The sentence "I am sorry to be born as a human being", made me curious about why I said such negative words. Curiosity prompted me to read " Disqualification in the World" written by Dazai Osamu . The characters in the book live hard, wanting to live a better life in their ideals, but end up regretfully.
Even if you are "depressed", you must live tenderly
The following are some quotes in the book:
●Isn't this a sin for people to deceive each other?
●I know that my misfortune is because I always lack the ability to refuse to be others. I always fall into a fear, feeling that if someone advises me to do something, I shouldn't refuse, otherwise I will leave an irreparable scar in others and myself.
●When life loses its direction, efforts cannot be rewarded, and dreams are far away, relatives in the year will doubt the meaning of their existence, lose hope and longing for the future, and become discouraged and insensitive. At this time, it seemed that any comforting words were like itchyness through the boots.
●Don’t despair, and don’t please live.
●Even if you are "depressed", you must live a gentle life
●You can't say what you hate; what you like. I won't express it either.
●I am always cautious and trembling, and I am like a thief who is stealing for no reason.
●The pain of living in the world always makes me feel an indescribable and depressed feeling, twisted and tormented. In short, I don't have the ability to make a decision. I can't even make a choice between liking and pain.
●People deceive each other, but they are incredibly unharmed, just as if they have not discovered deception between people. Such clever and unconcealed distrust abounds in human life.
●But I think the human world is not just about economy, but more about bizarre things like weird things.
●For me, who has always been afraid of such things, although I know materialism , just like water will flow down naturally, I cannot rely on materialism to ask me for my fear of human beings, and cannot feel hope and joy through the upgraded green leaves.
● Although I am afraid of poverty, I will never look down on it.
●People always don’t understand each other. Although he didn't understand the other person, he thought that the other person was his close friend. He never noticed it in his life. After the other person died, he still came to mourn in pain.
●If you can avoid strong joy, will there be no bitter and sadness?
●The world, I began to understand what the world is. It is nothing more than a dispute between people, and it is a dispute at this moment, and you need to win on the spot.
●People are absolutely unwilling to truly obey others. Even slaves will fight back in a humble way. Humans have no other way of survival except to compete for victory or defeat on the spot. Although he gives various names with high sound, the purpose of his efforts is for the individual. The injustice in the world is the injustice of the individual.
●People say that if there are three grains of rice left in each lunch box, then ten million people will waste many bags of rice in a day. If ten million people save a piece of snot-sucking paper, they can save a lot of pulp.
●I asked God: Isn’t it a sin to not resist? I asked God: Is it a sin to trust others?
●It's terrible to have no money, it's like falling into a tragic and hopeless hell.
●Study, another name is vanity, it is just an effort to escape human nature.
●What I want to get along is the kind of person who does not pursue the faith of others, but that kind of good person is unwilling to make friends with me.
●I pretend to be precocious, but I am precocious when people say it; I pretend to be lazy, but I am lazy when people say it; I pretend not to write novels, but I cannot write novels; I pretend to lie, but I lie when people say it; but why? ! When I was moaning constantly in pain, people said, I was just pretending to be in pain. Always by chance. To live and survive for survival is an extremely ugly, bloody and dirty thing.
● When doing good deeds, you need to be sorry, because the most hurtful thing in the world is to show kindness to others.
● Isn’t it you the so-called world?
● Cowards, even fear of happiness, and they will be hurt when they touch cotton.
●The world "I have been struggling and struggling to this day, and the only thing I am willing to regard as truth is this sentence. Everything will pass.
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