I really want to say goodbye to June and the first half of 2022 decently, but the reality makes me live my life in pieces. Exhausted...
I remember that on the 23rd, which was also the day when I could check my college entrance examination results, I saw a rather humorous quote on the Internet. Say: Don't ask me how many points I got, just like I won't ask you how much money you made in the first half of the year. Before I read this text, I was still very naive like before, wanting to be a warm-hearted person and asking my friends around me. In my opinion, I thought it was only through a good enough relationship that I could care. However, after reading that paragraph, I suddenly became timid. I cut off my wishful thinking and could no longer muster up the courage to make a caring phone call to any of my friends, even if it was just about caring...
I survived alone The time no one cares about is not only you, but also me. And it’s not that I can’t calm down and be alone. I just feel that being ignored is not the standard for everyone as an adult, nor is it the medal we deserve after our hard work. However, when we are helpless, being alone is also a kind of wisdom... Although being unattended is not what we want, when it comes, we must also have this responsibility...
The hour hand has pointed to 23 o'clock, and I have already started from Wake up from sleep. When I saw that June was coming to an end, I realized that June has passed, which also means that 2022 has passed halfway. I kept searching in my mind, but I couldn’t find any time worth showing off...
Yes, every day The days between 2 o'clock and the front line, at home, in the workshop, and again at home, are ordinary and simple.
And I, a late working woman who is about to enter the 50-year-old army, cannot be favored by everyone. In fact, I don’t just want to be myself, I also want to be a role model for others. However, when When I am unable to do my best, I will still happily accept the fireworks in the world. Even if it is a bowl of porridge for breakfast or a bowl of steamed dumplings.
No matter how reluctant you are to let go, let’s say goodbye to the past. Then, I gently said to July, what a coincidence, you are here...
