter what happens, you must always say to yourself three times: I can do it! I can do it! I can do it! Because, everything will be fine, and living is victory.
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2022 This year, I will end with a line from the movie "无文西东": May you remember your preciousness and resist maliciousness when you are hit; may you firmly believe in your preciousness when you are confused. Love what you love, do what you do, listen to your heart, and don’t ask about east or west.
No matter how messy life is, you have a reason to touch happiness and work hard towards your dreams. This year has been difficult, but everyone persevered and got through it. We strive to do a good job every day in order to accumulate strength for the future, firmly believing that time will never pass and the future can be expected.
I hope the new year of 2023 will be happy, smooth and safe!
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