Home from a difficult 30 days to a hopeful 60 days, to a current 110+.
To be honest, I have become numb. I have consumed a lot of things for more than a hundred days. Not only vegetable buns, meat buns, seasoning buns, and daily necessities buns, but more of psychological internal friction and changes in my views.
I love what I love, but I don’t know how long it will take for such a life. After the 24th, some people began to call "we" cowards and cowards... I don't refute it, that's the truth.
Unknown to us, people are trapped in a situation where they boil frogs in warm water. Gradually, there is no "self-rescue awareness".
No one will ask right or wrong, judge right or wrong, just wait, wait again. I don’t know if this is a common personality and weakness. Some people take advantage of this human weakness to gain benefits for themselves.
It has been three years since the method of protecting yourself has not changed. Apart from staying at home and wearing a mask when you go out; a method of diagnosing yourself has not changed, and a method of nucleic acid is done day after day.
In three years, some children have finished their own kindergarten, some young people have not even visited the city where the university is located, and some families have not been able to resist the pillars; some talents have left again shortly after they come to the world.
Now, I suddenly had an idea that I can’t continue to live like this. But how should I go through it?
We have received education since childhood. Parents tell you what should be done, teachers tell you what should be done, when you grow up, leaders tell you what should be done, and boss tell you what should be done. We have never made a decision on our own or have the right to decide what should be done.
So, the key now is who will help us make the right decision? The key is how to make a correct decision? The key is what kind of decision is correct? The key is that this correct decision cannot be made at once.
2022 is an extraordinary year. It was the most difficult year for the people to understand in the past three years.
Now, I will even re-examine my entire worldview. Refresh your cognition again and again to understand this distorted world as much as possible.
2022, it won’t last long, only more than 300 days. I have practiced at home for more than 100 days, and there are 34 days left. I will continue to wait for the spring to bloom with a nervous mood.