I heard the footsteps of the staff going away, put on a mask, opened the small crack in the door, and the corridor was quiet, I picked up the lunch box on the stool at the door and closed the door quickly. After dinner, I walked around the room for a while, then returned to the b

I heard a knock on the door at 5 pm, and I knew dinner was coming.

Hearing the footsteps of the staff, wearing a mask, opening the small crack in the door, the corridor was quiet, picking up the lunch box on the stool at the door, and closing the door quickly.

After dinner, I walked around the room for a while, and then returned to the bed and sat for a while. I feel chills, dizzy, and chest pain. If the indoor temperature is cold, put on the down jacket and so on. The other symptoms made me feel uncertain and a little scared.

Life is composed of two factors: certainty and uncertainty. Apart from subjective efforts, the part that is powerless to God! I could hear life moving forward at its cruel and steady pace. That answer is always coming, not based on my subjective will. And what I really need is to treat the moment in a normal way.

"It will definitely be fine", this is a lie. The truth is that we can only wait for a result that is not known to be good or bad. Very bad. But if we are unable to change, at least we must make the waiting process better.