Have you ever felt like this when you suddenly felt that you were desperate. Even though you have a lot of concern for people and things, even though you still have hope for this world. Even though you still have something you want to stick to. You still feel that living has no m

Have you ever had such a time,

suddenly felt that life was beyond reluctance.

Although you have a lot of concern for people and things,

Although you still have hope for this world.

Although you still have something you want to stick to.

You still feel that living has no meaning.

It seems that life is a void, and

itself is just dust in the void.

Everything seems to be important,

everything seems to be important at all.

Whenever this feeling occurs,

I am always nervous.

seriously doubts whether he is sick.

Will others have the same thoughts and thoughts as me?

Why do I have this kind of pessimistic and disgusted mood?

Then what is the meaning of persistence in my pain and growth?

In deep perception and self-doubt,

I am like a drowning person and I can't get any response.

Then that feeling will become huge little by little, and

is like a surging tide, slowly swallowing me.

I can't do anything, I just bear it, I'm just silent.

But it couldn't kill me, and again and again,

I got rid of danger and survived smoothly.

When it was bright, I came back to life again.

is working harder to live than before when he was burned out. I can't find the specific reason for this intermittent boredom of

.

Some people say that you are too idle,

Some people say that you think too much,

Some people say that you dreamed for too long,

Some people say that you have too much wish,

Some people say that you have too narrow heart... I don’t know which kind of

is.

may be both, maybe neither may be.

The feeling seems to be innate,

is destined to be able to get rid of it.

At most, I comfort myself. This is a test and a warning.

wants me to find my own thing in the vain and

.

is like a metaphysics, and I have been reluctant to do so.

There are some things that you can do nothing but grit your teeth and persevere.

Another village is dark, after the wind and rain, we always meet the rainbow,

We always have countless Ah Q spirit.

We always have expectations in the darkness of despair.

seems to be the only way, and it seems to be the only way.

relies on a little sweetness to dispel most of the sufferings in life.

need a little light to offset most of the black and gray in life.

I don’t want to live too clearly,

understand too well means that I need to bear more pain.

I don’t want to live too confused either.

is too confused to prove that I have lost the fun of being born.

We are sandwiched in the middle of the gap in life.

can attack and retreat or defend, neither good nor bad.

always needs to make choices in order to reduce losses and gains.

They all want to get, get more.

But I just want to lose less and lose less.

The autumn is very strong and I start to get angry.

I should buy a red turtleneck sweater,

walks on the streets of Luoqiu,

integrates into this unique beauty.

The heart is extremely disappointed, and the outside is as bright as the summer.

I am hypocritical, powerless, pretending to be myself.