You are the only person I love deeply but cannot get. You are the only person I get drunk late at night and shed tears. You are the only person I rely on alcohol to stay asleep at night and do not think about it. You are also the only person I want to forget but cannot forget... You are also the person I laugh with and cry in this life. My love for you before was that I wanted to see you, I wanted to take a close look at you, and I wanted to spend every day and night with you for the rest of my life. But now I love you Love means I dare not ask, I dare not look, and I dare not disturb you anymore!
I don’t dare to think about you anymore. When I think of you, my heart hurts so much. When I think of you, I can’t sleep at night. You will never understand how true my love for you is. Even if I exchange my life, I will love you like this. Do you want to know what it’s like to love you so much that I go crazy? It's heartache, it's heart-wrenching...
Now I can only miss you secretly in my heart! I miss you quietly, you will never understand, how sincere my love for you is, you will never understand, losing you is so true in my heart It's very painful!
I know that we will never have a future. Maybe not disturbing you is the last way I love you. From the moment I gave up on you, I remained silent for a whole day and a night, without eating or drinking or sleeping.
I quietly recalled our beautiful past and thought about how I really tried my best during this relationship. I just smiled and told myself that this hurdle should be over.
During this period of no contact, I am just a little curious about who you are sharing your happiness with? Maybe there is never a shortage of people around you to share happiness with you. Time will not make me forget you, it will only make me get used to not having you. Although I can't let go of you and can't forget you, I don't I'm full of expectations for you again...
Now I feel pretty good being alone. I like myself very much. I can hold back my emotions and pretend to be fine. Although I occasionally feel weak and collapse at night, I can still face my daily life with a smile on my face after dawn.
What is better than the willingness to have no complaints? What could be more stupid than deceiving oneself and others? At that moment of despair, all the disappointments were so worthless at that moment...
All the collapse and unbearableness were about to break out in the middle of the night, you know? It was you who made me want to go crazy. I still can't understand why you treat someone who loves you to the core like this? I can’t help but think like this, maybe it’s God’s destined trick, let’s end it here! Goodbye, the person I once loved most, I have to work hard to start a new life of my own. In fact, I don’t hate you at all. I just don’t understand that two people who were so good will end up like this in the end. I want to bless you, but I still can’t do it now. You can live your happy life for the rest of your life. I will slowly clear you from my memory. Maybe time is the best proof to forget you. Let’s be clear...
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