Text/An Dongyue
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I can't forget the time I was with you.
Although it has been a long time ago, it seems to be yesterday. From the heartbeat when we meet, to the endless love after falling in love, there are so many beautiful memories that are worth remembering for a lifetime.
At that time, we were young and a little immature, a little ignorant, but we also had a glimpse of the stars and a lone courage. We were full of beautiful expectations for the future and romantic fantasies about love. I thought that as long as I worked hard enough, I would be able to realize my dream; I thought that as long as two people fell in love enough, I would be able to have the rest of my life.
Now looking back, I realized that we were so naive at that time. But, I really like the innocence at that time. Because the more innocent a person is, the easier it is to satisfy and be happy.
Time takes away our former life and experience enriches our lives. We grow up by time and mature by experience. But what growth brings us is not happiness, but a heavy burden. Maturity brings us not happiness, but fatigue and vicissitudes of our faces.
The romantic and beautiful love once was defeated by reality and became a regret that I could not let go of in my life...
02.
Youth is gone, and love is disillusioned. What else is left to us besides memories and longing?
Memories are like the wind, and it hurts the longing.
Missing you like rain, knocking you to the ground sadness.
Miss the past under the moon and the romantic beauty is like a dream.
and the vows we made, with passionate sincerity, no doubt.
But why do two people who fall in love with each other have a sincere and beautiful love but never have a happy and happy ending? What pulls our hands open, what separates our love?
For a long time, I was despaired because I was unwilling to lose. I had no intention of paying attention to anything, nor did I love anyone anymore. I just wanted to curl up in a small corner, listen to sad songs, shed tears of sadness, and let the sad emotions swallow all of myself.
The world of love, the deeper the love, the more severe the injury, and everyone who has experienced it understands it. That heart-wrenching pain will really make people lose half of their lives.
03.
Later, time slowly healed the pain. When I think of you again, I will finally no longer feel heartache. No more heartache does not mean that you don’t love anymore, but the way of love has changed.
I used to think of you, and I would cry, my heart would be broken, and I would be unable to help but contact me, even if nothing could be changed.
Now I miss you, I will smile, be intoxicated, and I will do something specifically to express my thoughts in my heart, even if you don’t know it at all.
There are many ways to love and miss someone. Hysteria and struggling are the worst. And worrying far away and missing silently is the most suitable one for people who are no longer possible.
Fate between us has come to an end, and it is impossible again. Therefore, caring far away and missing you silently is the best way for me to love you.
More than a long life, and my longing for you is the same, but I will never disturb you. Even if you live the way you like, I just stand in the distance, paying attention silently, and missing quietly.
It doesn’t matter whether you know or not. If you have you in my heart, you will always be with me in a different way.
for more than one's life, I just miss you silently in my heart. Really, I just miss you and don't disturb you. Even if I have a lot of lovesickness, I will replace you with silence. I just wish you happiness and peace and everything is fine.
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Author: An Dongyue, a freelance writer, writes heartfelt words with warm strokes, and I wish to meet you in the deepest world. Welcome to follow.
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