When I just returned to the small county town from a big city, I always recalled the wonderful moments when I was outside, especially after I failed the exam, I became even more unbalanced and always doubted whether it was a wrong decision to leave the job and return to the small county town to take the exam.
At that time, I fell into a bad self-cycle. When I returned to the county town with a slightly excellent self, I felt that the employment opportunities in the small county town were narrow and I could not play my role. Sometimes I felt that I had accomplished nothing, deeply felt inferior, and felt that I had been in college, which was an amazing existence. Now, I think about it, I was really frivolous, ignorant, and had never experienced the beating of reality. tml0
Later, through my own ideological construction, I became familiar with the work of a small county town. I rode an electric bike home in the breeze at night. As long as I got off work, my work could be completely separated from me. Instead, I fell in love with this kind of life. I began to allow myself to be mediocre, and I also began to accept myself, find my balance in the town, and forgive myself
Really, life is so good
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