Why give up? Why confess fate?

How many detours do people have to take to see the scenery they want to see

You took more detours and saw more scenery

The home of snow in winter,

spring breezy greetings,

you have nothing, but

thinks that when you bring up your suitcase,

the whole world will make way for you.

How many wounds a person has to hide in order to be strong

How many roads and wounds a person has to walk and hide in order to show his most powerful side.

I don’t have any friends around me, and I am envious of the kind of people who used to be accompanied by a phone call or a message.

Some people are confident, optimistic, generous, and many At that time, I was also thinking about why some people are always full of energy and can bring warmth and comfort to others. They don't even need comfort, as long as they sleep for one night, the next day will be a new world.

But I am different. I am not confident, optimistic, nor generous. Maybe this is the reason why I don’t have friends.

I remember that when I was studying, I had a few good classmates. They used to play very well, but I don’t know when they changed slowly. I haven’t contacted them until now. It’s a failure.

You think it’s too late, it’s just a good start

I don’t want to betray the future, and I hope that when I’m old, I can calmly tell my children almost everything , You think it's too late, it's just the beginning.

You think it’s too late, it’s just the beginning

just do whatever you want,Every hesitant struggle is the greatest waste of life.

When I gave birth, I was very fat, probably more than 150 kilograms. My husband said that you can lose weight. I said with a low self-esteem: "I have stopped growth and development now. I have gained a lot of weight. It is difficult to lose weight."

He replied: "Nonsense, it's never too late to lose weight. Women have to stay slim."

I believe him, but I believe I can't reduce it, not just because I'm lazy, but also because I like to find something for myself. Excuse, let yourself be lazy.

He went on to say: "You follow me to swim this summer, and I promise you will lose weight successfully."

I didn't intend to go with him, but there is really no way. In addition to taking the kids and eating and sleeping every day Nothing else, so he did what he wanted.

So, he took me to the swimming pool in town every afternoon.

At first, I couldn't swim, so I could only soak in the shallow water of the swimming pool. It was purely to increase the temperature of the pool. At that time, he laughed at me for being a blister.

At first, he was very interested in teaching me to swim. I also shouted a "coach" very vigorously. Within three days, he lost patience and said to me: "You just walk back and forth in this pool. You can lose weight, really, blisters, you swim for a while..."

Before he finished speaking, he swam away, relaxing in the pool like a mermaid, completely ignoring me who was choking on the side. I watched him disappear into the water, and the drops of water that were kicked up by his feet were like layers of water, spilling on my face.

When he left, I awkwardly walked back and forth in the shallow water of the pool.

Later, except for the few days when "aunt" came to visit, I would soak in the swimming pool almost every afternoon. I don’t know how long I’ve been soaking and how much water I drunk. A fat fish".

Until now, I remembered that it was the smell of a swimming pool with a choking nose. It was mixed with the breath of youth, and it also brought the stubbornness of a fat girl who refused to admit defeat. It made me deeply miss...

So what do you do? Don’t think it’s too late. You think it’s too late. It’s just the beginning.

As long as you don’t admit defeat or your fate,Then you do it desperately, it's never too late.

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