Have you ever had such a moment:
The body has been pretending to be calm and busy, but the heart is thrusting.
You know that you are an adult and have long lost the qualification to be willful. No matter how sad you are, you have to finish what you should do.
But the feeling of helplessness is still coming in waves.
In order to calm down your emotions, you can only find a corner without anyone and secretly wipe away the tears that are about to overflow the corners of your eyes.
You don’t want anyone to see your fragility, and you don’t want to explain anything.
just want to give yourself time and space, quietly licking the wound.
Maybe in normal times, when we encounter some troubles and problems, we often can’t help but expect someone to share and understand.
But when a person is really sad to the extreme, he will become without suffering.
Because confiding itself requires strength.
And at this moment, you only have a heart full of holes left.
The only way to protect yourself is to wrap yourself up like an onion layer by layer and sink into the uninhabited world.
As there is a saying:
"Real pain has nothing to do with heart-wrenching and tears. The real pain makes people silent."
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I am a writer, but in those moments when life falls to the bottom, what I want to do most is to put my pen down and not write.
You will feel that energy is being lost little by little from your body, including desire to express yourself.
language is sometimes so pale and powerless. Since nothing can be said to express one's heart, nothing can bring comfort to anything.
, so just stay still and let yourself adapt step by step.
pain without saying anything, it is an interpretation of strength by adults and a kind of respect for life.
You know, No one can live a smooth life.
In places where others cannot see, swallowing sadness alone and enduring the wind and frost is the norm.
No one is easier than anyone else, so how should we complain and to whom?
is speechless, not that there is nothing to say, but that there is really no way to start.
The more wounds are exposed, the more you will consume.
Choose to heal yourself quietly and repair yourself when it is late at night, so that you can slowly regain the courage to face reality.
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Murakami Haruki wrote:
"After the storm is over, you won't remember how you survived, you are not even sure that the storm is really over. But one thing is certain: when you pass through the storm, you are no longer the person you used to be." The grievances that can be said are not called grievances; sadness that can be said is not considered sad.
Just bear all the gifts of fate, silence the crying and grow calmly.
May every soul that grits its teeth usher in the true spring of life after enduring the cold winter.
Author profile: Niannian
Source: Niannian Muxin (ID: nnsg1021)
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