Autumn night is as cool as water


Autumn is here

The wind is very cold

The night is as cool as water

When the days become thin money in hands

Open the calendar on the wall I found out

The autumn is here too

From every waking up to the sunset

The moon never wakes me to sleep

The stars are very far away

Looking back inadvertently

I suddenly found out

once all My ideals are lost to reality

The freedom I once hoped for is getting farther and farther

My ideal reality is distribution according to work

The reality in my life is distribution according to life

I understand this Everything is not my fault

I understand that I have to admit my fate

Life is like a donkey blindfolded and pulling a millstone

Destiny is like an adventurer tied to a roller coaster

Whether I want to tie it or not On the millstone

Destiny drags me forward indifferently

When the old young leave me away

I understand that on the balance of the value I create

I am afraid of getting sick

I understand On the balance of the value I created

I can't have love

I can't have love

It's like a ruthless knife

It cuts all my longings

I dare not shout Pain

Because I can't bear being laughed at by the crowd

I dare not stop

Because I am afraid that I will get further and further away from the crowd

I am afraid of loneliness

Because loneliness makes me feel helpless

and stand up In the past few years, I was empty-handed

, like many people

I am ordinary like a grass

all I have is air, sunshine and water

success has become farther and farther away from the civilians

success Those who are just those who hold the golden key

I can only surpass them with all my hard work

Maybe only in my dreams I am the winner

In the undisturbed autumn night

Hold your hands tightly Years

I need to look wide at the road from the bottom of my heart

doesn't need any reason

lives simply and happily

until I am old and useless

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