There are too many uncertainties in the future. At this moment, the seemingly peaceful life is actually extremely fragile. I want a kind of stability, from the inner world to the external life, not just the smooth sailing without setbacks and storms, but the ability to maintain the original rhythm after going through those things. In recent years, I have been doing subtraction and disappearing from the initial emptiness and impetuousness to gradually becoming numb. I occasionally expect someone to think of me, but most of the time I don’t think so. It’s really troublesome to talk to people who have different frequency. I have to explain it hard, deliberately disguise it, say things that I think are ridiculous and think can make the other party feel real, and have no practical meaning to myself. When did I become so realistic? The whole world is talking about how to deal with loneliness, or loneliness from beginning to end, etc., all nonsense. The silent person is not necessarily ignorant than the voice person. He just doesn't want to say this nonsense. Everyone has an unknown side. He doesn't want you to know, you will never know, and at the same time, when he wants to express, you may not be willing to listen. So sometimes it is more extreme to think that all the relationships in the world are just exchanges of value, whether they are blood or emotions.
What is the meaning of our existence in this world? The answers are similar. We all need to obtain happiness and stay away from suffering. However, there are many ways. Some people enjoy the present, some people rely on the future. The "God" and the "Cow and Horse" live in the same land with peace of mind. I started to mess with these stupid things again! ! !
says that it is real life. So far, the only thing that confuses me is the future lifestyle. I am a single father, and my thoughts are between openness and conservatism. From the perspective of current cognition, I already have a son. With the nature of my current work, I really shouldn’t have entered marriage anymore. I don’t have the will to raise children for others, so I don’t expect others to do this, and at the same time I don’t want to have another child of my own. So, before I stepped on my legs, I blocked the only roads, but people are always changing. I also know that the reason why I have this idea now is because of the blessing given to me by my parents. I still enjoy the benefits of their children. What can I do?
Yes, this will come soon in the future, from need to be needed, what should I do then? The clone is too difficult! This is why marriage is needed as a stable way of cooperation in society. This is the essence and cannot be refuted.
I admit that I need this method. I don’t have enough ability to fight alone and take into account everything. Although I still want to continue to walk this path alone at this moment. There is only reality and responsibility, no if and maybe.
Don’t you want to have the rest of your life with a relaxed and happy life? I always waste my time in self-denial, thinking too much, but not understanding it.
Compared to finding someone who understands me throughout my life, I should be relaxed at this moment, be strict with myself and be lenient with others. If I am disappointed and dissatisfied, I should reflect on myself, lower my expectations for others, and only focus on the urgent needs. After all, the other person's inner world may be more magnificent than mine, but I just can't know. In fact, it doesn’t make sense to know, because I can’t be clear and clear.
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