I am aware of every action, word, thought and feeling of myself.
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When I share my favorite snacks with them, I realize my purpose.
Snacks gave me a violent impact of happiness, and I experienced the joyful and beautiful feeling ascending to the clouds. So I want everyone to experience the impact of delicious snacks with me. More importantly, I hope that they can warmly praise the snacks after a wonderful experience, and then I can gain some insignificant sense of accomplishment and superiority from sharing this behavior.
Simply put, my purpose is to get their response.
They lowered their heads and did their own things, no one paid attention to my snacks and sharing actions. The sense of accomplishment and superiority that I experienced in my mind was lost in the actual operation. This is a loss, and it is well known that humans subconsciously hate it.
no one supports me, I feel a little disappointed and a little embarrassed. I imagined a lot of their opinions, and later I found out that these are their affairs and have nothing to do with me. To be aware of your own thoughts and feelings is my business, it is the first priority.
My feelings were nothing more than embarrassment. It was neither standing nor sitting nor walking, nor stopping, nor placing hands in your pocket, nor placing them behind your back. My face was warm, and I didn’t know how to deal with it for a moment.
Finally, I decided to accept my embarrassment and I named myself the "Awkward King". When I accepted this account, I felt a little cute, and it didn't matter if I felt embarrassed.
accepted it, and I felt relieved and relieved. There was a little guy called "Fear" next to me, but he kept pulling me, trying to pull me into the abyss and use "others will laugh at you and pity you" to control my brain. Fortunately, it ended in failure after a struggle. Because of others' ridicule or sympathy, I also accept it. I am the "poor king", so what?
Some people think I am pitiful because of my embarrassment. This kind of recognition and understanding to a certain extent means that everyone will feel mixed feelings when no one responds. It turns out that I am not fighting alone, and I represent the discomfort of all mankind.
If no one responds, I will be lost. This is human nature. If I can transcend human nature, accept my loss and then transcend my loss, then I will become a powerful figure with a strong heart. In this way, no one responded to me and became my stepping stone. People looked at me with admiration because of my generous acceptance of loss.
We all want to become a person who can always maintain self-acceptance, self-appreciation and even self-intoxication no matter what happens, because most people are easily influenced by the environment and others, and then fall into self-denial and constantly torture themselves. What a rare person who always likes himself and can be honest in his opinion.
Do those characters have no negative thoughts or emotions in their hearts? No, no matter how powerful a person is, he will have "fear" and "weak" figures in his heart, but powerful people do not recognize them, so they are not controlled by them.
I also like strong people, so why not let myself be "be" a strong person? The fastest way to get straight to the other shore is that I am already on the other shore, and I am already a strong man.
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Go back and sees no one responding to my picture. I see my strength and self-appreciation, and I am very excited.
